Im Yoona

My Way to Love You

Wow~! Thank you for the comments guys! ^^ So, Yoona’s past it is first and then YongSeo’s after.

Do excuse my grammars and spelling errors. I love every comments and reviews from all of you. It makes me fired up and more motivated to write. Hehe, hope you enjoy this Chapter~ Although I don't think it's a good one. Do comment guys~ 

Sorry it’s late though. I got sick since Monday last week and I was able to finish editing this just today. Do forgive me. Ja, on with it~

Ppyong~


Im Yoona

 

“Did I lose him?” I asked myself as I hid behind a pillar whilst peeking to look out for that boy from before. Trying to even my breathing, I strain my ears for his footsteps. He surely looked like a vampire, although, no doubt he was freaking handsome. He could have fooled me, good thing he had dimples and not fangs. I giggled to myself. Suddenly, someone caught me from behind.

 

“Gotcha!”

 

“Kyaaaa~!”

He took hold of my shoulders and pushed me to the wall. His hands on either side of my face, arms encaging me, his eyes filled with mischief, lips in a smirk.

 

“ehehehe…” I laughed nervously.

 

“Looks like I have to give you a really terrible punishment.” His face went closer, and I blushed due to the close proximity.

 

“Y-yah! Do-don’t come any closer babo!” I tried to push him off, my hands on his muscular chest, which made me blush even more.

 

“Tsk, so rude. But I like the blush on your face.” He laughed at my distress. I ignored it and kept on pushing him but it was no use. He suddenly grabbed my hands and leaned in closer. I turned my head sideways, closed my eyes, shut my mouth tight and waited.

 

His hot breath was fanning on my cheeks. I could feel him, his touch was so warm, his hands engulfing mine in a tight grasp. And then he suddenly whispered, his voice echoing in my mind.

 

“I’m gonna punish you.”

 

“Mou~ What kind of punishment would it be?” I thought to myself. I can’t deny that I’m kinda excited somehow – I don’t know why!

 

“P-Please don’t h-hurt me.” I beg, cracking an eye open only to see him up close, smiling widely at me, dimples showing. How can you be so cute and devilishly handsome at the same time?! So unfair! >.<

 

“I won’t.” he whispered huskily. My eyes are both open now. We’re inches apart, our faces actually. His body is so close I can feel all his muscles! I stare at him wide eyed waiting for his movement.

 

He smiled, one full of mischief.

 

“Want me to kiss you?”

 

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“Wha - ?! N-no! Why would I want a kiss from someone like you?! Jerk!” I turned red. Yes I want a kiss but surely not now especially not from a total stranger! Even if he’s handsome and so perfect, he’s still so arrogant and rude for invading my personal space.

 

“L-let go of me!” I tried to pry away from him, but he held on tighter.

 

“Can’t. I have to punish you first.” He pulled away but then suddenly grabbed me by the waist and placed me on his shoulder, like a sack! How dare him manhandle me!

 

“He-hey! What are you doing! Put me down!” I jerk furiously, in attempt to get away from this embarrassing position. Doesn't he know I'm wearing a skirt?! Oh my gosh my skirt!

 

“Put me down you ert! My skirt is skidding up!” I started punching his back put it didn’t make him wince!

 

“Oops. Sorry.” He put me down, finally! I glared at him after he put me down. He's still pale, no blush. Huh?! He's not affected or someting? Most guys would blush or get embarassed of this but he just stare at me like its normal! How dare he not get embarass!

 

Now that I'm standing firmly on the ground, I harshly pulled my arm. I did all the flailing and pulling, but I just tired myself which made me look crazy! Plus, it looks like I angered him.

 

"Damn it! Stop thrashing around, mad woman!"

 

“NO! Let my arm go! I’m so gonna tell the teachers about this!”

 

“Try me.” he hissed.

 

He took off his jacket with one hand, I tried to wiggle out if his grip but I can’t. He put his arms around my waist and pulled me towards him, making me crash unto his manly chest. I blushed again, who wouldn’t?

 

Then I realized, he tied his jacket around me, my legs now hidden. And then he carried me again like a sack.

 

“Hey!”

 

“Shut up! I’ll bring you to the room first as punishment.”

 

“What?! What kind of punishment?! Are you gonna beat me up? me?! Kill me?!!” I shrieked, can’t help but panic. Again I started punching his back whilst crying out for help.

 

“Babo! I’m not that kind of person. Though I’m contemplating on the last part, you’re killing my eardrums here!”

 

“Waaaaaahh~! Help me! Waaaaaahhh~! Somebody help meeeeee~!!!!” I grabbed his unruly hair and started pulling on it.

 

“Yah! Stop that! Shut up!!!” he grabbed my hand to stop me from pulling all his hair out! I hope you'll go bald you stupid-manhandling-girl-jerk!

 

“Waaaaaahhh~! This guy’s gonna me! He’s gonna kill me and then put me in a sack and then drop me at the river! Waaaaaahhh~! Help m – Kyaaa!” he suddenly dropped me, I landed on my feet and stumbled a little. I’m still standing though. I was going to run but his arm was still around my waist.

 

“Shut up or I’ll kiss.”

 

A warning. But at the same time rewarding. Hehe, but no! I wouldn’t give my first kiss away not to this arrogant good for nothing jerk! But of course, all I did was stare wide-eyed at him and abruptly nod my head.

 

“Good. Now come on. Don’t protest and keep walking silently. You’ll disturb other classes with your childish wails.” He muttered whilst pulling me by the arm. I can feel all of his anger. You know what? Wouldn't it be easier if you would just forget about me so it would become peaceful here? Plus I wouldn't be a hassle for you, damn jerk. Hmp! Of course I can't say that. =___= you all know why.

 

I pouted. I know I was disturbing but really! Who wouldn’t want to get the attention of others when you know you’re at stake here! And he speaks as if he owns the school or something. What is he here, a prince, a king?! Who does he think he is?! Wait. Who is he anyway?

 

“Um… ca – “ before I could even finish the first word, he turned around to glare.

 

“Do you really want to get kissed?”

 

My eyes widened at that so I closed my mouth and shook my head.

 

“Good. Be quiet!”

 

“And he’s the one screaming.” I muttered under my breath, surely he didn’t hear that.

 

“I heard something~!” I squeaked and clamped my mouth again. He could turn around any second and suddenly grab me for a kiss! I must be prepared and well-guarded for it. He may be a good kisser! What the heck am I thinking?! He could be a Casanova and broke millions of hearts! Guys like this should be punished! I glared at his back. If only looks could kill!

 

He stopped by a big door. It was bigger than all the other doors along the hall, which made me curious. I wanted to ask him, but I remembered the kiss – silencer thingy. He knocked first before he turned the knob.

 

“Be quiet. The queen’s here and she doesn’t like noisy girls like you.” He said to me. I rolled my eyes at him and pouted. Does he have to keep repeating how noisy I was? And what 'queen'?

 

We entered the most pristine-like feeling room I've ever been. The room had lockers and shelves, mahogany tables and some trophies here and there. There some photographs and certificates hung on the walls. Yet I feel so calm being here. Its so heavenly that its really ironic that I'm in a room with a devil. We stop infront of a white table, behind it was a girl in her early twenties I think.

 

 

“Prez? I found a noisy brat here, cutting class and being rude to her seniors.” He pulled me in front of a woman with scary eyes, one that really judges you in one look. She stared at me from head to toe. More like glaring actually. Her hair was short but she was really pretty although her aura was really intimidating.

 

She smiled at me. Ok, I changed my mind. She looks nice when she smiles like that.

 

“Dear vice president. You did a great job!” she smiledsweetly as she stood up and went to pat the said - 'vice president'? Seriously?! - on his shoulder.

 

“Well, thank yo – ow! Hey!” she pulled at his ears. Wah! Now I love her! Go Queen-sshi uh - Miss President! Whoever you are! Kill that jerk now~! 

 

“Babo! Look at her I.D. first before you start making conclusions! She’s a transferee see?!” she point a finger on my I.D. Good thing I always wear this! Whew~ Saved. The school has provided transferees this kind of ID. It differs from other students since our ID's are colored white while the regular students have red ones. After three months, we'll get to wear the red ones! Yey~! Saved by the ID!

 

“Yah, Ga-in noona. Let go already I know I did wrong she was so noisy she disturbed my sleep.”

 

“Why do you always sleep anyway?! You should be patrolling not sleeping! How did you become vice-president?!” What?!! He's the vice-president?! So this is the Student council room?! I won't get detention right? Not on the first day! And omo! The student council officers are infront of me!! >.< I'm so doomed! Zelo's part of them right?

 

“Don’t blame me. Kyuhyun-hyung made me take this hateful position.” He sulked.

 

I didn’t want to disturb them. Neither do I want to be part of it. I was saved and I have to save myself from further more problems. I back away from their position, silently grabbing the door handle, twisting it, open, turn around and –

 

“Oomph!” crashed unto another guy’s chest.

 

“Oh! Sorry, are you alright?” he grabbed my shoulders to look at me but…

 

“Zelo?” I whispered, tears stung at the corner of my eyes. I thought I could hide from his long enough for me to be prepared but, here he is in front of me. My little brother.

 

“Yoona-noona?” he said in disbelief, we were too shock to move. i was about to leave but my legs won't budge. Why? Dam legs! He was the first one to make a move. He quickly hugged me tight, so tight I can’t breathe. And with that warm embrace, I couldn't help but hug him back. I miss him. I miss you Zelo-yah.

 

“Z-zelo, can’t breathe.” He grew so big! A few years back then, he was smaller than me and now, he’s so tall and brawny! My little brother isn’t so little anymore. Tears stung at the corner of my eyes. I can’t deny that I’m glad to meet him again, and I hugged him tighter too.

 

“Zelo?” someone from behind us voiced out.

 

Zelo released me from his embraced, eyes still welled-up in tears.

 

“Jonghyun-hyung, Ga-In noona. This is my elder sister, Im Yoona.” He introduced me to the two.

 

“This girl is . . .” the guy named Jonghyun look at me in utmost disbelief “ she’s your sister?” he look at Zelo in which he nodded with a smile.

 

“Dae hyung! She’s my long lost sister I told you about.”

 

Jonghyun came over us. He stared hard at me and then lifted his gaze to Zelo. He grabbed Zelo’s shoulder saying,

 

“You’re so unlucky to have a sister like her. Good luck with your life, Zelo-yah.”

 

“Yah! Babo! What do you mean by that?! Huh?!” I can’t help scream at his face, what a rude horrible jerk he is! I can’t stand this guy! Grrr!!!

 

“But Jonghyun-hyung. Yoona-noona’s not that bad. She’s really kind and caring.” Zelo defended me. Very good lil’ bro! That’s my lil’ Zelo~! I smiled smugly at the jerk in front of me. Maybe I should call him that instead! Hehehe.

 

“Then why did she leave you?” Jonghyun’s question startled me. My smile vanished and I become stoic.

 

“Yoona-noona never left me! She just, she – um…” Zelo tried to reason he looked at me but I dodged his gaze. I am a really terrible sister to Zelo. He suddenly grabbed both of my shoulders and stared straightly at me trying to catch my eyes. But I can't.

 

“Noona? You didn’t leave me right? You were just busy! You went out to find a job right? But then you got lost right? Right, noona?” he asked me.He's such a child. I couldn’t bring my eyes to his. I was too ashamed to face him.

 

“Zelo, your sister couldn’t even give a good damn reason, even just one.” I glared at Jonghyun. I now I was bad enough for Zelo, he doesn’t have to rub salt on my wounded pride!

 

“Sorry Zelo. Noona was just um – lost.” I smiled at him, fake. I know, it hurts to lie to my brothher. he had been searching and waiting for me. I don't want to make him more sad - i don't want him to know the reaason why.

 

“I knew it! See Hyung?! Yoona-noona wouldn’t leave me behind!” he smiled the brightest. I’m sorry Zelo, for everything.

 

Zelo hugged me again, one warm embrace. He cried, like back then. Zelo really loves me, and so do I. But I have to leave him. I have a reason to.

 

At the corner of my eyes, I can see Jonghyun glare at me. He must have sensed me lying. Well, it was kinda obvious but as long as it makes Zelo happy, I have to say that to lessen his distress.

 

I don’t want to make him cry again. I’m not like umma who was merciless.

 

“I won’t ever leave again Zelo. I promise.” I whispered.

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My name is Im Yoona. I lived in a huge house along with my father, mother and little brother, Im Jun Hong which I call Zelo because of his zealousness. He’s a really enthusiastic and energetic boy, thanks to him the mansion is always filled with laughter. Our parents are always away, and I couldn’t care less since Zelo is always with me. He’s my best friend since we’re only two years apart, I being his noona.

 

 “Yoona-noona?” my brother, who was currently eight years old, looked up to me.

 

“Hm?” I patted his unruly hair, he’s such an angel.

 

“Noona’s spacing out again. Is there something wrong noona?” he asked me with worry written on his face.

 

“For an eight year old, you worry too much Zelo-yah.” I giggled.

 

“But noona has this faraway look. Noona didn’t even hear me call her earlier.” He reasoned.

 

“Sorry. Noona just remembered something that’s all.” I smiled weakly. I did recall something, what I heard last night from my parents bothered me.

 


 

Last night…

 

“How did this happen?!” Mrs. Im shouted.

 

“Be quiet. Someone could hear you.” Mr. Im hushed her down.

 

“You said it was all according to plan! You said it will never fail, how come it did now?!”

 

“Listen to me! I did what I could okay?! I tried to save everything I could and you know that – “

 

“Well then, how did our company go bankrupt huh?! There might be a thief stealing in our company! That’s right! There’s a spy! A corruption!”

 

“Perhaps, but moreover, you’re the one who does it.”

 

“ME?! Why me?!

 

“You know it’s you! All you do is beg for money and then go gambling with your friends! You don’t even have time for our children!”

 

“Oh please! I’m just enjoying my remaining youth! Besides, the kids are already big enough to handle themselves. Zelo’s eight and Yoona’s ten, she could look after him. Plus, we have lots of maids and guards anyway.”

 

“A mother’s love and attention is different from any nanny or maid. They need you, us.”

 

“No, I don’t think so.” She gave him a stern look. He sighed in defeat, why did he marry this creature? She was totally different from years ago. Where was the woman he fell in love with?

 

“Now hurry up and patch up this mess. No one should know that our company has gone into bankruptcy!” she said and left the room.

 

“Yeah…” he sighed, eyes downcast. “What should I do know?” he asked himself.

 

Unbeknownst to them, a young Im Yoona was eavesdropping behind a slightly ajar door of the couple’s bedroom.

 

End of flashback

 


 

“Noona?” Zelo tugged at my skirt, looking up at me with his innocent eyes. It snapped me out of my daze.

 

“Huh?”

 

“You’re spacing out again.” He pouted.

 

“S-sorry. Noona’s just tired.” I patted his head and then smiled “Come, let’s go play!” I grabbed his arm and led him outside the house, where our beautiful garden rest.

 

We played around the garden, playing tag and hide-and-seek. When grandma was still alive, we used to help her plant all the flowers here, but then she died after Zelo turned five.

 

But I bet she’s happy watching over us from up there, especially now that we’re still taking care of her garden. We were silently watering the plants when I picked a white rose; its thorns however pricked me. Blood oozed out of my pricked finger. I my pricked finger and bit it. I sensed something bad will happen. It made me anxious. Something’s wrong here.

 

 

“Yoona?! Zelo?! Where are you?!” Mrs. Im shouted among the premises of their huge house.

 

“Omma! We’re here!” Zelo shouted back and ran to her. His hands, legs and clothes were filthy with all the running he made. He was about to hug her when she stopped him.

 

“Oh no. You’re all dirty Zelo! Go and wash yourself first, arasso?”

 

“Dae omma.” He nodded and went towards his maid. He looks so crestfallen. I thought as I watched him go. I went to my mother and greeted her.

 

“Welcome back, omma.” I kissed her cheeks.

 

“Yoona! Look at you! Girls do not look like that especially a young Im Yoona! You should dress properly and don’t get dirty anymore! Stop playing with your brother! You’re already ten years old and you’re still playing childish games!” she scolded me. I don’t mind it, I guess I got used to it already.

 

“Dae omma…” I said in an audible voice. I then proceeded to my room to wash up and get change.

 

“Children these days.” I heard mother sighed heavily. But before I could reach the top of the stairs, something caught my attention.

 

“Madame Im!” one of the maid scurried her way.

 

“What is it?” she asked irately.

 

“Y-your husband, S-sir Im, h-he’s..”

 

“Spit it out already.”

 

“H-he got into a car accident and was sent to the hospital!”

 

“WHAT?!”

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The next few days were a blur. People were mourning, some silently liked what happened, and some just took it as a normal event. To be honest, I was sad at our lost and yet I didn’t feel incomplete. I didn’t cry. Only mother and Zelo did. Father was kind and loving, he just didn’t show it. Or didn’t have much time.

 

But if he really did love us, he would drop what he was doing and hug us or something like go on a trip with the whole family. He was so focused on the future, for our future, that he forgot that the present is also important. I didn’t want all the material things; we didn’t want all those toys and money. We need love and attention. But they were too greedy to be generous of that. They didn’t really think of us.

 

Mother took over the company after dad’s funeral. She did what she could to salvage it. Two years had passed, our company didn’t go so well. We weren’t so rich anymore but I still had Zelo with me, so we are still happy. Mother was the opposite though. She was frustrated and was always busy. I learned how to take care of ourselves instead. We only have three maids and two guards now. Sometimes, I would go and help clean the house or learn how to cook. Doing so pleased me. Zelo was also learning every day. Everything was pleasant.  I couldn’t ask for anything else to happen.

 

But then, mother did something that angered me.

 


 

“What do you mean give Zelo away?!” I couldn’t help but raised my voice.

 

“Do not talk to me like that, young lady! I’m doing the best I could to save this family and this is all I can think of!”

 

“Well, why Zelo?! You can just sell the house or do something else, but mother please, not Zelo! He’s my little brother, he’s your son!”

 

“I know that. But giving him to the Choi’s is the only way. The Choi’s couldn’t bear a child and they wanted a son. And Zelo is my only son. If I will give him to them, they would invest a large amount of money in our company, and I could use that to rise again! Don’t you want that Yoona?!”

 

“Omma… But it’s Zelo…”

 

“Listen to me. Think of this as, letting the Choi’s borrow Zelo for a while until he turns eighteen, run their company and then come back to us! Isn’t that great?!”

 

“But – “

 

“No more buts! My decision is final and I don’t care if you disagree. Zelo will live with the Choi’s starting next week!”

 


 

Her statement made a big hole in my heart. I remembered that day, Zelo was crying and wouldn’t let go of hugging me. And so did I. Mother kept in tugging him away from me, the Choi’s were just outside our house waiting for my brother. I can’t let them take him. I just can’t!

 

“No! Noona! Yoona-noona! Don’t let them take me away from you! Noona!” his wails echoed the four walls of Zelo’s room.

 

“Let go Zelo! Your Noona will just come and visit you every day okay?! The Choi’s are good people, so let go and come with me!” Mother kept on tugging him but he won’t let go.

 

“Z-zelo…” I sobbed “Noona won’t go away okay? I promise I’ll visit. Be a good boy okay?” I soothed him. Mother was right. I can come and visit him. Zelo being a Choi wouldn’t be a bad idea, I can still see him. As long as I can still be with my brother it will be fine.

 

“But noona!”

 

“Shhh. Listen to me Zelo. Noona will come every day to play okay? I won’t let us separate okay?” He nodded his head, I gave him the brightest smile I can muster. “Now, will you promise noona you’ll be a good boy?”

 

“Dae…” he said in a raspy voice.

 

“Good. And Noona will promise to never leave you.” I hugged him and kissed his forehead.

 

“Come now Zelo, your new family waits.” Mother interrupted. She looked stoic, emotionless, but her eyes said otherwise. I can see them glisten, and for a moment, a flash of sadness was seen on her shiny orbs.

 

And that was the last time that day I saw Zelo again.

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The next day I decided to visit Zelo, but I didn’t know where the Choi’s lived. So I look it up our company’s database but found none. I asked employees and kept on searching. But I was still left empty-handed. That night, I decided to ask mother. I didn’t at first because I know she wouldn’t give it to me. But now, I am hoping she would.

 

“I will give it to you in one condition.” I gave her a questionable stare. But her condition intrigued me so I asked again.

 

“I have a friend, she’s widowed. Her only son needs a fiancée. And I already recommended you to her.”

 

“Is this..?”

 

“Yes, I am arranging your marriage to Choi Siwon. He is still young, don’t fret.”

 

“But mother I ca – “ I tried to reason but she cut me mid-sentence.

 

“Listen, if you want to know where Zelo is you will agree to this arrangement. Am I clear?”

 

“Dae omma…” I said meekly. Zelo is important to me, and if I have to do this sort of thing just for him then I will.

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Ding Dong

 

I rang the doorbell on the large black gate. The tiny door to my left suddenly opened and I rushed to the guy who opened it.

 

“Who is it?” he asked.

 

“Um, my name is Im Yoona, I’m here to see my little brother. Im Jun Hong (Zelo)?” I answered in my little voice.

 

“You must be mistaken miss, this is the Choi’s residence. That person you’re looking for is – “

 

“Noona!!!” Zelo came running towards me. I crouched to catch him jump into my arms. “Noona!” he cried. “I-I thought you won’t come. Y-you said y-you’ll c-come visit me every day.” His sobs echoed my entity.

 

“Noona’s really sorry Zelo. It was hard searching for your new home. But now that noona’s here, please don’t cry anymore okay?” I felt him nod and I smiled in return.

 

“So your Zelo’s noona?” I look up at the guy from earlier, he watched us with a soft smile on his face. 

 

"Dae..." I answered in a soft voice.

 

"I'm Choi Siwon. I'm like Zelo's step-cousin now. Nice to meet you." and he smiled at me.

 

And he was my first love...

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I wonder if it bored you? Well, I didn't include Yoona and Siwon. Hehehe, it will be boring~ And I want more DeerBurning Sooo~ ^u^ I cutted it there. Maybe the bits of her past will be continued on the next chapters!

So? Next stop, YongSeo? I'm excited with this couple's back story! Kyaa~!

 

Currently watching: Mischievous Kiss: Love in Tokyo (It started with a Kiss Japanses version 2013)

*Q* I so love this J-drama! Itso different~

#share.lungs~

 

Look out for next chapter on May~ I'M SORRY for being UBER LATE AGAIN! TTnTT

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It's been 7 years wow. I just remembered I have an AFF account lol. I might rewrite this because of LJH issue. Might just focus on Seohyun and Yonghwa and probably add a different character. If you are an NCTzen and NoRenists, you can find me on Twitter @NaoArisawa :))

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Ivnnas #1
Chapter 14: please update soon
Ziana_sangma
#2
Chapter 12: Next chapter please
CNBDania
#3
Chapter 12: I swear i will not read this story for awhile, so i will not die of curiosity. But it seems i had failed. Why you write this story so awesome? I'm addicted to this story now. Update pleassssseeee
CNBDania
#4
Chapter 12: For the sake of jongyoon shipper, please continue this story. I'm dying of curiousity now. What will happen to jongyoon couple, please more chapter.
CNBDania
#5
Chapter 12: For the sake of jongyoon shipper, please continue this story. I'm dying of curiousity now. What will happen to jongyoon couple, please more chapter.
nandyafeid #6
Chapter 13: it's okay to have them in ff but in real life just wish them being happy w/ their loved ones... but all the choices are yours
iamMRsimple
#7
Chapter 13: Please continue, if Jongyoon will not work in reality , let Jongyoon relive in the fanfic world .. but if you lost inspiration, just make this story having a sad ending (base in reality) I love angst tho.

but it's your choice .. I ship YongSeo also so it's ok for me but it's better to continue the story .. The decision is yours by the way.
yamilay #8
Chapter 11: JongYoon plz
deerburning19 #9
Chapter 11: jongyoon please :)