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#11 - OCTOBER 29, 2007

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[CONTENTID1] There are many things I could use as an excuse as to why I haven't written a letter in almost a week. Like school, or band, or work, but all of those are pointless reasons. Anyone could mix up a string of excuses. I know I'm more than just another person to you. I think you're my best friend.

I will be honest with you, I stopped writing because I've gotten tired of writing to basically no one. You and I both know that you have more value in my life than any other person in this world, but I don't know how long I can keep waiting.

Back then, I would send letters to you almost everyday. I wouldn't buy anything for myself because all my money was spent on expensive stamps and paper. I guess that's what love does to you? I dunno. This isn't a one way friendship. I need to know if you still think of me as much as I think of you.

There isn't much I can say to you, Yifan. There's nothing more I can talk about because memories start to run out once they catch up to you. You're not a blank face. Our friendship could survive if you had just spoken to me.

Mark asked me to go to Jennifart's Halloween party. I think I might go. It might help me forget all this heartache.

I'm getting tired.

From, you know who.

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