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#9 - OCTOBER 12, 2007

DEAR YIFAN, [/CONTENTID2]

[CONTENTID1] Have you ever fallen in love with someone? Well, besides Wendy, I guess. Has there ever been a moment in your life where you fell so hard for someone, to the point where yourchest starts to hurt? Every now and then I get that feeling. I don't know what it is though. I think you know what's happening to me. 

You must know what it's like to wish someone was next to you at all times. Did you miss your family? Your other friends? I bet they missed you so much more than I do. Which is why I feel so selfish.

But I can't help it. That feeling in my chest is too strong for me to ever give up on you. Wendy doesn't know I'm like this. Nobody can know except for you, Yifan.

I don't know how I've managed to hold back all these feelings until now.

It hurts too much.

From, you know who.

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