I[ Chapter 2 ]I
Discrimination
I came home from school all tired and stuff. I had dark circles under my eyes which really irritated me. Trust me, I do not look pretty. As soon as I got home, I collapsed on my girlfriend...my bed. So comfy and soft... I closed my eyes for a moment until I heard a loud squeaky voice screaming in my ear.
"HYUUUUNNGG!!!! HYUUUUUUNNGG!!"
Can't I have some peace for at least 5 minutes?! My little brother, Yoogeun, ran into my room and ran into my room and gave me a hug.
"Aish Yoogeun, can I rest for a bit?"
"Oh, Hyung sleeping? I go to sleep too."
Yoogeun rubbed his eyes and went back to his room. Seriously, that kid may get on your nerves but he can charm you with his cuteness.
I laid and rested my head on my pillow. I suddenly opened my eyes wide open and thought of a wicked idea. I...kind of...want...Minho's number. Yes, I admit I do. I don't know, I guess I'm curious? Soy un Dorito? Maybe-ish? What kind of crap am I talking about? Okay whatever, back on task. Wait, I feel like the soy un Dorito thing is like daeja vu. Whatever, as I was saying, I kind of want Minho's number because you know, we're friends. Should I ask him tomorrow? He might think it's creepy though. Should I ask Key? No way, that would be creepier. My mind is exploding, I don't know what to do! I have this kind of FEELING. What feeling you might ask? It's just a freakin feeling that I literally can't describe. If a teacher gave me that kind of question, I don't think I will ever be able to handle it. Well, I will at least try. It's like a heavy feeling inside you. No, it's a tingly feeling! No, it's a...it's like the kind of feeling where your heart bounces back and forth consistently. Heart... What do I mean by heart? Do I...like him? Perhaps? That's just wrong! I can't! I can't imagine myself liking a...a...a male!!?!? I mean, I don't have anything against gays but... I CANT IMAGINE MYSELF DO THAT! It was like almost for me to fall in love with the person that has the same gender as me. I didn't want this though. But I know one saying that has to do with this kind of event I'm dealing with now. The heart wants what the heart wants. And I can't control it... I guess I just have to deal with this stupid "feeling". Should I get Minho's phone number tomorrow?
I feel asleep early so I had plenty of sleep this morning. So, apparently I didn't brush my teeth so my breath smells like donkey poop. Yeah, it's disgusting. I brushed my teeth for like five minutes mouthwash my freakin mouth for like at least ten times. I want my mouth to smell good, well at least decent enough, got a problem? I ran back to my room and changed into a shirt that my grandma made me. It says Shinee on it and I don't really know what it means. It is like a stupid way to spell shiny or something? Wtf, I don't really know. Then I threw on a random pair of Jordan basketball shorts cause I want to and it's comfortable. I rushed downstairs to find a note from my mom.
Dear Taemin,
My boss told me to come to work early so I didn't have time to prepare you a nice breakfast. I'm really sorry and this is just a one time thing. I'll make you a nice breakfast tomorrow morning.
Love,
Mom
Sure it's a one time thing. She doesn't have to exaggerate not making me breakfast. I totally handle that by myself, well kinda. There's literally nothing good at my house so am I supposed to eat? I just grabbed a banana, stop thinking something dirty, and ate in the car.
I parked my car in the parking lot and then I came across Minho who was also getting out of his car across from my car. My hands started to sweat so I awkwardly wiped it on my pants. Minho soon noticed me and ran towards me with a piece paper. I was about to ask for his phone number but instead of that, Minho quickly dashed away after giving me the note to me. It was a little surprising until I saw what was in the note... His in email!
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