BEAST - On Rainy Days

 

 

 

  [Word count: 297]     On Rainy Days     I hate the rain, because it reminds me of you.     Every single stupid clear, tear-shaped drop makes me think of your stupid face, your tanned skin, your perfect teeth, your deep set, intoxicating eyes, and your plump, oh-so-kissable lips.     We have too many memories in the rain, when the storm turns the world dark and leaves everything still in its wake.     But it's too late now, isn't it? Because you took it to heart when I told you that you were too young for me, too immature for this relationship just because you went out clubbing and dancing a few nights in a row.     You're with him now, and he's younger than me, taller than me, and more fun than me. He's everything I had said would be better for you.     I lied; I take it all back.      I'm the best for you, Kim Jongin, not that you will ever know. What can I do about something that I ended, other than regretting it after like the stupid fool that I am?     It was my fault anyway; I was the one focused on work all the time, neglecting you.     Sometimes I see you around, and you look happy without me, without us.     Now, he's the one that gets to kiss you in the rain, comfort you in the blackout when the storm knocks out the power, and cuddle you by the window to list