http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cdN1ZoYc2Aw

Narrator’s point of view:

You were sobbing uncontrollably until someone suddenly stopped in front of you and held out a handkerchief .

You looked up to meet Siwan’s worried eyes .

“Don’t worry , it’s clean .” he said as he urged you to take it .

 You took the handkerchief and looked away .

Sooyoung/Your point of view:

*I hate it !  Why can’t I get over him ? WAE ?!   Choi Sooyoung , why can’t you forget about that jerk ?!*

I put my head on my knees and suddenly I noticed that someone was in front of me handing me a handkerchief .  I looked at him … *Why is it that I always see him whenever I cry ?*

“Don’t worry , it’s clean .” he said still holding the handkerchief out .

I took it and looked away … *Aishh he always sees me cry …*

Siwan’s point of view:

Since I didn’t want to go home yet , I went to the garden .  Ever since I followed Sooyoung here , I couldn’t stop coming here sometimes after school .  I was reading a book under a tree when all of the sudden I heard a voice talking .  I peaked to see who it was , it was Yuri and Sooyoung .

“Sooyoung-ah , go ahead and just let it out .  I know you want to scream right now and cry … Don’t worry I’ll keep an eye out and make sure nobody comes in here .” Yuri said and left to guard the gates .

*She’s crying again ?  I swear if I ever meet that jerk who broke her heart I’ll beat the living daylights out of him .*

After Yuri left , Sooyoung started to head towards the mini maze .  I quietly followed her and she didn’t even seem to notice it .  When we reached the heart of the maze , she suddenly dropped to the ground and started to cry .  I hate seeing her like this , how could someone possibly just hurt someone like her ?  I walked towards her and handed her my handkerchief .  She stared at me with puffy eyes and it broke my heart seeing her this way .

“Don’t worry , it’s clean .” I said and she took it and looked away .

“Sooyoung-ah … I know it’s none of my business , but why are you crying ?” I asked her

She looked up at me and didn’t answer .

“I guess you don’t want to talk about it …” I sighed and got up and turned to leave

Sooyoung/Your point of view:

“Sooyoung-ah … I know it’s none of my business , but why are you crying ?” he asked me .  I just looked at him …

*Why was he here anyways ?  I thought Yuri was keeping an eye making sure nobody came in here … Why is he in here ?*

“I guess you don’t want to talk about it …” he sighed and got up and turned to leave

“Why ?  Do you really want to know why I’m crying ?” I thought out loud *BABO !!!*

He turned around and looked at me and said “I wouldn’t have asked the question if I didn’t … and it’s because whenever I see you outside the classroom or cafeteria , you’re always crying .” he told me bluntly

“Siwan-ssi … Why are boys such jerks ?” I said in a whisper and looked away

From my peripheral vision , I could see him staring at me and he sighed .

“Sooyoung-ah , I know I’m a guy too but I can’t answer that question ... Since I’m not one of them and you still haven’t answered my question … Why are you crying again .” he said

I sighed too … “I guess you’re not gonna let me off that easily …” I said and he just stared at me waiting for an answer .

“It might be a surprise to you but even though I’m the so-called “queenka” of this school , my love life isn’t perfect .” I said avoiding his gaze

“I see … and no I’m not surprised at that .” he said

I was shocked and I glared at him .  Was he here to comfort me or to make me feel worse ?!  Before I could speak he cut me off …

“Because nobody’s love life is perfect .  We are all human and for us , there is no such thing as a perfect life or a perfect love life .  It’s normal for a person to have their heart broken , you and I are not exempted Sooyoung-ah …” he continued

*I didn’t know what to say …  He was the first person who saw me like that , well aside from Yuri of course .  But most guys would just notice me because I was the queenka and always the center of attention , they didn’t really view me as a normal person …  they thought of me as a “goddess” and that honestly makes me uncomfortable … I mean I know it’s a compliment and all but I never asked for this kind of attention .  I never asked to be the “queenka” of this school .  As a matter of fact , I don’t even remember how I became the so-called “queenka” … it just sort of happened …*

"... Whenever I cry you're always there ...  Why ?" I asked him

"I guess it's just fate ..." he said

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hahaha ! i know ... the link i posted above isn't K-pop (it's J-pop) .. i don't know why but i just like the melody and it seemed to go with this chapter ? (for me at least) i am obsessed with Hana Yori Dango , so please understand ^^ anyways , enjoy guys ! <3 ^^ thanx again to my subscribers and my silent readers :)