The ugly selfishness of loving someone.

Us Against The World

 

A week have passed and here I am updating this like in the old times~ And I wrote it in just two days :D
Thank you all for that waterfall of comments in the previous chapter! I didn't know you were waiting for that kiss so much (??) :P I'm glad you still want to read this!! ^^
I hope you won't become angry at me after this chapter, just trust me, everything it's gonna be okay~ Baby, without chu~~ :3 
Anyways, I hope you enjoy this :)
 
Nos vemos! 
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Hours had vanished slowly along the day, while the yellow sun silently starts to hide behind the big city. The nice Friday afternoon was little by little reaching it’s end, as the kind spring breeze blows slightly faster, ruffling the beautiful flowers of the endless gardens of Seoul. Their sweet perfume mixing with the fresh scent of the grass spreads slowly across the busy town, filling every hidden corner with the peace of the sleepy sunset softly embracing the noisy city as minutes keeps passing by and the culmination of the first day of the weekend was imminent.

 

Through the intern streets of Seoul, far away from the chaotic main avenues and the crowd pedestrian, a blonde young boy calmly walks holding the little hand of his baby brother; as the nice spring wind gently caress their warm skins while the tired sun gradually falls behind the horizon.

-Woodong…- Suk Hyun cutely calls out his brother’s name, as his innocent eyes looks up searching his hyung’s gaze.

-Let me guess, ¿you are tired?- Wooyoung mocks, placing his black orbs on his baby brother’s adorable ones.

The little boy just smiles and nods, stopping the walking and stretching out his short arms to his brother. –Lift me up…- he says, as his lips frowns in a cute pout.

-Suk Hyun…- the blonde boy whines tired then, making a little pout as well.

-¡Lift me up!- his little brother whines louder, making Wooyoung roll his eyes and sigh long, finally taking his baby brother in his arms.

-¿Happy?- he ask somewhat annoyed, watching how Suk Hyun nods smiling wide as he starts to walk again.

-¡A lot!- the baby boy exclaims joyful, giving to his older brother a sweet hug which quickly made the blonde boy smiles as well.

-So, ¿are you anxious to play with Mason?- Wooyoung wonder curios, feeling Suk Hyun’s soft cheek pressing against his chubby one.

-¡Of course! It’s so long since the last time we played together.- the little boy comment slightly sad, yet still his voice was fill with excitement.

-Yeah, sorry about that…- the blonde boy shyly apologize, knowing that because of him the two best friends didn’t played this whole week.

-It’s okay, Woodong was busy studying and I want Woodong to do well in school.- Suk Hyun sweetly comment, giving to his older brother a tender kiss on the cheek.

And Wooyoung felt like crying at how lovely his baby brother was.

-Thank you, little punk.- he playfully says, making the younger boy giggle. –Study is over for now, ¡so you can play with Mason all you want!- he adds, feeling how his little brother hug him tighter.

-¡Yay!- Suk Hyun exclaims happily. –And now Woodong can talk with Nichkhun hyung again too.- he comment innocently, making his older brother blush mildly.

-Y-yeah… It had been a long time since I talked with hyung…- Wooyoung mumble somewhat embarrassed, remembering that day when finally kissed the older man and got an answer for that question he never made but which it was killing him inside with worry.

But it had to happen right before all the waterfall of exams came…

He had been so deep into the dreamy moment he lived and thinking about what all those kisses meant that when Sunday morning came just then he realized that week was going to be a living hell at school. Not only he had exams to make and projects to presents, but also tons and tons of homework he had left to do at the last minute, so typical of his persona. The blonde boy found himself cornered by the cruel reality, and feeling how his heart ached with loneliness he took his phone and called his hyung, shyly explaining that he wasn’t going to be able to take Suk Hyun to play with Mason that week. He stills remembers Nichkhun’s sweet voice saying that it was okay, that he understood it perfectly, that he was going to miss him…

…And Wooyoung still remembers how fast his heart beat at those simple but full of meaning words

“¡I can’t wait to see him!” he thinks excited, already feeling his face heating up in a mild blush.

-¡Woodong! ¡Hurry, the house it’s just there!- Suk Hyun cutely whines, shaking him a little as he unconsciously slower down his walking.

-U-uh, yeah, sorry I was thinking in something…- the blonde boy mumble embarrass, looking at his little brother who roll his eyes at him.

-¡Just hurry!- the little boy whines impatience, letting a wide smile paint upon his lips as his older brother finally reach his best friend’s house and ring the bell without losing time.

It only took a second to Wooyoung to put his little brother down on the ground, just like it took at second for his heart to start jumping around in his chest. He was nervous, awfully nervous and anxious of what will happen when Mason and Suk Hyun run up the stairs and him and Nichkhun would be all alone ones again. Wooyoung can feel his breathing getting heavier and irregular, he can feel his heart beating faster, he can feel his hands sweating, and he can feel his freaking face burning in the most obvious blush. He just needs to calm down…

But when the door in front of him opens showing a brown haired woman smiling nicely, he felt his blood stopped running in his system for a moment.

-¿Yes? ¿Can I help you?- She wonder, her sweet voice ringing noisily in the blonde boy’s ears.

-Ummm… I think I… have the wrong address…- Wooyoung mumble bewildered; knowing that it was a lie and this was indeed Nichkhun’s house.

-¡Woodong, Suk Hyun, you came!- but when Mason’s smiley face suddenly pop out from behind that lady, Wooyoung begged to Heaven for this to be a joke.

But he knows it wasn’t, and he felt his heart going numb…

-Oh my God, Mason ¿they are the boys you were talking about?- she ask to the little boy, her disgusting smile getting wider as Mason nods excited.

-¡Yup! He is my best friend Suk Hyun, ¡and this is Woodong hyung!- the brown haired baby tells joyful, giving to his friend a tight hug.

-¿Woodong…?- the woman wonder slightly amused, looking back at the blonde boy with such a ugly smirk.

Wooyoung’s suddenly dray lips had already part to explain to this woman –in the kindest tone he can manage to fake- the odd pet name his little brother had choose for him when out of nowhere his name echoes around the house, trailing off a pair of plump lips and making his heart skip a painful beat. Inside the dimly illuminated hallway his teary black eyes meet with brown, worry ones; as Nichkhun slowly walks closer to the front door where they were standing.

-Oh honey, you startled me.- she says with a nervous laugh, quickly having her claws closing around the older man’s arm. -¿Did you say his name it’s… Wooyoung?- she wonder, being so unbearably sweet.

-Yes, his name it’s Wooyoung…- Nichkhun softly name, making the blonde boy shiver as those deep brown orbs look right into his nervous black ones.

-I-It’s nice to meet you…- Wooyoung shyly bows to her, holding back all those tears gathering at the edge of his eyes.

-It’s nice to meet you too, Wooyoung-ah. I’m Victoria.- she tells, way too sweet ones again. –But please come inside, it’s getting chilly out there.- she gently invited them, moving aside so him and Suk Hyun would walk inside the homey house.

-Mommy~ ¿Can Suk Hyun and I go upstairs to play?- Mason cutely wonder to his mother, surprising Wooyoung a lot because those two never asked something like that before.

-Sure baby, but don’t be too loud ¿okay?- she sweetly tells to the little boy, who simply nodded at her before running up the stairs along with Suk Hyun. -¿Aren’t they so cute?- she wonder amused as the two boys were gone, clinging to the brown hair man ones again.

And there’s no need to say how annoyed Wooyoung feels by it.

-Wooyoung-ah, ¿do you want some orange juice? I’ve just made some.- Victoria nicely invited him, her lovely smile getting stupidly wider.

-Ummm… Well, I have some homework to do…- He awkwardly starts to reject the offer, because he rather swims in boiling water rather than spend another minute there.

-But it’s Friday, you can do your homework tomorrow or on Sunday.  Come on, I promise that orange juice will be the best you would ever have.- she insist, so annoyingly friendly and still clinging to his Nichkhun.

-Well, ummm…- he mumble without knowing how to get out of this situation, but when his eyes meet with Nichkhun’s warm orbs he just wanted to stay a little longer to see him.

It had been so long after all…

-Okay…- he shyly accepts, feeling his cheeks burning in embarrassment as his hyung gives him a secret smile.

-¡Terrific! Come, let’s go to the kitchen.- Victoria says excited, suddenly grabbing his hand and dragging him to the room without even let him walk property; as he hears his hyung’s steps following them.

Ones the somewhat soft hand of that woman was away from his shaking one Wooyoung stood there silently, seeing how Victoria poured the bright orange juice into a glass. He couldn’t help but detail her face, obviously beautiful; her well-shaped body and her nice taste on clothes… and even if she was kinda annoying to him, he can understand why Nichkhun felt attracted to her in the first place.

¿Could it be that Nichkhun still looks at her like that?

“¡No, no, no! He likes me, ¿right?” the blonde boy thinks uneasy, seeing how the brown haired man leans against the kitchen counter; his warm gaze never leaving him.

And his heart flutters happy just because of that.

-Here you have, Wooyoung-ah.- to the sound of Victoria’s voice talking to him Wooyoung’s black eyes quickly place on the woman in front of him, taking the glass of orange juice as he bows a little to the lady.

-So, ¿how is it?- she wonders as he takes the first sip, smiling so friendly it makes his stomach whirl disgusted.

-Mmm… sweet…- he smile awkwardly, but Victoria seems to not noticing it as she smiles back at him pleased.   

-¡I’m glad!- she says, sounding too loud of Wooyoung’s likes. –So Wooyoung-ah, tell me something about you. Mason seems to like you a lot.- she comment with a curios serious tone ringing in her words.

-Oh, ¿he does?- he wonder surprised, seeing how the brown haired woman nods as she drink a little more of the cold beverage.

-Yes, I arrived about two days ago and all what he had been talking about its Suk Hyun and you. He loves you like his own older brother.- she comment softly, as her big clear eyes shine with affection.

-Well, I do feel Mason is like my second little brother…- Wooyoung chuckle calmly, remembering all the good time he spend with the little boys. –My parents are most of the time busy because of work, so I am the one who is always around when Mason comes home. He is such a sweet boy and he match perfectly with Suk Hyun; so the three of us always have a great time.-       

 -That’s so sweet…- Victoria mumble with a truly warm smile. –It’s amazing that you have a strong bond with you little brother when you are much older than him. Most of brother relationships are not like that.- she comment, sounding somewhat sorrowful.

-Yeah… but, like I said, mom and dad are always working… it has always been like that… so I’ve take care of Suk Hyun since he was a baby, it have always been just the two of us.- Wooyoung tells as his heart fill with the strong love for his little brother. –Besides, he is my baby brother; he is one of the few people I truly love.- he adds, letting a cute smile curve upon his lips.

-Oh Wooyoung-ah… you are an amazing older brother.- the brown haired woman says touched, and Wooyoung had to take another sip of his drink or he could’ve laugh out loud because of how cheesy she looks.

-But you said Suk Hyun is one of the few people you love… ¿might I ask if there’s some girl you like?- and then she asks, so obviously nosy that he had to hold back himself from rolling his eyes.

-Well…- the blonde boy was just about to deny it politely when his black eyes meet with a pair of deep brown ones staring at him from a short distance; looking pretty curios of what he will say.

And so a sly smirk paint on his pink lips…

-… Yes, there is someone I like.- he confess confidence, seeing how Nichkhun’s brown eyes open slightly wider in surprised because of his bold answer.

-¡Oh my God! ¡That’s so excited!- Wooyoung hears how Victoria squeal like a crazy fangirl, but not even that annoying sound could make his eyes turn away from Nichkhun’s lips smirking back at him.

Oh damn him, it was so hot…

-¡Tell me more about it! ¿Did you confess to her?- the infuriating woman ask curios, leaning against the kitchen’s counter besides the older man.

-Well…- he mumbles doubtful, finally placing his gaze on those feminine eyes. –We had this conversation and we kinda confessed… then we kissed, twice, but I had to go so she told me we have to talk about it but… ¿doesn’t those kisses say it all?- he wonder confidence, but still his cheeks burned in embarrassment.

-¡Awww! ¡Yes, of course it says it all! ¡She is totally hells over head for you!- Victoria comment excited, smiling so wide that Wooyoung think her face must be hurting pretty much.

-¿Do you think so? But… ¿how can I be so sure?- he ask faking doubt, biting back that smirk which couldn’t leave his lips.

-¿Did she say something like… so obviously revealing?- she wonder even more curios, and the blonde boy can see her big eyes shining anxious.

-¿Revealing? Ummm…- Wooyoung thinks in Nichkhun’s words, taking quick glances to the older man who looks somewhat impatience. –She asked me if she can kiss me again…- he comment, remembering the way Nichkhun seduced him that time.

-¡OH MY GOD!- Victoria squeal loudly at his respond, being so freaking exaggerated. -¡She definitely likes you! I tell you Wooyoung-ah, she is hells over head for you; ¡trust me!- she ensure excited, her crazy smile getting hideously wider.

-Oh, well, if noona says so…- the blonde boy simply smile, hearing the lady squealing a little more.

But it was tolerable till Victoria clinged to Nichkhun’s arm ones again…

-Honey, ¿isn’t it nostalgic? Two teenagers falling in love… ¿do you remember when you confessed to me in school?- she wonder, looking lovingly to the brown haired man besides her.

-Uh, yeah… that was embarrassing…- Nichkhun mumble simple words, yet still his voice sounds so warms and soft as always.

-Khunnie have always had some weird way with words, so understanding what he wanted to say was pretty funny.- Victoria tells slightly amused, looking back at the blonde boy who just stood there looking at them. –But in the end he said it, and it was so romantic.- she adds, leaning closer to the brown haired man… and quickly stealing a peck from the distracted man.

And the blonde boy had to clench his fists tight to not push her away from his Nichkhun.

-Uh… sounds like a lovely story…- Wooyoung falsely smile, feeling how his heart ache at sight of that mouth kissing those lips he had also own one time.

-It is, indeed.- Victoria happily nods. –Just like our first date…- she adds excited, and she was so ready to tell a new heartbreaker story when Mason’s cute voice suddenly echo around the big house.

-¡Mommy! ¡¿Can you bring us something to eat, please~?!-

To the sound of the little boy’s mellow voice the woman sighs with a smile, quickly taking a pair of glasses and filling them with the sweet orange juice.

–That son of yours is always hungry.- she comment amused to the brown haired man, as she takes out the oven a plate full with cookies and put everything on a tray. –I will be right back~- she says nicely, carefully walking out the kitchen and up the stairs.

And in the minute her long brown hair was out the view, Wooyoung only had to take short steps to kiss that plump mouth after so long…

In the instant their lips touched, electricity run nicely around his body and the blonde boy wouldn’t help but want more the addictive sensation. His hands lie upon the older man’s strong chest, tugging the soft white shirt under his fingertips to pull Nichkhun closer; feeling those warm hands holding his waist and making him moan mildly into the sweet kiss as long fingers seductively slid up his back. The breathe-taking friction between their anxious mouths was blurring his mind till the point all he can concentrate in were those sinful lips making his own swollen, in those playful teeth nibbling his bottom lip, and in that naughty tongue sliding into his mouth and making every part of his body burn with desire.

It feels so delightfully wrong…

-Hyung…- Wooyoung murmur as he pulls away, seeing how Nichkhun search to kiss his lips again but he doesn’t let him. –Don’t let her kiss you again…- he whisper, almost like whining hiss, as his black eyes meet with those darken brown orbs.

-I’m sorry, I was too focused on looking at you… she caught me by surprise.- Nichkhun mumble slow, his warm and soft voice sounding so damn seductive in the blonde boy’s ears.

-I-I know… but still…- he murmur ones again as he pouts, feeling his chubby cheeks blushing strongly.

And he knows he must look like the center of the Sun as Nichkhun smirks at him…

-You look so cute when you are jealous…- he then whispers against the blonde boy’s red chubby cheek, making him tremble just by the sensation of those plump lips ghosting over his skin.

-T-that’s because you are mine… ¿right…?- Wooyoung mumble nervous as he softly turns his face, seeing shyly into those brown, deep eyes.

-Well, I’m definitely not hers…- Nichkhun murmur secretly, that y smirk still gracing his handsome face.

And so a smirks paint itself upon Wooyoung’s mouth. –Uh, hyung really knows how to use words…- he whispers playfully, as he feel now Nichkhun leans closer letting their swollen lips brush against each other.

But before their yearning mouths could meet in a new, sweet kiss the sound of high heels walking upstairs force them to pull far away…

-¡Oh my, those two are just so cute!- and just in time Victoria walk down the stairs. –They wanted me to stay and play with them, but I couldn’t leave you Wooyoung-ah with this old man.- she comment somewhat amused, leaving the tray upon the kitchen counter.

-It’s okay… hyung and I are really good friends.- the blonde boy smiles cutely to the brown haired woman, trying to fight back a mocking smirk to curve up in his lips.

-Oh, that’s so nice. Khunnie doesn’t have much friends and I can’t be with him all the time; so thank you for take care of him Wooyoung-ah.- she naively says, giving him a sweet thankful smile.

-You don’t have to, noona… I love to spend time with hyung…- he comment, faking to be the cute dongsaeng ones again; as his eyes quickly take a glance of his smirking hyung.

Finding those deep eyes staring at him with such a gaze Wooyoung felt his body heating up fast…

-U-Ummm… I should get going now…- he nervously says, turning his embarrassed eyes away to look back at the innocent lady in front of him.

-Oh that’s such a shame.- Victoria bemoans so honestly. –Come, I will accompanying you to the door.- she sweetly says, taking one of his sweaty hands and dragging him to the front door.

-Uh, t-than you noona… ummm… for the orange juice too…- he awkwardly mumble as he finally step out the house, feeling Nichkhun’s brown orbs still looking at him.

-You are welcome, Wooyoung-ah. Please come whenever you want, I’m sure Khunnie will be more than glad to have you here.- she tells nicely, giving him one of those disgusting smiles.

And Wooyoung didn’t dare to look back at him…

-Sure, I will be more than glad to spend some time with Wooyoung.- Nichkhun gently says, making the blonde boy’s heart flutter anxious.

-O-okay, t-thank you…- was all what he could stutter as the fresh memory of that last kiss makes his body yearns to be in Nichkhun’s arms again.

Upon the noisy sound of his heart beating hard inside his chest and his breathing becoming alarmingly irregular Wooyoung quickly turns around to leave, while the last instant of the sunset hits right into this black eyes and the cool spring breeze caress his much warmer skin as he walks as fast as his tremble legs let him through the calm streets; feeling his heartbeat painfully racing at each step he takes away from the older man…

…Because that sensation of wanting to be with Nichkhun had become so selfishly strong that now he wants everything of Nichkhun for himself.

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babikhun
#1
Chapter 18: I'm sorry if I took alot of the comment section but I really feel grateful for your hard work and I wanted to show how much I loved reading this story.
BTW naughty and still shy wooyoung is my favourite.... Off to another story
babikhun
#2
Chapter 17: Why does it feel so sad it's almost the End T__T seriously it's like I'm reading this for the first time
On the other hand I totally missed khunwoo's smexy time lol
babikhun
#3
Chapter 8: How bad I feel for wooho in this chapter, but woo is only for his khun hyung
babikhun
#4
Chapter 1: Did I tell you before that reading your stories feels like reading a real script, the way you describe everything around the lead of your fics and their emotions... You are seriously very talented
babikhun
#5
This just came to me when I was searching khunwoo's old stories T_T reminding me how I missed your writing and stories so I'll be reading them again, hope you won't find me annoying for leaving so many comments lol
jangwooyoung0730
#6
Chapter 18: wooow... Happy endiiing, i lile it.,,, next to the third flavor thooor ... Kkkkk~~~~
teaforyoursoul #7
Chapter 18: Thank you for writing this lovely fic!~ I'm almost crying here. You make my Khunyoung feels come back fully. I swear i feel butterflies when i read the last chapter. Not many authors can make me feel like this. <3 Thanks again!
youngielover
#8
Chapter 18: OH MY GOD. That's worth a wait. Totally love it. The was hot and romantic at the same time. It was a great moment for their 'first time' together. It's a bit funny when Khun didn't know how to do it at first considering that he's 'straight' before. Luckily Woo has 'little' experience to teach Khun. Good. ;p Though I wanted to see the reactions from their family especially Mason and Woo's lil brother I just imagined that everything will be perfectly fine for them. I can't wait to read your new Khunyoung story :) Thank you Caro, this is another masterpiece from u.