Listen to DBSK's Bolero.
Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FYK4Fie5J_4

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(Changmin's POV)

That night, when Kia was taken out of daylight, I couldn't sleep.
I lost my appetite, I couldn't focus.
Pictures of her kept appearing in my head, and flashbacks of our fun moments together kept replaying.

"Oppa!" he voice kept replaying in my head.

"Kia, wherever you are..." I said, before my eyes closed and I drifted to sleep.

A few days later~

Kia was already buried, and my hyungs came along with me at her funeral.
This was my common excuse, going to a funeral of a relative...

But this time, for real.

(DBSK: http://img218.imageshack.us/img218/5070/1024x768maylotte1.jpg)

I placed a bouquet of white lilies on her grave, and my hyungs placed roses on it.
A lot of my relatives placed flowers on it, and some lit candles too.

"Changmin, I'm so sorry." said Yoochun and hugged me.

"It's OK hyung, I'm alright." I said.

"Maybe some food will cheer you up." said Junsu.

I didn't feel like myself today.
I wasn't the "monster-eating maknae" I was before.
I feel like a murderer...

My hyungs did all they can to cheer me up that day, but most of it failed.
The only thing I laughed at was Jae Joong's epic failures.

Later that day~

I went inside Kia's bedroom, and I saw Kyung Min on her bed.
She was hugging Kia's favorite Domo Kun doll tightly and soaking it with her tears.

"Kyung Min?" I said and entered Kia's room.

"Hi oppa. I miss Kia so much." she said and cried.

I sat next to her, and picked up the doll.
Then, I saw a picture of us siblings on the wall.
It made me think about her once more.

"I feel like it's my fault!" cried Kyung Min.

"I do too, dongsaeng. I do too." I said and hugged her.

We both stood up from her bed and left her room in peace.
I went back to my room, and I skipped dinner for the first time.
I couldn't accept the fact Kia's gone...
But if there's one thing she wants me to do right now, it's to move on.

I ran to my bedroom and lied down on my bed.
Thoughts about her flooded my mind once again, and I couldn't sleep.
It feels like a nightmare, so I sat back up and looked out the window.

"Oh, it was just me." I said and rested my hand on the bed.

I felt a piece of paper crumple, and it said,

"Oppa, please look outside."

It was unsigned, and I followed the note.
I looked outside, and there was nothing important out there.
That's when I looked at the stars, and saw the stars spelling out something.

It looked like it say "I FORGIVE YOU."
Was it Kia?

"Thank you, dongsaeng." I said, and drifted to sleep.