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Days passed and the members were becoming more and more worn out and shattered, both physically and emotionally. They were trying as hard as they could to hold themselves together with each others help but they couldn't stop the pieces which just kept breaking as the weary days went on. Onew's nightmares had appeared often in those passing days and every time they did, the others would be there to try and comfort him as best they could. Taemin would sit by the bed and hold his hand, whispering apologies and sweet nothings into his ear softly. Key would always gently play with his hair and graze his hand soothingly across his face just like any Umma would to help banish their child's bad dreams, and Jonghyun and Minho did whatever they could to calm their poor Leader down when his visions took over. They hated to see him in so much pain and suffering but they didn't know what else they could do.

One afternoon, they were just in the ward, an uncomfortable silence hung around them. Key and Taemin were still positioned around the bed, Jonghyun was pacing back and forth at the end of the room, and Minho was sitting in his corner, head bent in prayer for Onew. Key looked down at his Leader's face, it was pale and he could see Onew's face was slimming and his jaw and cheekbones were now much more pronounced. He was very worried about Onew now and he knew when he woke up, he would willingly cook him all the chicken in the world if that was what he wanted.

Key missed Onew so much; all of them did. He missed his jokes and sangtae, he missed the way he could never fail to put a smile on his face, no matter how bad he was feeling, he missed the way he would always listen to whatever he needed to say, but what he mostly missed was just him always being there for them, through thick and thin, no matter what mistakes they made, he would always forgive them and help them on the right track.

But what they had done to him was, to him unforgivable.

They had broke him and they didn't know how to fix it.

Onew would never tell anyone if he was sad or being misused in case they would leave him, now he probably wouldn't even tell anyone about how they were abusing him for fear they would hate him too. Onew just had some trust issues and was very fragile and insecure, and with how they had been treating him and after finding out briefly about his pas