Just Me
Description
As a celebrity who acts, dances, sings, and comes from a tragic family background; Key has a lot of expectations on him. He is seen as a perfect being above the abilities of a regular mere human. He has to please his fans, his friends, the media... So many expectations...
People forget that he is not some angel sent from heaven:
Unable to make a mistake.
Never to be tired or to feel overworked.
The perfect being.
Until one day, he just can't take the pressure.
Jonghyun, his boyfriend who has always been a fan of his love's work, has a talk with him about why he seems to be lacking in effort in rehearsal.
He can't take it anymore.
That day is the day he has had enough.
The one day he breaks.
Foreword
"Give a man a sob story and a little bit of talent, and suddenly he is perfect? Flawless? I am just a person, Jonghyun. A regular, every day human being...
What is it that you want from me, Jonghyun?
Do you want me to be all fun and smiles by forcing a happy mask to stay on my face for hours on end?
On a constant supply of energy, fuelled with caffeine because I don't have enough time to sleep?
Or is it that you want me to always be able to get every step and note right, every tiny detail perfect, by pushing myself so much I practically pass out from the exhaustion and overworking my body to do so?
What do you want me to do? What more do you expect me to be capable of?
Why can't you just accept that this is who I am? I'm me, ok?
Just me. "
Sorry, i had to take this story down for problematic reasons but it is reuploaded now. Enjoy! :)
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