After looking around the building and at the groceries store, Eunhyuk went back to his apartment, sad and mad at himself. Of course it was going to happen, he knew Donghae would be coming soon, he should've guess it, he should have take Donghae side from the start! Heechul was in the loft with Sungmin and Leeteuk.

-Sorry, Eunhyuk, we didn't find him, said Leeteuk.

-I'm sorry, I should...

-It's not your fault, Heechul, it's mine...I should've known. He's gone, now...

-Maybe he will come back?

-I don't think so, I'm sure he must have felt betrayed. He won't come back...

He started to cry, hiding his face with his hands. Sungmin came closer and hugged him, wanting to give him courage. Eunhyuk did search for several hours, he had reasons to be worried.

-Are you sure you searched everywhere?

-I...I...

It came to him. The alleyway! They met there, maybe he went back! He pushed gently his friend, smiling.

-The alleyway! That's it! Thank you, Sungmin, I will find him!

He ran out of his apartment, running like he never ran before, using all he had left of strength to get there as fast as possible. It wasn't close, and even if he was running, it would take almost half an hour. He knew he wasn't able to run all the way there, but he didn't want to waste time. Maybe he was there, maybe Donghae was still there, waiting for him. Maybe he wasn't to late.

It was beginning to be late, the sun was soon about to go down. Days were getting shorter, it was normal. Eunhyuk find his way to the alleyway, looking around.

-Donghae? Please be here! Donghae!!

-Eun...hyuk...

-Donghae!

He found him. He was laying next to the garbage, his head tilt to one side.

-Donghae! Are you okay?

-You are here...I though...you didn't want me anymore.

His voice was so low, it only made Eunhyuk even more worried.

-Please, tell me you are joking!

-I got...to see you...again...

He finally opened his eyes, gazing at him without really seeing him. Tears started to fill Eunhyuk's eyes.

-You...you can't die! You can't!

-It...to pay...

-No, please, wake up! Donghae!

He couldn't stop crying. His words were stuck in his throat, his vision was getting blurred.

-Please...

He sobbed, taking Donghae in his arm, hugging him thighly against him, his forehead against Donghae's head.

-I can't live without you...Don't leave me like that...

-I...

-I beg of you, please stay with me!

-I...love you...

Donghae closed his eyes. Eunhyuk started to shake him, almost out of breath.

-No! Stay with me! Wake up! I love you, don't do this to me! I'm begging you, wake up! WAKE UP!

Donghae didn't answer. The only thing Hyukjae could do was to hold him against his chest, hugging him like his own life depended on it and cried.

-Donghae...

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No worries, it's not over yet. I still have an chapter and a bonus to this story. I also have half the mouth frozen (if that's the english term I'm searching for...) since I got a baby tooth removed, so I feel kinda weird right now XD