"Good morning Fany," I heard a familiar voice say. I turned around to see a smiling Taeyeon. Yesterday after spending time with the boys, I went straight to my event. By the time I came back home the girls were already asleep. 

   I had just woken up about 20 minuets ago and after brushing my teeth and a quick shower, I decided to get something to eat. I stood at the counter preparing my cereal as Taeyeon walked up next to me, grabbed a bowl, and waited for me to finish pouring my bowl.

   It had been only two days sense Taeyeon and I had began talking again. She and I used to be so close, all of us did, until Jiyong somehow tore us apart in the most unconventional of ways. I finished and handed her the cereal box as she smiled at me and began pouring her bowl. 

   It was silent. That used to be so unusual for the two of us. We'd talk about anything and everything and sometimes even about nothing. Whenever we had the dorm to ourselves we used to invite Sulli over and pretend it was just the three of us again, before we debuted. After awhile Yoona began to become close to her, bringing Jessica along with her. The four of us were inseperatable. All nine of us were close, but us four just had that special bond.

   Sunny and I were never really that close. She, Sooyoung, and Hyoyeon seemed to have their own little thing going on. Leaving Seohyun and Yuri, though polar opposites, to stick togeather. It wasn't until I found out what was going on between Jiyong and Yoona that our groups seemed to shift and change. Jess and Yoona became very standoffish, always seen linking arms and whispering to eachother. Taeyeon like a lost dog didn't know how to comfort me, so she and Seohyun somehow grew togeather. Yuri somehow became closer with Sooyoung and Hyoyeon, leaving Sunny with me.

   I remember at the beginning of our close friendship Sunny seemed a little to strong for me. I always knew Sunny spoke her mind and had been like sisters with her for years. But we bonded in a way that is hard to put into words. I remember one distinct moment where Yoona and Jessica had gone -attack on me and I did nothing but stand there and take it like the wimp I was. It wasn't until Yoona was going to slap me that Sunny walked up, stopped Yoona's hand, and slapped her so hard her head turned the other way around. After that no one dared to mess with Sunny.

   I sat down at the table and began to eat, Taeyeon came and sat down across from me and began to eat her cereal as well. I watched as Taeyeon concentrated on her spoon and mixing around the cereal before finnaly getting a massive spoonful and stuffing it in . I couldn't help but to laugh at her dorkiness. She looked up as if just realizing I was there and laughed along with me.

  After we finished laughing it was total and compete silence.

   "So how was your day with the boys," Taeyeon asked. I gave her a questioning look, how did she know?

   "Sunny told me," she explained. I nodded and continued to chew my spoonful before finnaly answering.

   "It was nice. We went to Lotte World," I said casually, stirring the remaining bits of cereal with my milk. Taeyeon smiled slightly. 

   Taeyeon had always promised to bring me to Lotte World. When I first moved into the dorm with her and Sulli they both we're amazed with me being a foreigner. Both would ask what was it like and had I met any American celebrities. I would always smile and tell them what I knew. When I had told them I had never been to Lotte World both gasped loudly and told me what it was like. After we debuted we still kept contact with Sulli until she debuted. She still spent time with us but it had become clear she and Luna were best friends.

   "Thats...nice. Did Seunghyun make a move," she asked, looking at me expectantly. I almost spit my cereal out. Did Seunhyun make a move? So does that mean he likes me? Am I sure I even like him? Was I still in love with Jiyong?

   "I-I guess," I thought, thinking back to how he had held my hand. I blushed at the thought. Taeyeon must have seen me because she smiled that dorky smile of her and winked before getting up and putting her bowl in the sink. 

   "He really likes you, you know. He always has," she said before walking back down the hall towards the room she and Seohyun shared. 

   I sat there in my chair thinking about what Taeyeon just said. Was it true, did Seunghyun have feelings for me all along? I thought back to the times Seunghyun would put his arms around me during a scary movie as if sheltering me from the world. I thought back to the times Seunghyun would tell be how beautiful I was before I left out on a date with Jiyoung. I thought back to the times Seunghyun would always try his best to defend me when Jiyong and I got in a fight in front of the boys. Did Seunghyun always hold these feeling for me? 

   If so, how could I be so blind?