“I thought u forgot about me….. “ jae is closing the gap between us…

“mm…. “ I walked out of the bathroom…. don’t know what to say or do… this is the second time we met… and both time.. jae is drunk…

“I miss u so much…. “ jae is putting his hand at my waist…. pulling me backward…. hugging me from the back…

“m..m… me too… “ I answered him back.. let just follow the flow….. he will not remember me tomorrow.. my eyes still searching for the flower…. I saw the veranda…. may be it s there…. I try to walk… but jae is hugging me tight…

“yunho…. I m not going to let u go again….. I don’t mind if u have girlfriends or boyfriends…. just let me be with u… “

in my mind I m cursing my twin brother….. that playboy is making people hurt…. aish….. i didn’t dare to turn and look at jae…. if he see my eyes…. will he know I m not yunho… and if I saw his face… maybe I will pity him…. mmmm…… why should I care??

“yunho… u brought me gift for my birthday??.... an orchid…. “ jae saw what I m holding…..

“a… yes… “ I see the orchid at the veranda…. yes!!! I found it…. I m happy… really happy…. the orchid is glowing…. it look like a magical being… attracting me toward it… I opened the sliding door and walk into the veranda… with jae s hand still on my waist….

the air outside is chilling…. I m looking at the orchid… it is not as always…. beside glowing…. the blue glows is flying around the flower…. like fireflies….. it is so magical…. for a while I thought I am in some magic land….. jae voice make me come back to myself…..

‘I love u….. I love u very much…….. ‘ in his drunkness….. he is trembling…. ah… he only wearing a boxer…. he must be cold…. spontaneously… I pull the zip of my sweater and put the sweater on him…. the veranda is not so bright….. but I can see his eyes are full of tears…. looking at me…. so it is not weather that make him tremble…. it s me – ah – yunho… he look into my eyes… like begging for something…. aish… how deep my brother had hurt him???

I look at the orchid that I brought… I had put it beside the glowing orchid….. the moon In the sky is so bright….. full moon…. I can feel the air is sweeping its tails around….. the night suddenly become silent…. the moonlight is decreasing…. I look at the moon… it is an eclipse….

“promise me…. promise me that u will stay with me like we always do….. I cannot live without u… the world seem so empty….. promise me please….. I love u…. “ jae keep on rambling…. his eyes are begging for answer…

‘I….. I .. promise……, I love u too….. “ aish… what the hell did I say that for…. but at least for the drunk birthday boy…..i want him to be happy… may be just for a moment tonight….. pity him….

I m taken by surprise…. he kiss me… deep…. hugging me…. and then lost his consciousness.. … at last the alcohol put him into sleep…. i m hugging him… cannot let him go, if not.. he will slip into the floor… suddenly the blue glows around the flower is surrounding us…. and after that… flowing to the moon… the eclipse ended… ah.. may be it just my imagination…

I lift jae and put him on the bed.. pull his blanket to cover him….. a pitiful boy… why did u fall for someone like my brother…. I walk to the veranda again and take the glowing orchid with me…. slowly… I let myself out of the house…. my mission is complete…. hehehehheehe…… ah…. what an adventure night…… when I reach home sis already sleep…. I put the orchid back into my room… and jump into the bed…. I m tired and sleepy… I really need some rest….. before long I m sleeping soundlessly …. in my dream.. I saw someone… standing with the glowing orchid in his hand looking at me, calling for me…… it s far.. I could not see who is it…. my body become painful…   I cannot breath…. somewhere inside my mind…. I heard someone say… “ fulfil ur promise.. if not u will be cursed forever..”….. my body is really in pain…… I felt like dying…. I m screaming …. yelling for help……

“yah!!!!!.... yunhee!!!!! wake up…”

I heard my sis voice…. I open my eyes and rise from the bed… I m sweating all over…..

“u had a really bad nightmare….. rise up… breakfast is ready…. “

“mmm…. “

“yunhee… I m sorry about the orchid… ok…. I saw it just now… u manage to get it back… I promise I ll never touch it again….. forgive ur stupid sis ok…”

“mm… already know u r stupid… so don’t have to apologize….. “

“ah… that s why I love u the most…’ my sis is hugging me tightly…..

my phone is ringing……

‘yunho… “

“yo…. did u went to jae s house last night?”

“mmm… no… why?” I had to lie ….

“nothing…. early morning I got some strange call from him… asking me if im there last night”

“mmm…..why did he ask?”

“he said he saw me last night… “

“ah… really….. u went to see him?” I m acting ….. hope yunho will not discover anything….

“but I m not there…. I m not even in korea.. just fly back to seoul this morning”

“mmm… may be …. he drink too much… “

“ah… ur answer is the same as his when I said I m not here last night..”

‘mmm… when will u come back home?” I tried to change the conversation

“I ll be there in the weekend… bought u and sis something from japan”

“ok… we will be waiting” I ended the call… don’t want him to ask anymore questions…. but why did I felt that my life will be change…. ah…. just a bad dream…. nothing to worry…. I answer it myself and ready for the office…