Chapter 7 - Darkness Turns Into Light

Warning: Really really dedicated christians might feel uncomfortable with the mention of hell and heaven here.

~ Kyuhyun’s POV ~

Where am I?

It’s dark. I can’t see anything.

Leeteuk hyung? Sungmin hyung? Kangin hyung? Guys?

Where are you? Where is everyone.

It’s too quiet. There’s no noise.

There’s nothing. No smell, no light, no noise. Nothing at all.

What should I do?

I’m scared.

Hyungs, save me. I’m scared

~ Normal POV ~

Kyuhyun blinked slowly and rubbed his eyes gently before pushing himself up into a sitting position and looked around. It was black. Everywhere was darkness, as if he had ended up in a never ending abyss. He didn’t even know whether he’s on flat ground, floating or just falling freely. He supposed it was the first one, seeing how he was lying down when he woke up.

Kyuhyun stretched out his hands, sighing as he watched it being engulfed in darkness.

Where was he?

He did not know.

Why was he here?

He had no idea of that either.

What happened?

Sadly, he could not answer that question too.

Kyuhyun hated the feeling. He felt helpless, vulnerable as he had no knowledge of whatsoever. All he remembered was him standing on the roof looking at the horizon before jumping off, allowing the wind to carry him, feeling that sense of freedom that he had yearned for as his hyungs’ voices rang in his ear before sinking into a deep black sea.

Oh, that’s right. He had tried to commit suicide but was almost stopped by his hyungs. His hyungs.... Kyuhyun couldn’t help but wonder how they were faring now. Despite his usual bullying of his hyungs, he actually really love them, even when he’s dead.

Was he dead? Have I died and gone to heaven, he wondered to himself. If so, then this certainly wasn’t the heaven the way he had depicted it. He thought that it would be beautiful, full of music and joy, with angels lining up to welcome the almighty maknae of Super Junior. Or maybe, he had committed a sin by dying through suicide and ended up in hell. Siwon would be so disappointed in me if he finds out that I’m in hell instead of heaven, Kyuhyun thought to himself. Maybe I really should have gone to church and became a Christian. But if this was hell, then it really was much better than the one he had expected. From what he heard from Siwon’s rantings preachings, he had assumed that hell would be bloody and harsh, full of demons and all. But this.... this place.. was simply nothing. Just a blank black ocean.

Black ocean eh... The fans might become a black ocean during his funeral. Kyuhyun wondered how the fans would react when they found out that he had died. Would they laugh or cry? He knows that the precious E.L.Fs would cry their hearts out while the antis... He wasn’t so sure how the antis would react, not like that he cared. They might laugh and jeer and say ‘Finally, oh god. He deserves to die.’ or something along those lines. He just hopes that the antis would not insult Super Junior themselves and put more pressure on his hyungs. Well, that was given the fact that he had actu