My P.O.V

Chilling by the window with a book in my hand, I sighed in contentment before I was interrupted by a rather nervous-looking Sunggyu, "Hey ____, can you come with me for a moment? There's something that I uhh... want to talk to you about." Sunggyu held out his arm, "O... kay?" I glared playfully at him in suspicion but nodded without much thought anyway and linked arms with him before following him to the grand balcony. I placed my hands onto the railings and took in a greedy breath of the fresh air around us.

Sunggyu stood beside me before placing one of his hands onto mine, my head snapped up at him in surprise, "What is it that you wanted to talk about?" I asked warily, anxiety rose in me as I hoped what I dreaded to hear wouldn't come out now. *God no, I can't do this again.* Slowly, Sunggyu angled me to face him and held my shoulders at arm's length, "D-do you really love L.Joe and the rest of Teen Top?" I blinked, raising my brows at his question, "W-what?" 

"I said, do you really lo-" I stopped him, "No, I know what I heard! What kind of question is that even? Of course, I do!" I looked away from his intense gaze and fiddled with my own fingers, truthfully not wanting to discuss this any longer. Sunggyu grabbed my face in his hands and tilted my face up so that I faced him completely, and our eyes immediately made contact. Normally such contact with any of the Teen Top members would have sent my heart racing but I felt nothing more th