I would like to thank my friend Fernanda for helping me out with this chapter. She's awesome :) She gave me an AWESOME idea and I started writing right away. Thank you Fernanda for helping my writer's block! Here is chapter 9! Btw, there is a kissing scene not a lot of steamy scenes to look out for. It's really short I promise you. Also, it's not very "hard" it's just brief so no need to put rated M up. Sorry if it freaks you out! D: Anyways, enjoy chapter 9! I kinda wrote the last part half asleep so if it doesn't make sense my bad XD Enjoy!

(Sungyeol)

It has been days since I last left my room…I can’t even count anymore how many days it has been. Even as I am laying here now…the fact I let L slip through my hands kills me. Losing L is like losing all reason to live. I live and breathe L; I love him. The thought of him just started to make me cry again and I felt warm tears flood my eyes again. As I cried, I heard soft knocking on my door and heard Daeyeol say, “Hyung~please come out. Umma and I are worried about you. You haven’t left your room or eaten in days. You’re the one that eats that most…yah! I’m serious come out!” I ignored him and just kept crying; I heard him sigh from behind the door and his footsteps fading away. Soon I heard louder knocking and knew it was my umma. She yelled, “COME OUT OF THERE RIGHT NOW LEE SUNGYEOL! DO YOU KNOW HOW WORRIED WE ARE?! COME OUT!” I yelled, “LEAVE ME ALONE!” She sighed loudly and said, “Fine! Time for plan B-“ I stopped listening and just kept crying but what is plan B?

After a few minutes, I heard a soft knock and a sweet voice said, “Hyung~Daeyeol called me and said you haven’t been feeling well. Please let me in hyung. Sungjongie is here for you!” Hearing that sweet voice made me stop crying and Sungjong was always capable to comfort me so I took the strength I had and slowly opened the door. I was welcomed by Sungjong’s bright smile but it soon turned into a frown when he saw my red eyes and the fact that I’m a mess. Sungjong said,” Hyung…don’t mean to sound rude but…you look awful.” I laughed nasally and said, “Thanks you don’t look bad yourself.” He laughed and said, “So…you gonna let me in?” I shifted to let him in and he gasped once he noticed the wreck in my room. All my clothes, books, papers, everything was just scattered everywhere on the floor. He asked, “What happened?! It looks like a tornado passed through your room.” I fell on the bed and just laid there; not wanting to respond. Sungjong moved over towards me and laid beside me. “Please tell me what’s wrong.” I felt tears fall and said, “L-L g-g-got arrested.” He looked at me surprised and said, “Chincha?! What for?!” I wiped the tears that fell. “I don’t know.” Sungjong stared at me then reached his hand over and wiped the tears on my face. I leaned into the touch considering it’s been awhile since someone touched me so softly. It felt nice and I closed my eyes as Sungjong rubbed his thumb softly against my cheek. Suddenly a pair of lips leaned against mine and I opened my eyes to see Sungjong’s closed eyes. I don’t know what was going through my mind but I started to kiss Sungjong back. I think the loneliness got to me and I needed someone to love me but I put my hands on his cheek and leaned in closer to kiss him deeply. Soon my desires got the better of me and I shifted so I was on top of Sungjong. I needed air so I let go and leaned my forehead against his but went for his lips again. He put his hands on my hips and I started to move my hands across his chest to his stomach. My hands started to remove his jacket ‘til I felt something in his pocket and got distracted. I let go of Sungjong’s lips and Sungjong groaned in frustration. “Why did you stop?” I panted and tried to keep my breathing steady. “What’s in this pocket?” Sungjong sat up and leaned over then started to kiss my neck. “Who cares?” In all honesty, his kissing was distracting but I decided to look through his pocket while he was kissing and found a crumpled paper. I opened it to see the same wanted paper that L had in his pocket yesterday…why does Sungjong have it? I put my hand on Sungjong’s chest to signal him to stop. Sungjong said, “Mwah?! We were just getting started!” Then he noticed the paper in my hand and his face became pale. I asked, “Why do you have this?!” He started to shift; I know Sungjong well enough to know he is hiding something right now. I held him down and repeated, “Why do you have this?”

Sungjong closed his eyes and said, “I-I wanted you all to myself so I thought the easiest way was to get L arrested.” I stared at him surprised and yelled, “How could you?! Because of you I am a wreck and I might not ever get L back!” I got off Sungjong and started to walk towards the door. He yelled, “WAIT!” I stopped walking and turned around to face him. Sungjong walked over and pushed me. “Do you know how long I have waited to get you in my arms? How long I have waited for you to kiss me? Do you know the pain I went through all those years hoping you would notice my love for you and get shot down?!” I stared at him surprised; he liked me? I sighed and said, “I’m sorry Sungjong but…I love L. I’m sorry but I can’t see you as anything more than a friend. I hope we can still be friends but the fact you of all people turned in L…I don’t know if I can forgive you for that.” I turned back towards the door and walked out. I saw Daeyeol stand up from the couch as he noticed me come out. “Hyung? Are you okay? You look sick, need anything?” I sighed and turned to Daeyeol.  “I’m going to be out for awhile don’t tell umma I’m out. Also, take care of Sungjong for me while I’m out.” Daeyeol sighed and said, “Great~leave Daeyeol to do everything.” I walked out, not responding and started to walk towards the café. Something seemed…off. When I reached the café; I realized it was closed and started to peer into the window, hoping to see the old man.  Suddenly something hit my head hard and I already knew it was the old man. I whined in pain and said, “Ahjussi~that hurts.” He laughed and said, “I was wondering why I haven’t seen you in awhile but I think I know why.” I looked at him confused and he pointed to his eyes then I realized what he meant. I must still have red eyes. I ask, “Why is it closed? It’s never closed. Even on Sundays!” I looked at the old man and he had this sad expression and I already knew why it was closed. L isn’t around to help so the shop is hard to manage all on the old man’s own. I said, “So you found out huh?” The old man nodded and said, “I knew the day would come…I just wish I would’ve known sooner so I had enough time to say goodbye.” His face became sad and I could tell the old man really cared for L like his own son. I said, “It was hard watching with my own two eyes…L getting taken away by the police…it was nerve-wrecking.” Tears clouded my eyes; threatening to fall and the old man said, “He really cares for you. L has lived most of his life facing hardships and doesn’t really smile but you come along and make him smile. I thank you for that, L doesn’t really smile much and usually hides away but the fact you broke that barrier makes me want to thank you.” I nodded and said, “It’s nothing.” The old man sighed and asked, “You don’t know the full story do you?” I nodded, a bit confused. “There is more to L’s story?” He nodded and said, “L ran away from home not because he hated his life, he was framed for killing his umma. He came home from practice one day to find her dead body and his appa with a gun in his hand. L tried to help his umma but was threatened with a gun and had to watch as his appa frame him. So L has been on the run for something he didn’t even do. He has been suffering because of what his sick appa did.” Hearing this…I felt even guiltier. I got L arrested…for something he didn’t even do. L I’m so sorry. I promise I will find a way to get you out of that hell hole.

CHAPTER 9 MUAH! Hehehe hope you guys liked it! :D despite the fact I wrote it half asleep I hope it was good! ♥ Comment and subscribe! Peace out awesome readers! Also I am planning on making another fanfic let me know in the comments what K-pop couple you like and I'll think about using it! :D

Just for the hell of it...random gif of L pushing Sungyeol.