A/N: Now, I really /had/ intended to make him a drug addict in the last one. So, for part two, I made him a drug addict xD;;
I hope it's not too confusing to read this style of writing. It was really fun to write in a spastic, somewhat panicked, manner. I've had episodes much like this, (though not brought about by drugs, but rather, from panic and anxiety attacks), so I kind of wrote it like that P:
Anyway, again, I hope you can read this easily enough.
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Cho Kyuhyun. Cho Kyuhyun. Cho Kyuhyun.
The name relays so relentlessly that it makes him dizzy.
Cho Kyuhyun. Cho Kyuhyun. Cho Kyuhyun.
And Ryeowook covers his ears in an attempt to make it go away.
Cho Kyuhyun. Cho Kyuhyun. Cho Kyuhyun.
His mind echoes, pulling at heart strings and reminding him that Cho Kyuhyun...
Is no longer his.
Cho Kyuhyun. Cho Kyuhyun. Cho-Kyu-Hyun.
What happened? What did he do wrong? What happened? What did he do wrong? What happened?!
What happened?!?!
Ryeowook's nose twitches, his eye twitches, his body twitches.
His veins twitch.
How can he live without...
Cho Kyuhyun.
A growl. A grumble. A muttered rhyme repeating itself to try to take the place of that damned name.
A growl. A grumble. The rhyme once more.
A growl. A grumble. The rhyme once more.
Cho-Kyu-Hyun. Cho-Kyu-Hyun.
Pause and take a breath.
Slowly take a breath.
Slowly, now. Slowly.
It hits him.
Slowly, now. Slowly.
Slowly!
Calm down!
Calm down!!!
No!
You're inhaling too quickly, too rapidly!
Too quickly! Too rapidly! Too quickly!!! Too rapidly!!!
Hyperventilating. Anticipating.
Inebriated and desolated.
Tick Tock Tick Tock Tick Tock Tick-
Eyes dart up. Eyes dart down. Across the room.
Tick Tock Tick Tock Tick Tock Tick-
And even the invisible clock starts to sound like that name.
Kyu-hyun Kyu-hyun Kyu-hyun Kyu-
Kyu-hyun Kyu-hyun Kyu-hyun Kyu-
Dodge it.
When that doesn't work, hide from it.
When that doesn't work, repeat it.
When that doesn't work, embrace it.
Frantically he claws at his ears, determined to dig the sound out.
Kyu-hyun Kyu-hyun Kyu-hyun Kyu-
Oh, that damned clock mocks him!
Makes a fool of him!
Destroys him and buries him!
This is murder!!!
Torture!!!
Kyu-hyun Kyu-hyun Kyu-hyun Kyu-
"Shut up!!!"
But it doesn't end.
"Stop it!!!"
But it doesn't end.
"No more!!!"
But it doesn't end.
Kyu-hyun Kyu-hyun Kyu-hyun Kyu-
He grabs the syringe, drives the needle into his vein, not caring whether it bleeds or burns, bruises and marks.
Just a little more.
Just a little more.
He needs just a little more.
Just a little.
Just a little more.
Kyu-hyun Kyu-hyun Kyu-hyun Kyu-
"Tick Tock Tick Tock Tick Tock Tick-"
He repeats the sound to himself, pushing the liquid addiction inside.
"Tick Tock Tick Tock Tick Tock Tick-"
He breathes heavy.
He breathes loud.
He breathes frantically.
Frant