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Lisa was nervous, what if this was too much. What if Bambam had been right in the first place and she just needed to let her go. She didn't want the other woman to think she was crazy and maybe this was a little crazy. She took a deep breath; she had been standing outside the door to Kim Jisoo's office for over and hour, what were a few more minutes. Lisa was glad it seemed to be a less than busy day at Blinks Realty because only one person had walked past her giving her a quizzical look in the last hour. It was probably weird to see a grown woman standing outside with dozens of flowers, fresh baked cookies and a teddy bear. Lisa could barley balance everything in her arms; in fact now she was wondering how she would even open the door.

It was a few minutes later when Lisa heard voices coming towards her and then the door swung open. It was now or never Lisa thought, the door was open and she could just walk in. Lisa rushed to get in before the door swung shut but instead of finding herself inside the office she was still outside. The flowers, cookies and the bear were all in a pile on the ground having toppled out of Lisa's arms after her collision with the person who had opened the door.

Lisa swore, what the hell was she going to do now. She had put everything together so nicely and now the cookies were probably crumbled and the flowers would look like garbage. She sighed deeply as she started to pick up the items she had been holding in her arms.

"I am so sorry," she heard a voice say, her head still down.

Lisa recognized the voice as Jisoo's; the short brunette clearly hadn't noticed that it was her behind all of the stuff she had been holding when she walked into her.

Lisa looked up, her eyes meeting the other woman's. She wasn't sure if Jisoo would still be sorry now that she knew who she had walked into.

"Oh, hi Lisa," Jisoo said sheepishly, "I really didn't mean to..."

"It's okay. She probably doesn't want this stuff from me anyway,"

Jisoo looked down at the ground and her eyes scanned what had been the contents of Lisa's arms minutes earlier. She smiled briefly and looked back to Lisa.

"You brought all of this for her?"

She sounded surprised.

"Of course I did, I told you I'm not giving up. Maybe I should though, maybe this is a sign."

"White Roses," Jisoo said, not even acknowledging Lisa's resignation.

"Her favourite," Lisa answered the non-question. "She told me one night on the cruise."

"Yeah, she always has a vase full of them in her apartment," Jisoo's voice trailed off after she said it, as if she wasn't sure if she should have.

"I know, and I even baked these chocolate cookies. I have never baked before in my life," Lisa admitted.

"You really care about her, don't you?"

Lisa just nodded.

"I can't stop thinking about her. I don't know what I'll do if I never see her again. I don't think it was a mistake that we met. I think it was meant to happen and I just wish I knew if she felt the same."

Jisoo was quiet, not quite sure what she should say. She had a feeling that Chaeyoung really did have feelings for the other woman but she was scared.

"I really wish I could help you, but she's my best friend and I have to respect her feelings."

"I get it," Lisa said, the resignation in her voice obvious. "I'd do anything to protect my best friend too if he needed it. You don't have to protect her from me though. All I want is the chance to fall for her."

"I think you already have," the short brunette smacked herself on the forehead and swore loudly after she said it just wishing she could take it back.

"I should go," was all Lisa could muster.

Before the blonde walked away she picked up the teddy bear off the ground. He was big and had a blue bow tie around his neck. When she saw him she couldn't help but smile and she had hoped he would make Chaeyoung smile too. She tossed the bear to Jisoo without another word and walked back to her car.

It was the middle of the day but Jisoo wasn't sure she could wait until the end of the workday to go visit her friend. She couldn't get what Lisa had said out of her mind. She couldn't stop thinking about how sad she seemed and how hard she was obviously trying. Jisoo would stick by her friend as long as she kept denying her feelings but Lisa was making it hard to stick to her guns. Jisoo had never seen Chaeyoung happier than the week she had spent on that cruise with Lisa. The smile Lisa had put on her face was unforgettable and if she was being honest with herself she wanted to see it again.

She ran back into her office briefly to grab her things and brought them, along with the teddy bear out to her car. It was a slow day anyway and she could finish up some work from home later. She knew today was one of Chaeyoung's rare days off work so it was a perfect opportunity to talk. Jisoo drove across town to Chaeyoung's apartment, all the way thinking about what she would say to her this time. They had the same discussion all the time, or rather the same argument. Jisoo would talk, Chaeyoung would say she couldn't do it and there were usually tears. Jisoo hated that Chaeyoung wouldn't just let herself be happy and Chaeyoung hated that Jisoo insisted she needed to put herself out there.

"Jisoo," Chaeyoung said surprised as she answered the door, "shouldn't you be at work?"

"Well, it's getting a little difficult to get any work done at my office with the repeated interruptions from a certain blonde."

"Lisa came to see you again?" 

"That woman is obviously head over heels for you. Today she had white roses, fresh baked chocolate chip cookies and this bear," Jisoo informed her friend, handing over the adorable teddy.

Chaeyoung considered the bear for a moment, smiling brightly at the blue bow tie. Blue was one of her favourite colours and she knew she had told Lisa that during one of their many conversations. Sometimes she felt like they had fit a lifetime of conversations into one week. Lisa obviously knew a lot about her already and Chaeyoung couldn't help but remember everything about Lisa. She remembered the way Lisa's hair smelled of coconut and orange, her shampoo. She remembered the way Lisa curled her blonde locks around her finger when she was nervous. She remembered that Lisa loves chocolate and finds the idea of baked goods with chopped nuts in them abhorrent, especially walnuts. Lisa's smile is burned in the back of her mind and some days it kills her but she just doesn't think a relationship would work, it can't work.

"She'll get over me," Chaeyoung tried to be as nonchalant as possible.

"I wouldn't be too sure about that," Jisoo's tone was almost angry.

"Sh