EIGHT
Moment Of TruthI was on the airport on my way back to Korea, my attendance to the Channel show and also the exhibition of my own clothing brand, Peaceminusone, were a success.
And I was feeling good, it was that or the fact that since my last talk with YG I felt lighter, and it was weird since I still have to meet with Lee Ho-Sang and an album to release, but I was determined, convinced that I needed to stand up for myself, for Kwon Jiyong, even if I were to lose G-Dragon in the process.
I was thinking about that and how that since I reached that point I felt more comfortable with myself, something that had not happened in a long time. I got distracted by a pair of girls that were walking and squirming while looking at their phones right next to me on our way to the departure lounge, I peeked at their cellphones and for the love of God I could recognized him even if he was dressed on a full bear costume.
I reach the departure VIP lounge and searched the video, it wasn’t that hard, it was everywhere. He got a viral video of himself while playing a DJ set on a club, he looked cool, I never would have imagined that the skinny, panda eyes and noisy dongsaeng of mine, would became this handsome, successful man.
In the video Seungri was mouthing the lyrics of a song, “…there is only you and me, we were young and wild and free…” and I got obsessed with it. I kept replaying the video and if not I was repeating the lyrics and the image on my mind.
“Baby you are all that I want…” it was so true, I felt so overwhelmed that as we were landing I asked Taehee to drop me off at the YG headquarters, I needed to work and distract my mind from certain maknae.
I went directly to the studio that is usually reserved for me, is the kind of benefits you get from being a successful artist with high sales. But when I entered it was already occupied…
Diggy and Choice37 producers of YG, Youngbae, a young man I felt familiar, and Seungri, were there looking surprised to see. My mind couldn’t react fast enough, so before I could say anything Youngbae was walking to me while greeting me and asking me something else that I couldn’t really hear.
All I was thinking was how weird it was that Seungri was at YG, again, and with Youngbae, again.
“Jiyongie?”
“What?”
“Uh… are you ok? I was asking you when did you arrived, I thought you were in Paris?”
“Yeah… I was, I came directly from the airport” But while I was answering him I couldn’t stop looking at Seungri. He looked uncomfortable, and guilty, he have this look I have seen so many times before, mostly when he knew he have done something wrong or that would make me upset. I was sure I still knew him enough to know that I wasn’t wrong.
“And how was it?”
“It was ok… I guess. Fine, good.”
“Oh, ok… hum, are you going to work here?”
“Well, yeah… I always work here”
“So would you mind if…” but
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