Realization

I Will Go To You As The First Snow

"You'd better give me a reason why you suddenly appeared at my doorstep last night."

Juhyun nudged her and Taeyeon roused from her sleep with a sigh.

"Did you see a ghost?" Juhyun questioned teasingly and Taeyeon wanted to laugh at the irony of the situation.

"No," Taeyeon replied nonchalantly, stifling a yawn behind her palm.

"As usual," Juhyun shrugged, "The cool, cold and mysterious Kim Taeyeon."

"Hey, Juhyun," Taeyeon scratched her neck in awkwardness, "Do you think I can stay here tonight too?"

"Why?" Juhyun asked with a glint of curiosity in her eyes, "Did you really see a ghost?"

"You see," Taeyeon cleared , "I saw this really huge spider and uhm-"

"That is a lousy excuse, Kim Taeyeon." Juhyun deadpanned. She dug into her wallet and pulled out two green notes. "Come on, I need to get to work."

Taeyeon found herself standing in her nightwear outside Juhyun's apartment. She waved goodbye to her friend before getting into a taxi reluctantly. 

"Alright," she mumbled. "I just need to grab my laptop, my phone, my bag and get to work. Okay, let's do this."

Taeyeon paid the driver and hesitated outside her doorstep. She stood there, pressing her ears against the wooden door listening for any signs of activity in the apartment. There was a faint hum of melody resounding from deep within. Taeyeon tip-toed to the backyard where the blinds were not down. 

There, through the glass, she saw the brunette dancing to a song from the radio that Taeyeon had forgotten to switch off last night. Taeyeon cracked a smile at the uncoordinated movements. She wiped the smile off her face as soon as it came, a wave of unhappiness bubbling at the pit of her stomach. 

Taeyeon was having a hard time thanks to her but she is having fun in the apartment? Dancing to music? What is she, a human? Taeyeon sighed and about to leave when she caught the ghost looking in her direction. She gasped and hurried away.

"Laptop, phone, bag. Yes," Taeyeon chanted as she pushed her apartment door open. It was silent and Taeyeon didn't see her anywhere in sight. Recalling that she had to rush to work, Taeyeon scurried around and grabbed all the items she needed. Taeyeon remembered about the lunch she prepared for work and jogged lightly to the kitchen. There she hid, in the fridge and Taeyeon heaved a sigh as she took out the lunch box.

"Sorry," The brunette meekly said and floated out, choosing a new place to make herself unseen.

Taeyeon was used to it. Her indifference made spirits trembled at her feet. Taeyeon dislikes people but spirits; lonely ghosts who relied on her because she could see them- ghosts are the ones that Taeyeon truly wished to avoid.

Taeyeon bagged her lunchbox and grabbed the keys laying on the counter. 

"Wait!" There was a loud wail and Taeyeon gaped at the brunette who once again, blocked her path with outstretched arms.

"Wait, I just... I just want to apologize," she rambled, "I know you can see me but I don't know why you are pretending that you can't."

"I haven't seen anyone for four years. And suddenly you are here and you are really pretty, I just..." Taeyeon blushed, recalling how she woke up to see the ghost hovering above her before planting a kiss on her forehead. She diverted her attention to the phone in her hand, pretending to be waiting for a call.

"It just felt so unfair. There are so many things you could do like read, eat and I just want to do all that too." Taeyeon bit her lip and walked through the brunette as she in a breath. 

"Wait, I'm sorry, don't go! I'll repent! I won't do that again!" Taeyeon stopped as she laid her hand on the doorknob.

"Don't leave because of me. I'll make myself scarce when you're here so it won't be uncomfortable. Please," the brunette plead, hovering before Taeyeon again.

"Please don't go. I don't want to cause anyone inconvenience, even after death."

Taeyeon took a step back and sighed, finally locking gaze with the ghost.

"I have to go to work," Taeyeon said.

"Move aside, please. We can talk when I am back from work." Taeyeon sighed at the relief yet unsure expression on the brunette's face.

"I promise."

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The sequel ends with a open alternative and up to your imagination. Is Tiffany really human again? Or was she just a fragment of Taeyeon’s imagination? You decide ;)

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maemae08 #1
Chapter 32: What that's it? I want moreeee. Tiffany came back as a ghost or human?
ebatwise #2
Chapter 32: Such a beautiful story indeed thanks for that moot who recommended this, I really love this story I shed many tears to this, you're great authornim, thank you for the wonderful story and to the lesson learned also. I called this story a masterpiece. Thank you again authornim hope you had a great day :)
Locksmith_13
#3
What a beautiful storrryyyy!!!!
moonsun750 #4
Chapter 24: This is so sad but this is the funniest chapter tbh
novtalia #5
Chapter 32: <span class='smalltext text--lighter'>Comment on <a href='/story/view/1272983/32'>Author's Note</a></span>
OMG, i just knew your story...wonderful story :') the sequel please :3
Spes17
#6
Chapter 31: I have two theories one is Tiffany was in coma for 5 yrs. The story didnt tell where the police sent her body after finding it or I mustve forgotten the detail. Anyway, Only their parents knew about Fany's state and was about to tell Sunny but she beat them to it and confessed that she killed Fany, the reason why their parent's car crashed after that. 5 yrs after Fany awoken and have reunited with Taeyeon.

2nd Theory. Taeyeon become one with Tiffany. The reason why she can no longer see them is because she's already a ghost living with them. Cycle of life if there is.
LisaManobanisBae
#7
You made me cry. T T in a good way. Good story. I always love stories like this with realistic endings. I love how you could feel empathy with the characters as if it was you and you can feel their grief and longing for each other. The frustration that whatever they do, they can never be. :(
star_915 #8
Chapter 32: You have really really great story here author nim.. thank you for writing this story.. keep writing please! ?
the_grey
#9
Chapter 32: Wooowwww.. Authorniimm ~~ great story do you have.. I can stop reading it untill i've finished.. Thank God your story is completed already, hehe..

In my opinion, tiffany is already dead for 4 years.. I think its kind of miracle if she meet Tae as a human in last chapter,, but i like this theory better actually, so tiffany is not dead yet, her body is in hospital somewhere, in coma for four-five years and tiffany herself or Sunny didn't know about this, and because of her last year live with Taeyeon, make Tiffany eager to live again.. So Tiffany wake up and looking for taeyeon for three years and luckily she find Taeyeon in front of her (old) house..

I think its more realistic for me.. Ahahahaa... Im so sorry authornim, it just my opinion though.. But i love how your ending though.. How they are longing each other, how God can do everything to make two desperate people meet, fall in love each other, face and solve their each problem together and never stop hope for every kind of situation.. Seriously, thank you..

Whooooaahhh... I'm talking.. or must i say writing too much here, ehehe.. Thank you authornim for the great story.. Hope you can create another amazing stories.. Fightiingg!!! \(^o^)/
xolovetaeny3981
#10
Chapter 32: Awwwwww. It was just sooooo amazing omg omg omg thanks author for your hard work