The light burned my eyes when sunlight poured in through the crack of the curtain. I immediately closed it and when the redness went away, I slowly opened it and let my eyes adjust to the morning sunlight. My whole body felt weak and sore when I tried to stand up from the bed. 

“Ugh. Why am I in so much pain? I can't remember anything either…” I mumbled. 

“Oh unnie, you're up!” 

I jerked my head up at the familiar chirpy voice. 

Tiffany helped me up and walked me to the kitchen. Everyone was there. 

Except for Jessica.

“Morning guys. Where Sica?” My voice sounded hoarse but audible.

There was a sudden change in the mood and silent tension built up. Tiffany’s eyes soften and I could see tears b near the corners of her eyes. They were threatening to fall at any moment. I scratched the back of my nape and cautiously repeated my question. Tiffany embraced me into a hug and sobbed into the crack of my neck. I patted her back cluelessly and I just blankly stared at my other members. All of them just stared at me in despair and empathy. 

I pushed Tiffany away gently and repeated my question for the third time. 

“She's gone Taeyeon. She left the group…” Tiffany said between sobs.

That was when all the pieces of my memories floating around all came together. The lock in my head clicked and the gears in my head started to work. 

Yep. Jessica left you