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Existence
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"Do you think that it's such a shame that genuine friendship doesn't exist anymore?" 

"That isn't random at all," Sunggyu snorted as he leisurely crossed his right ankle over his left one, snuggling a bit further into the slightly damp grass that was a healthy green. 

The storm last night served its purpose for the vegetation that was now looking healthier than it had been for the past few weeks. While he shifted slightly because the wet grass making his jeans stick onto his legs felt uncomfortable, he was reminded by the possibility of getting grass stains on his clothes. Sunggyu didn't care much for grass stains because he always wore black. Woohyun on the other hand... well the boy didn’t seem to care. He was literally rolling in the grass back and forth as he mindlessly also stopped for some moments to lay on his side. He played with blades of grass with his left hand as he propped his body up with his right arm whenever he stopped to rest from his non-stop rolling. He was facing Sunggyu now, though they weren't making eye contact, looking every part of a concentrated person that was attempting to form coherent thoughts. He was dressed in a white button-up and light blue jeans and Sunggyu couldn't help but wince slightly at the thought of either piece of clothing getting grass stains. 

The two of them lay lazily on the rolling hills that overlooked their small town as per usual. Without even deciding together in a verbal conversation that it was their favorite meeting spot, it was the unspoken rule that whenever there were no concrete plans for when they hung out, it was to the hills they go. The shade of the large tree that sat at the top always, without fail, provided a cool shade for them from the blistering heat that had swept the area recently. It was definitely the last blast of heat before autumn rolled in. 

Woohyun ignored his comment and continued on with his thoughts. 

"It's just something I've noticed. I just wanted to say it," Woohyun shrugged a little. And because I feel comfortable enough to say it. Woohyun wouldn't have bothered saying this to anyone else that were in their age group. He didn't want people to think he was a teen that was turning seventy next year. He just wanted to test waters and see where Sunggyu stood behind what many people thought were 'boring' or 'traditional'. He knew his other friends wouldn't appreciate a conversation like this--they thought he took life too seriously sometimes. What was wrong with having a long-term goal in life that revolved around financial stability? He was already beginning to save now for everything and anything, something that his friends about.  

But maybe Sunggyu would be different. He was always very nonchalant, and he seemed to be an old soul. Woohyun knew he could trust him innately (but he didn't know why). 

Woohyun stopped his mindless finger work on the grass. "But don't you ever wonder why?" 

Sunggyu just shrugged in response. "Well, I feel like friendship is so abstract. It can be defined in so many different ways depending on the person. So, I guess it really depends on what your definition of friendship is and what it entails." 

Woohyun pondered on what Sunggyu said. He nodded his head, "I guess if you put it that way, then yes, I guess it really depends on what people think is friendship in order for me to say anything, really." 

There was a pause in conversation as a particularly warm breeze blew by, rustling the tree leaves overhead and the surrounding grass, creating a small masterpiece by Nature herself. 

"So, what would you say friendship is?" Woohyun decided to press on. 

Sunggyu took a few moments to respond, his forehead wrinkling slightly as he thought. "I'm not too sure," he finally admitted. "I'm not sure if I had anyone I could really say was a friend." 

"Hm," Woohyun said, scrunching his eyebrows up, frowning a little. "Why not?" 

"I don't know," Sunggyu carelessly replied, not really minding the question and he was just saying what came to mind, to be quite honest. "I just don't think I've ever connected with anyone." 

"But isn't friendship something that has to be built? You can't build connection instantaneously," the more carefree one pointed out. 

"I suppose so," Sunggyu nodded his head, throwing his arms behind his head. "But I think I'm happy with the way my life is going, friendless and all." He gestured lazily with his right hand, then snugly fit it back behind his head. "It might get lonely sometimes but I think I'd rather have no friends than friends that won't be there forever. Or just people I know that won't be able to move around with me." 

Without waiting for Woohyun to ask, Sunggyu continued, "I mo

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Zd7394
#1
Chapter 18: My English is really awful and your story challenged me
But i like it
At first i really don't like read about their past but the passage of time I get curious about them
And I think I like them
I hope you update it soon
About new fic I think second one is interesting
Thanks
Sorry for grammar
Foreverins
#2
Chapter 17: It is a double update.. I am kind of busy with my university finals and will read the next chapter soon and let you know what I thought in detail.
All in all I am in love with this story I love how you develop the characters..
Simran20 #3
Chapter 17: I don't know who is the one with sungyeol, is it myungsoo? Hope he wont backstab gyu. I don't know I really get emotional when I read their past, don't know what it is but my heart really aches for them. Thank you so much for the update author nim. Have mentioned my vote in the other fic. Happy to see your updates weekly. Be happy and healthy. God bless.
DottedLeopard
#4
Chapter 18: I just got this idea, you can name the oracle after your name because u 2 are no difference in knowing their destinies XD ♥
DottedLeopard
#5
Chapter 18: I have mentioned my vote in ur other story too, but im gonna mention here too jic. I voted for story #2, u can see my reasoning in the longest comment i have ever written XD

And..
Gyu is suffering too much, its not like he can go to woohyun and tell
Hi woohyun, im ur destined partner, it doesnt matter that our future is going to be sad, i love u and u love me so lets live the moment..
(But i hope he can TT)
But i have the slightest bit if intuition that because of this girl hyun will realize the invisible connection like thing he and gyu is having, that its a greater pull than whatever he and the girl is having. But the time is ticking too, I really hope u two to have a happy ending but its already written by the person whos reading this comment XD
DottedLeopard
#6
Chapter 17: Now we readers are living in constant fear, as its gonna be woohyun's death anyways and in these chapters the arrangements are going to be made, for it to happen. I used to love angst, I still do but I really dont want their story to be sad... Both of them have no one already, and when they are going to lose each other too, its just hard to imagine... At least their present world story will have a happy ending right?

And DAAANGGGG!! Double update *heart eyes* thank you so muchhhh... It mustve costed you so much time for do this for us ♥
Simran20 #7
Chapter 16: Hope woohyun doesn't leave sungyu ,but it's sad that his parents doesn't want him and thinks him as a burden. Hope every thing turns well for them. Thank you so much author nim for the update.
DottedLeopard
#8
Chapter 16: Omg hyun is leaving??? Anyways he will have to come back to gyu XD

And it made me so happy early in the morning bcz of the notifications from aff. 2 updates, 2 replies and 1 request ♥ Thank you so much ♥
Foreverins
#9
Chapter 16: I feel very sad about Hyun 's situation, and the last line of home part, even though it was written in a happy way, I felt the weight of that sentence. I am really happy that hyun has Gyu by his side, but we all know that he seeks for parent' s love eventhough he doesn't show it.
This chapter made me feel so attached to Hyun. And him leaving the town, will Gyu take that easy??
This is really an interesting story which I love reading. Thanks for the update.
You too stay safe...!