Taehyung has not been able to sleep at all that night.His mind was full with the thoughts of Minjae. It all felt like a dream. Minjae was still with him two days ago. They were still talking to each other just like they always did. Within fourty eight hours, he had to accept the fact that Minjae was gone. That he would never see Minjae again. That Minjae actually loved him,

More than just a friend.

And Taehyung cant help feeling like he was the dumbest person ever alive. How could he be so oblivious to the other's feeling towards him ? They literally spend the whole of their ( Minjae's) life together, for God's sake. And Taehyung did not even had a single clue about Minjae's feeling for him. He really could not believe it. He felt like he was the worst person ever in the whole universe. Stupid stupid stupid. He thought to himself as he remembered what was written in Minjae's diary.

2014, May 16

Today is the second anniversary of Tae hyung gotten rejected by Bogum hyung. Last year we celebrated it by cuddling on a couch while watching the rerun of hyung's favorite anime. But for this year, hyung said he dont want to celebrate it that way. He wanted to celebrate it like a broken hearted guy he is. I told him it would be alright if he did not celebrate it at all, afterall,who even celebrated the day of them getting rejected annually ?

But Taehyung insisted that he wanted to remember that he was once broken hearted, and still are. So he ended up at the karaoke bar, singing if you and love is not over to his heart feeling. It ended with him collapsed on the floor, clutching his hands to his chest as he cried. Only God knows how much I wanted to tell him to just forget what happened between him and Bogum hyung. But I just could not.

Not when he was still holding on to the feelings he had for Bogum hyung.

Taehyung can still remember that day though. Even if it has been two years since that happened, but he remember singing those songs to his heart content. With Minjae slumped on the couch, bearing all the high pitched singing by the broken hearted Taehyung.