Chapter 1 :

28 february is my (failed) anniversary

28 February 2011

Everything is perfect for me,have a perfect family,have a lot ton friend,bestfriend,even i have boyfriend.to be honest i feel so blessful.but i don't feel blessful like i used to after that accident.
28 february is special day for me,i have prepare everthing for today,i always wait this will be come.i glance at person in front of me,ugh god i want hug him right now.he is gazing me with his hazel eyes which i love the most,under his gaze i just can look down feel top shy.wind blows his hair,make it litlle bit messy yet make him looked more stunning.he has that cute yet manly vibe,with make him adoreable.i lift my head and dart my eyes at him,open my mouth to ask him.

"So..why are we here?"

His face still blank,there is no more usual smile or grin his face.he seems has something in his mind,something has bothering him.

"What's wrong?"

A bright smile never left my face,i am just too excited.all the time i hide my hands in my back,holding a little red box.yeah this is a gift,i want to give him this box.i am to busy with my daydream,till his 3 words crash me down.

"Let's break up"

My eyes are widden,my grip loosen from the box and make it fall to the ground.my bright smile disappear.cause his 3 words that make my heart sank,words make me like it's the end of the world.my body become stiffed,not believe what just he said.i gulp and open my mouth staring at him with disbelieve.

"W-what?.."

My voice is shaking,my visions are blur by my tears ready to fall.maybe he just prank me or what,but his eyes give me 'i am serious about this'.he nods to me to make me believe.

"But why!??."

My voice become more loud,i cannot believe this.our relationship is perfect,he loves me and i love him.i can't take it anymore,i burst out my tears.He don't seem bother see me cry like this,he just gives me stares blank before says something to me.guilty appear in his face but he till keep it blank.i low my head try to press all anger.

"I.."

"Just spill it up!"

He takes a deep breath then gazing me again

"I am sorry haru,it's just...i don't like you anymore"

I rise my head to see his face,he said don't like me anymore?well that make my heart become more hurt.i love him not just like or crush or something like that.I can't say any word.i turn my back,don't want to see his face.i hate him to breaking my heart,but i love him too more than anything.isn't it so useless when you love someone and he return your feeling back,but in the future he just dump you like a trash

"Damnit!just say you found a better girl! More perfect girl!"

"Haru.."

He steps foward to me.

"Stop! Don't you dare step again."

I glance at my back and take