Jungkook pov

I limped in the streets of........Korea.......I didn't know where I am......I hobbled along.....the impact from Taehyung's push  a while ago still hurt and my face feels numb......I limped and limped.....I had nowhere to go......I didn't have anyone.....I didn't have anything.......my father was right......I became homeless........but not because I was gay....but because I was stupid......so I limped around the streets.....roaming mindlessly,shivering.

I felt my eyes drooping a bit.....I'm so tired.......I'm so hungry.....I'm so thirsty......I feel so cold......It was snowing.....Tae promised me that he'd be with me when the first snow falls......but I'm the one who left him anyway.....

I tried to protect him the way I can as he did to me.I hid the fact that his cat got ran over by a drunk man and told him he just dissapeared;although,I did give Mr.Cuddles(Kookie named him>_<)a proper funeral,I hid the fact that his parents secretly wanted to replace him with their missing son,I hid the fact that I knew where he was,I hid the fact because I knew what'd happen even if I knew he'd hate me if he ever found out.I guess this is just the punishment of keeping too much secrets.....

Suddenly a blinding light came from beside me.....I know I should run but I just can't bring myself to.....I can't move....so I just closed my eyes and waited for it to hit me and stop everything.....and set me free......from this world.....

Bu