My pov(yep)

Weeks passed and Jungkook didn't get any better.The secret he was keeping was keeping him pressured and stressed thus he got worse day by day.....everytime he saw Taehyung.....everytime Jimin worried for him.....every glance he took at the drawer beside his bed.......

Every morning he'd feel guilty when they cared,pampered and worried about him.Every night he'd cry himslef to sleep. Every single day.....he just wanted a hole to open up and swallow him.His behavior changed.....so did his appearance. He used to be so bubbly and cheerful....now he's all gloomy and weak....not even able to stand up.......He's even paler now and he's thinner than what is considered normal.....he looked dangerously skinny......

Today he got to walk alongside his beloved and his.......bestfriend......(Idk what I should put Jimin as for Kookie)"Are you okay Kookie?" Taehyung held his hand as they bought ice cream......."Neh." He nodded cheerfully as he reached for the ice cream cone which Taehyung willingly gave him,without sneaking a kiss first of course.'I don't deserve you Kim Taehyung' He thought as he faked a laugh.....

Jungkook is better.Although,he still can't walk properly....he's gaining a bit of his senses.......'What's wrong Kookie?' Taehyung thought as he wiped Jungkook's sweat.He was sweating in his sleep,twitching.They were used to this now.It occured almost every night.....which made their hair whiten with worry.

A/N I feel like I'