your's pov

i  just  sigh and  hug  her  she  fall asleep  i  felt  a  lone  tear  escape  from my eyes  ,  i  don't why  sooyoen  is  behaving  like that  to me ,  she is  behaving  like  a  wife  rather than   a  friend . i  was  at  office  doing some  paper work  when i got  her  call  to  come home  , i was  going home  but a lady  faint so i  help  her and  admit her  in  the  hospital  while  doing this i  got  wet  , i  saw  the  time  that  time it  shows 7: 45 pm  , i curse  myself  because i promise  sooyoen  that  i will  go  home  early  today because  her  friends  are coming for  sleepover ,  when i reach home  i rang the bell  , the  door  was  open by  sooyoen  she ask me  why  i  am  wet  , i told  her the  story  behind  this , she  told  me to  told her  before  going anywhere  and  she  don't want  anything happens  to me , as  i  enter  the  living  all  girls  was  staring  at  me  and  tae &  yuri  got nosebleed  i want  to help them but sooyoen   take  me  to the  room  she  help me  to  untie my tie  and  shirt button  , she  was  here while  i  was  changing  then  she  help me  to  dry my  hair  with so much of care ,  afterwards  we  go  to living  room  where  i  talk  to her  friends  but  i  don't  know  why  i  feel  that  sooyoen is  getting jealous ,afterwards  she  leads  me with  her  to  sit beside  her  on the  carpet and  hug  my arm  possessively  ,  i suddenly  feel  my  chest tightens and  pain in my  heart , i hear  sooyoen said  that  if i am  okay  , i just  said i want  to go washroom  ,  i  go to  washroom and  took  out the   medicine from the  cabinet  put it  on my mouth  and  wait  for the  pain fade away ,  after some  minutes  , i  goes  to  living room again  but  suddenly  sooyoen hug  me and  check my forehead  i just  said i am  okay ,  my  heart  was  beating so  fast  at  that  moment and it  get  worse  when  sooyoen hides  her  face  in my  neck  , i just  said its  okay and let me  go ,but  her  friends  start teasing us  ,  my face also  get red  but somehow i manage  to hide , then me  and  her  friends  sit  in  the couch  and  start watching  tv  again when tae said ''  amy-shi ,please  take  care of our ice princess  ,i can see she  like  you '' i  got  shock , no  she  can't  WHAT ABOUT  LITTLE  KIM , IF  SHE  WILL  BE  WITH  ME  SHE  WILL  SUFFER , I  CAN'T LET  THAT HAPPEN , NO  SHE WILL  BE  HAPPY WITH  LITTLE  KIM ,  NO SHE  CAN'T  LIKE  THE  PERSON WHO  HAS  LIMITED  TIME  ,  

SHE  ONLY THING ME  AS  FRIEND , THATS IT  , NOTHING ELSE

I  battle  with  my thoughts  when  yuri  also  said '' we can  see  amy-shi  she  will not care for  you  that much  if  she doen't love you '' i  can't tell them the  real  reason  why i marry her  .

then sooyoen call us  for  dinner  , she  took  seat  beside me  and served  food to  me  , i got  shocked  because  she  was  literally forcing me  to  eat  vegetables  ,no amy   friends  do  these  things  for each other

then  i goes to my room  to  my office i have to  see  some  files  before sleeping  but  she  enter  my  office  and said  thank you to me  , i said its  ok its  my  responsibilty  to keep you  happy  i  will  keep  that promise  until i die

she  forced  me  to sleep with her  on the  bed  i sigh and  slide inside  comforter  , a  thunderstorm  occur and she hug  me ,, my heart  beat  faster i think she  is  afraid of thunderstorm  i   also  hug  her  but  she  ask  something  unexpected  to me  that if i  love someone( you )  i nod  , but  i also  said  that  i can't  express  to that  person she  ask  why  , so i  answer  that i am running out  of time  of me ( because i  don't  want  you  to suffer )  then she  ask me  what's  the meaning(  i am  dying thats why  sooyoen  , i want you  to be happy with little  kim  ) i  just patted  her  back  and  said  '' sleep  well  , princess '', and  she  fall to sleep ,  i just  cry  silently  and watch  her sleep  , soon after i also fall  asleep .

jessica's pov 

i  wake  up early  today  just to   see  a peacefully  sleeping  kimi  by  my side , she  is  hugging me , i don't mind though i  actually  feel  happy  and  secure ,  i  silently  laugh  when i saw she  sleeping like  a kid  ,  i know  i love her  and  i  know  she  also  love  me  but  last   night  she said  she  can't express  her  love  ,  i   know  she  is hiding  something  from me  which i have  to  find  and  i will  because  this  perfect  person  is mine  and i will make her mine , soon  she  also  open  her  eyes ,  she looking at me with  her sleepy eyes  she  is looking  like  a  lost puppy right now  with  her cute pout  and  messy  hair  ,  she  close  her  eyes  again  and  pull  me  close  and hug me  ,  i laugh  at  her  but she have to  get  redy  for the office  but  its  still early so  i let it pass ,  i  think  she  is  still in her  sleepy state , she  put her  face  on the  crook of my neck  and  whisper '''i  love  you  , sooyoen'' in  sleepy tone  ,  i  can't   believe my ears  she  said  she love me  i  put  my hands  around her and  hug  her  tightly . after 30  min  she  wake up  again 

''  sooyoen  , sorry  i didn't  mean  to make  u  uncomfortable  ''  she  said , her hair is  still messy  so  i fix  her  hairs  with my hands 

'' its  ok  , kimi  ''  i  said , she  watch  the  time  and she have  meeting at  10 am  and  its  7:30  am  right  now , she  lie down again ,  i  also lie  down  faceing  her  , she  is so perfect  her  nose  , her  cheeks  and  her  kissable lips 

how  much  i  want  to kiss  her  right  now  or  make  out  with her it  will  DAEBAK  !!  STUPID  JUNG  CONTROL  YOUR  HARMONES

'' kimi  what will  you  do  if  someone  say  i love  you to you ''  i said ,  i am thinking to confess  ,

''  no  , i  don't  want  anyone to  fall  for  me  ''  she  said  with  eyes  still  closed .

'' why  ''  i  said  ,  i am  sad  actually  but i  want  to find out  the  reason

'' because  i  don't  want them to suffer '' she said ,i  just  frown  because  i love her and  she  also  then  why  can't  we  confess  and live happily .  i can make  jongin  understand  , 

'' sooyoen , don't  ever  fall  in love  with me ,  i  am not worth of  anything   '' she  said  again  and i got  stunned ,  i don't know  what  to answer .

she  get  up and  go to  washroom to   get  ready for  the office ,  i take  out clothes  for  her  from the closet  and  put it  in the  bed ,  i make  my  way to  the  kitchen for  making  black coffee  for her ,  i lost in  my thoughts  that  i  didn't  notice that  she  is  calling  me 

''  sooyoen  , can you  please  help  me  with the tie  '' she  said , i help  her and  fix her  collar , she is  wearing her white  shirt  and  black pants with  black tie but  today  i  choose  west for her  and she  looking  cool  in that .

{ you  are  wearing  this ]

she  drink  her  coffee  and  i  her  to the door 

'' thank you , sooyoen ,  and  say  thank  you  to  your  friends  too  when they will awake  i had good  time  yesterday  night '' she said and smile , she was  going  but i  kiss her on cheeks  and  said ''  work hard  and come back soon '' she  was shock but  said ''  i-i-i will  ''  with shuttering voice . i close  the door  and  go to kitchen  to  prepare  breakfast  for  the  girls  ,  but  my  mind is  full  of  things  that  happen in the  morning ,i hear  the voice 

''  good  morning  , jessi  i see  you  are  up  early  , its  really shock  to  see you early  '' tiff  said  , she  sat on the  stool ,

'' kimi  goes  to the  office  early  that's  why i  have  to help  her  getting  ready and make her  coffee ''  i said with low  tone

''  what  happen  jessi  i  thought  you  will  be  happy  today  as it was  your first  night  togethor  with her ,  tell  me  what  happen''  she said

then  i  told her  the conversation  me  and kimi  had  in the  morning  ,

''  tiff  ,  i know  she love  me then why she  said  that  don't  fall  for  me i am not  worth  anything  '' i said sadly,

''i  think  their  is some  serious  reason behind it ,  yesterday  night  also  her  face  got  pale  and she was  holding her  chest  , don't  you  think there is  something  wrong  with that '' tiff  said

'' and  tiff i  also find my high  school  pic  in her wallet  ,i  mean at that time i was  just a  trainee  and  i was  not  famous , then  how she  have  my  high school pic '' i said 

''jessi ,  i  think  i know  who amy  is ? ''   tiff  said

''  i  don't understand  how  you know her ''  i said  confusingly 

''' jessi  when  we  go to  amy's  room i saw her  high school  picture  , she  is the  girl which we  talk  about  in high  school  who  help   you from that  accident  '' she  said 

''  i don't  remmeber  tiff  ''  i said

'' jessi , remmeber when  we  were  in high  school  a  girl  saved  you  from  getting hit  from the  car  and  got  hit instead ,  and  she  was the girl  who used to  have a  great  crush  on you ,   and  when some random  girl  confess to  you ,  you  firmly said that  you  are  straight '' tiff said , now i  know  she  was that  girl  who  saved  me  and  then  disappear  

'''' so ,  she  loves  me  from  high school   ,  i am  so stupid  but  why  she disappear  from  high school '' i said  ,i  have to find  something, in the  morning also  i  saw  kimi  taking some medicine  

'' jessi ,  does  amy  have  any  friend  , we  can  ask  from  them  ''  tiff ask 

''  no ,  but  she  only have  on  friend  yona  who came  to our  wedding , when  kimi  was  in the  hospital she  was  lying to  me  , i think  she  knows  something  ''  i said 

''  but it  will not  be  easy  to  find  out  ,  just   after  few  days  we will  go to her  , till  then seduce  your  kimi ,  and have you talk  to jongin  , he  is  cheating  on you  jessi  just  leave  , if  he  wants to marry  he will not  ask  for  her   sister  help  , all he  cares  is his wealth '' tiff  said  jongin is  cheating  me  and  how she  knows

''  how  do you  know  tiff  ''  i ask 

'' i  saw him at  sooyoung's  party  he  was making out with  another  girl  ''  tiff said with her  head  low that was  before  my marriage  HOW  COULD HE !!!  BUT ITS  NOT  HURTING ME THOUGH

'' why  didn't  you told me  that time '' i  said 

'' because at  that  time  you  was  blind  by  him , '' tiff  said  

''  thank you tiff  ,''  i said  and hug her , suddenly my phone  rang  it  was from  soojung 

'' soojung- ah  miss  your unnie  '' i  said with  a  smile 

''unnie  , guess  what ''  she  said 

''   you  learn how  to  draw  other  things   rather than your  alien monester ''i said ,  yea  she  draw  things  i also  don't  know  ,  i  seriously  don't  understand what  is  in  her   head  sometimes

''  unnieee  ~~ ,  hajimma '' she  said 

'' ok , so tell  unnie  '' i said 

''i  am coming this  weekend  to meet  your  y  husband  and  i will stay over  for weekend '' she said  no  no  this  is bad  .,NOT  AGAIN  , FIRST  MY  MEMBERS  , NOW MY  LIL  SISTER , I AM  GOING  CRAZY  WHY ALL  OF THEM  IS  CRAZY  OVER  KIMI  o-o 

now  how  to save  kimi  from my sister  [  next  mission  ]  i will  die  now  because  soojung  is someone   who  i  can't  tame !!!  [  silent  crying ]

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