your's pov

i still  can't   believe  i  behave  like  a  kid in  front  of  her  yesterday ,  what  will  she  think  of  me  now  that  she  married  a  kid . after  thinking  of  ways  as  how  to face   her  i  go  to  kitchen  for  black  coffee  as  i  am  carving  for  it  ,  i  stopped  in my tracks  as  i  saw  the  jessica  already  prepared  the  breakfast  ,  for  few  minutes  i  was   there   until  a  voice  interupt  me 

''  kimi ,  why   are  you  standing  there  ,come  on  lets  have  breakfast   together  ''  jessica  said , its  the  first   time  in my  life  that  someone  prepared  breakfast  for  me ,  not  even  my  family had  breakfast  with  me  apart  from  meeting  ,  my  mom  never  cook  anything  for  me in  my  entire  life .

''  y-yes  ''  my  voice  shutter 

i  sit  on the  dinning table   where  the  food  was   already  ready  and  served  ,  jessica came towards  me with  a  coffee  mug  in her  hands  and  give  it to  me  ,  i  took the  mug and  see  it  was  black coffee

''thank  you  , jessica-shi  ''  i said  and bow  ,  i  am  getting  very  emotional  right  now  because  no  one  show this  much  care  to  me ,  don't  get   any wrong  idea  amy  she  is  thankful  to  you that's  why  she  is  behaving  this  way , i  almost  cry  but  compose  myself  ,  but  i  failed  to  hide  a tear  which  fell  in my  hand  ,

''  kimi  ,are  you  okay  , why are you  crying  ''  jessica said 

''  its  nothing  jessica-shi , its  just this  is the first  time  someone  cook  for me ''  i  said  softly ,  her  eyes  get  bigger i think  she  is  shocked  , i  think  now she  will pity  me  but  instead  of that   she  said ''  its  ok kimi , i will  cook  for  you  from now  onwards , so  don't  let  others  cook  for  you ''  

''  thank you  , jessica-shi ''  i said

'' kimi  ,  why  are calling  me  formally  i  thought  u said  you  will  call me  sooyoen  from  now ''  she  said  

''  i  just want  to be  rude  jessica-shi ''  i said 

''  its  ok  kimi  you can  call me  sooyoen ,  and  from now  we  both  are  friends  , so  you can  share anything  with me  ''  she  said  , i  can  see sincerity  in her  eyes  

as  we  proceed  to eat  our  breakfast  , i didn't  leave  any  single  thing  and eat  eveything  she  made   i don't  want to  waste  anything  sooyoen made  its  too  precious  to waste  

'' kimi  ,  eat  slowly  or   you  will  choke  ''  sooyeon  said , i  just  pout 

''  no  ,  its  delicious   i  haven't  eaten   food  delicious  than this '' i said

''  but   you  always  eat outside  in many  restaurant  ''  sooyeon  said 

''  yes ,  but  home made  food  is  the  bestt   of  them  all  ''  i  said  

''  ok , can  you  come  home  early   today  my  friends are  coming  ''  she said  ,  i  took  sometime   first  because  i  have  too  many  projects  lined up  but i can  do that  at night  ,  i don't  want  sooyoen  to  upset  .

''  yes , i can  ,  just  give  me  a call  and  i will   come  '' i said ,  as  i  finish  my   breakfast  i  goes  to  my  room  to get  ready  its my first  time to  go  on office  time  or  else i will  go   seven  or  eight  in the  morning .

after  wearing  a white shirt  and a grey  trouser  i  left with  the  tie  ,  when  i  was  planning to  make  my tie sooyeon  enter the  room   as i can see  her  from  mirror  , i turn around  and  while  making my tie  and  ask  ''   do  you  need  anything   sooyoen ''  but  my tie  making  activity is  a  failure ,  

''  yes ,  i  want  to  say  that  my  friends  will  stay  for  night   ,do  you  have  any problem  ''  she said 

'' no  , they  are  welcome here  and can  do  anything they  want ''  i said  while  focusing in my tie  as i  am  running late 

'' let  me  help  you  with  your  tie  , do  you not  know how  to  make  a  tie  '' she  said 

''its  not  that  i know how  but  now  a days  i  am  having difficulty  to  it ,  on th  wedding  day also  ur   friend  tiffany  help  me  '' i said  confusingly ,  but i  haven't  known  someone is  having  another  thought '' oh !   so  tiff  help her on the  wedding day  !!!!!!!

no one  can  make her  tie  other  than  me  , her  WIFE  !!

NO  JESSICA  ,CALM  DOWN ,  

SHE WAS  JUST HELPING HER  

YEA  AND  SHE  GET  CLOSER  TO  HER  AND  TOUCH HER  

ITS  BECAUSE  SHE HAVE  TO TIE  THE  BOW  STUPIDDD!!!!!!!

 ''  no  one  other  than  me  will  make  ur  tie  and  from now on every  morning   i willl help  you  get ready  for the  office , okay  '' she said  firmly  and  glares at  me  

i  just gulp  and  nod my  head  ,  she  fix my  collar and tie  my  shirt button , and  pick my   blue  jacket and   help  me  to put it on,  after  that  she handle me  my  office  bag  , I  AM  SERIOUSLY  CONFUSE  WHY SHE  IS  DOING THINGS  FOR ME ,  don't get  any  wrong idea , she is  little  kim's  love  and i can't  let   her  fall  for me  knowing that   my  health state  is  not  good  0-0

[ this is  you are wearing ]

'' thank you  , sooyeon '' i said  ,

'' its  ok  , work hard  and  come  home soon '' she  said   and   me  to the  door  . 

i  was  driving  my car  and  thinks   what  sooyoen  last line  was  ,  this  is  first  time  my apartment  looks  like  home  ,  for the   first i want to go  home  soon   because  someone  is waiting  for  me  there ,  i am  smiling  like  creep  who cares .

for  the  first  time i am happy to have  home  to have   someone  waiting  for me , but i also  know these  thing  are  only temporary  not  permanent , because  the  reality  is  cruel  but  i want  to  live these  fake  moments happily   ,  because this  is  the  first time  for  me  to smile  and  to  feel  some  warmth 

i reach office  and  start  doing my  work   without  track of  time ...

jessica 's  pov

i  don't  know  what  happen to me  that  i woke up in the  morning  and make  breakfast  for  kimi  and  for  myself  , i  also  make  black coffee  for  her  because  i know  she  love  to  drink  this  bitter  drink  , i  don't  know  how  can she  loves  to  drink this  ,  i  mean  its   to  bitter  ,my  thoughts  got interupted  when  i saw  her standing  still  , i think she  she  shock to  see  me  , then  i  told  her  to  sit  in  dinning table  to have  breakfast  togethor, i got  shocked  when  she  told  me this  is  the  first time  someone is  cooking something  for  her  ,  i can  see her  tears  in her  hand  which  she is  trying to  control  but   i know  her ,  

when we start  eating the   food  she  was  eating  very  fast so i  told  her  to  slow  down  or  else  she will get  chocked ,  but  she  makes  a very  cute pout , HERE  WE  GO AGAIN  THIS  ADORABLE  KID  IS  OUT  , i tried  resist her , after  breakfast  i got  a  call  from  my friends  saying  they  want sleepover  , so  i thought  to  inform  kimi  about it , when  i enter   her  room  she  was  struggling  with  the  tie  and  her  shirt  buttuon was  open  , 

I SWEAR  TO GOTN  I ALMOST  GOT  NOSEBLEED   LOOKING AT  HER  ,i told her  about  sleepover  she  said that  she is  okay  with it  while  focussing on her  tie  how  cute^^   so help  her  , but  when   she   told  me that  tiff  help  her  i couldn't help  but  get jealous  , beacuse  she is  my  hubby  and  no one  can  do  her  task other  than me ,  so  i sternly  told kimi  to not let other  person do her  task and  i  will  help her   with  getting ready  , then  i   her  to the door  .

when she  was  gone  to  work  i start   thinking i am in love  with  her  ??  how  can i  say this jongin,  and   today's  night the  girls  are coming to sleepover  ,  what   will happen when they  see  my  kimi  in  her  night  attire  and   all the  of them  will  her  with  the  eyes ,

NO I  CAN'T  LET THAT HAPPEN ,  I WILL  PROTECT MY  HUBBY 

NO ONE WILL  TOUCH HER  AND  FLIRT  WITH HER 

OH  MY GOD !  how will  i  stop  this when i also drool  over  her  body  

i have  to think ways  to stop  this ?/?

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