The feeling!

FaMiLy Of Us

Two days after the funeral of their mother, today they have another funeral to be arrange for. Leeteuk and the others eyes had swollen because of the non-stop crying. Their mother left them and now their father is locking himself in the room. Leeteuk still not talking to anyone since two days ago. He just keep silent and making his brothers worried aboud him. 

 

This morning, their sleep was awaken by the screaming from their father. Hankyung ask one of the workers to get the key and open the door of their father's room. Hankyung and Heechul know that they have to take the responsibility as older now. And what caught their eyes once the door's open was something shocking. There is their father curled himself at the corner of the room. The room is in a big mess. Their father was misrable crying hugging the frame of their mother. Hankyung is hesitated to move to their father but a hand that wrapping around his arms from Heechul assuring him to move. 

 

"Ap...appa?" Hankyung call the man that crying at the corner. When their father is not responding to his call, he looks worriedly at Heechul behind him. Heechul just give a nod to him, "Appa, are you okay? What happen appa? Are you hurt?" Hankyung ask again once more time.

 

"My heart hurt Hannie. My heart!! Why this happen to me. Why sons!!!" Their father start screaming loudly make everyone scared by it. Ryeowook and the others whom only seeing from door hugging each other. 

 

"Appa, please wakes up!! We need you!!" Heechul said loudly make Hankyung jump from shocks.

 

"But I need your mother. She sacrifices herself to give me a daughter, to give all of you a sister! It's all my fault! I am stupid!!!! Arghhhh!!!!!!" They gasped in horror when they look how miserable their father. 

 

"Why I am still alive if my daughter also leave me? Hahahaha.. you all know what? Your sister also hate me. She hates us so she went to accompany your mother. She leaves me too. How ironic this life is." Their father keep talking to himself. 

 

"What is appa talking about? Our sister leave us?" Sungmin asking them. 

 

"Yes. She died. She leave us. She leave us..." The mumbles from their father is enough to slap themself in their face. Kangin runs to downstair and call their doctors who take care of the babies. After he get the confirmations, he give a nod to the others beside him.

 

"She can't make it. She is gone. While the baby brother is stabil now. He can come home in two days." Kangin said what he heard from the doctor earlier. 

 

"No!! Why she..." Donghae is crying hardly, hugs by Siwon and Eunhyuk.

 

 

They just come back from the funeral of their sister. Their father is not coming along with them, he just keep locking himself in the room. The mansion is in a dark sorrow. Everyone just sobbing and not talking. The ahjumma who had works there since they are young always pursuade them to eat. Heechul and Hankyung take charge in everything. They knows, their brothers need them now. There is nobody else to calm them down. They only have each other.

 

"Hyung. Please eat. We are worried about you." Hankyung said to Leeteuk who just pacing at food on the table. "Hyung please. We need you. You have us to share your tears. Look at our dongsaengs hyung. We need each other now. Please don't just keep silent like this."

 

"Hyung.. Wookie miss your voice."

 

"Hyung, we can walk through this together hyung. We are all sad. We are all crying. We are all falling down. You can too hyung. Let your tears fall. Don't keep it again hyung." Yesung said hugging his oldest brother. The words from Yesung is enough to make his wall broken. The body is shaking terribly. The tears fall down without he can stop. He broke down in front of his brothers loudly. The others that see it move from their chair to Leeteuk and hugs him together with the others. 'We are a family.' 

 

 

A month later, the dead body of their father hanging in his rooms was found by the workers who want to give him breakfast. Once again, the kids have to endure another sadness. Another sorrow. Another tears. They don't know why all of this happen to them and because of that they put the blame to once person. Their baby brother. For them, if he is not born than umma will still be here. Appa will not fallen and be in depression. Everything is that baby fault. And the blame change their feeling to hate. Full of hate to the innocent baby. 

 

 

The baby boy grows up in the hateful environment. He who knows nothing, being abandoned by his own brothers. From he is a baby, the others never take a look at him. Only the ahjumma who care about him. Once, the kids have try to hurt the baby when he is crying non-stop at night only to be stop by the ahjumma. That is when the ahjumma make a decisions to take the baby live with her and only comes to the house only when she need to work as one of the workers at the mansion. 

 

"Leeteuk-shi?" 

 

"What it is ahjumma?" Leeteuk ask the middle age woman.

 

"I need your approvement." The ahjumma said carefully. Truthfully, she is scared. She knows everything and everyone had change since months ago. 

 

"About what?"

 

"About Kyuhyun." With that Leeteuk snaps at her. The others that listen also looking sharply at her.

 

"Just do whatever you want." Leeteuk said without any expression. He just don't want to talk about the boy. 

 

"I will take him live with me till he is old enough to take care of his own. I do it for his own good. He will live here again once he start the school."

 

"As I said, do whatever you want with him. I don't care about him!!" The glare that given from 15 years old kid in front of her is enough to make her pale. Since she works here, she never see that side of the kid. Full of hateful and angry. 

 

"Ahjumma, please leave. You can take him with you and yes you can also take him here when the times come." Hankyung said calmly. He don't want the topic become hotter. When he see the ahjumma nods her head and take a leave, he sigh silently. 

 

Everyone is very sensitive about the baby now. Yes, he also hate the baby before. But, a week ago when no one is at home except the workers and the baby, he heard the gigling of the baby from the nursery room. He took a peek and see no one is there. He don't know what but something is pulling him to the baby. He examines the room and he realized that they never get in here. They never look closely at the baby. And now he noticed that the baby face is so cute and calm. He had a pair of big eyes, a small lips and a chubby cheeks just like their mother. His brown hair and pale body just like their father. Hankyung felt something touches his heart and his hand moved to touch the baby. The baby just giggling happily inside his baby-bed. Before he can touch the baby, he heard something behind him.

 

"Hannie hyung? What are you doing here?" Donghae ask when he saw Hankyung inside the room because the door is slightly open. Truthfully, sometimes he sneaks silently inside this room just to look at the baby sleeping. 

 

"Hae? And what are you doing here?" Hankyung is as shocks as Donghae when they see each other. Donghae close the door behind him and hush his brother to lower his voice.

 

"Shhh, keep lower hyung. I don't want Teuki-hyung heard us." Hankyung just give him questioningly looks. He don't get it.

 

"Hyung, please don't be angry. I know I am wrong when I sneak in this room silently. But, I just take a look at Kyuhyun, hyung." 

 

"You sneak in before? Why?"

 

"Because all of you hate him. I don't want all of you angry at me."

 

"Explain Hae."

 

"I like Kyuhyun. I am not mad at him anymore. One day, I saw him playing with the ahjumma in here. He is giggling and he is so cute. Since that, I sneak in here silently just to see him sleeping. He looks like umma and appa.." And with that, Hankyung is understand everything. Donghae don't hate the baby. Donghae touch the baby small hand lovingly.

 

"Yes Hae. You are right. Look at his face, just like umma and appa.." Hankyung smile at the baby and pinched the baby cheeks make him giggling again. 

 

"Hyung not mad at me?" 

 

"No Hae. This is my first seeing him closely like this. Hyung also like him."

 

"Really? But hyung can't tell the others especially Teuki hyung. The others don't like it."

 

 

Since that day, the two of them always sneak into the room without anyone noticed and play with the baby happily. Hankyung take a look at Donghae that sit with the triplets across him, his face is so upset and sad. Hankyung knows that Donghae has love Kyuhyun so much. Of course the decisions from the ahjumma make him sad but he know he can't do anything to stop Leeteuk either. He also worried about the baby if he is still here.

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SJ_Kyu #1
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mykyunie #2
Chapter 38: Wow this is beautifull. Thanks
heekim
#3
I cried so much for this story, but then it ended beautifully! Thankyu ♡
mire89 #4
Chapter 38: great story
mikaella_suju #5
Chapter 37: this story is very beautiful i cried
iloveonlykyu
#6
Chapter 38: T___T this is so beautiful. It made me tear up for real. I love it so much. Thankyu ^_____^
supergirl92 #7
Chapter 38: Omg this is so sweet authornim. There aren't many SUJU fam stories so this was lovely. Good job.
oceandiamond
#8
Chapter 38: aww…so good my heart feel thouh with this I really love it.I want a brother like them*-*