The loneliness.

FaMiLy Of Us

Leeteuk is looking at the garden outside his room through a large glass wall. He is standing there in his deep thought. Leeteuk is not blind. He knows his brothers really well only by watching their behaviour. Day by day, Kyuhyun slowly getting in their circle. If before, all this years since their parents died, they never talk too much about the kid. Even never look at him everytime he passed by. But nowadays, since a month ago. Yes, a month ago, he see the changes from their brothers eyes. 

 

"Hyung? The others already downstairs." 

 

"I will comes down in a minute okay Wookie. You go first." Leeteuk smile at Ryeowook before the younger left him alone. 

 

'I will just sit and see what else will happen on the days forward.' Leeteuk said in his mind and goes downstairs joining the others in the living room.

 

"It is all your stupid greeny small turtle fault!!! I hate it!" Heechul snaps at Yesung before he hiss at the pain from his scratch on his nose.

 

"Who told you to run around the mansion like that?" Yesung said angrily.

 

"And who taught you to let your turtle walks around easily in this mansion??!" 

 

"Well it had legs of course it can walks!"

 

"You!! Yah! If I found it around again once more time, I will eat it alive in front of your eyes!!"

 

"We don't eat turtles." Kibum said flatly looking on his phone in his hand.

 

"Hyungie, calm down. Stop shouting please." Ryeowook try to calm the two. 

 

"Shut up Wookie. This is your faults too." Eunhyuk glares at the younger while receiving the treatment from Sungmin.

 

"How is that my fault? I just cooking silently in the kitchen!" Ryeowook glaring back at Eunhyuk.

 

"Who told you to be so scary while cooking? You don't have to be so scary right? Of course we are scared." Eunhyuk defends back ignoring the pain.

 

"I will not be scary if Hae hyung don't disturbed my sleep just because he is hungry!" 

 

Donghae gulps his own saliva looking nervously at the murderous look from Heechul, Yesung and Siwon. The three innocent people that freely got hurts from all the chaos. 

 

"Cho Donghae!! You will be dead!!" Heechul gets up immediately to run to the nervous boy but Hankyung is more fast than him. Hankyung grabs his shoulder make him sit back on the chair angrily. 

 

"Sit Chullie. No one will be dead tonight" Hankyung said without leaving his eyes from the book in his other hand.

 

"What all of this shouting about?" Leeteuk said once he sit on the single couch. 

 

"Hyung! They want to kill me!!" Donghae starts crying hugging Leeteuk tightly. "Is it is a wrong thing if I was hungry?" 

 

"Yes if you force them to cook for you." Kibum said still flatly but this time while he is sipping the hot coffee.

 

"Hae, stop crying and go sit on your place back." Leeteuk said softly gesturing the crying boy to the one of the couch.

 

"Aww Minnie! Slowly please. It's hurt." Shindong whining moving his hand away from Sungmin.

 

"Stop whining! I have to massage it a little if you don't want it to be swollen!" Sungmin said grabs the hand back massaging it slowly.

 

"Look likes nothing serious injuries right?" Leeteuk ask watching them one by one.

 

"Nothing serious? Look at my messy hair! Look at my cute nose! Look at my face!! Everything is so serious, I think I need to make a beauty surgery to fix all this back!!" Heechul said looking so serious.

 

"You don't need a surgery to heal a scratch." Kibum said flatly again.

 

"Shut up Bummie!!" Heechul snaps angrily but not like the cool Kibum care about it. He is enjoying his coffee ignoring all his crazy brothers around him.

 

"Okay okay. Enough of it, just do whatever you wants Chullie and please fix your behaviour too please." Leeteuk said.

 

"Behaviour don't need a.." 

 

"Shut it up Bummie." Leeteuk interupts Kibum by sending a 'oh-please' looks at the younger.

 

"Fine, I will not talking anymore." Kibum said just drink all the hot coffee.

 

"Err Bummie, it's hot." Kangin said softly to Kibum worrying the younger throat. Kibum just give his killer smile to him. Kangin sigh. All my brothers are crazy!

 

"Kids, I have something to tell you guys." Leeteuk said catching their attention. "Ahjumma had quitting his job here. So we don't have any workers to cook for us anymore." 

 

"Why ahjumma quits?" Sungmin ask.

 

"Her husband just died yesterday." Leeteuk said answering Sungmin's question.

 

"Oh. I feel sorry for her." 

 

 

Kyuhyun is in the middle to enter the mansion from the front door when he heard the words out from Leeteuk.

 

'Ahjumma had quit?' 

 

"Her husband just died yesterday." Kyuhyun wide his eyes when he heard it. What?

 

Kyuhyun's close the front door and dashing off to his room without looking at the others in the living room.

 

 

"What is that?" Siwon ask when they heard the front door being close loudly before they see Kyuhyun's running to the upstairs.

 

"Oh, he must had heard us." Donghae said worringly. Leeteuk just watching them from the corner of his eyes. 

 

"He must feel sad because he is very close to the ahjumma." Ryeowook said.

 

"Should we talk to him?" Yesung ask.

 

"Why should we? It is good enough at least he already heard it." Heechul said only focus on the hand-mirror.

 

"Chullie.." Hankyung mutters softly.

 

Without anyone realize it, Leeteuk is smirking secretly under his tangled hand in front of his mouth. So, already 5 of them huh?

 

Kyuhyun hugs his legs closely to his chest. I have no one else here anymore. Ahjumma had left me alone. Who will talk to me in this mansion after this? Who will smile lovingly to me? Who else there to cook for me? 

 

'Umma appa. How is my life from now on?' 

 

Kyuhyun pull out his phone and dial a number. He waits for the call to be connecting on the other line.

 

"Hello Kyuhyun-ah." 

 

"Ahjumma. Why? Why you also leave me alone." 

 

"I am sorry Kyuhyun. I have to live here from now on taking care of my childs. Don't worry Kyuhyun. Everything will be fine."  

 

'How will it be fine? Tell me ahjumma. I am alone.'

 

"Are you okay ahjumma? I am sorry for your lost."

 

"I am okay Kyuhyun-ah. It's already his time, what else can I do." 

 

'But nobody said that when umma and appa died. What is the different?' 

 

"You will still be there for me right?" Kyuhyun is so scare. He scares to accept the facts that nobody is here to be with him in this big mansion.

 

"Kyuhyun-ah. Don't be like this. I already felt hard to quit the job but there's nothing I can do. But! Yes, I am still here for you. You can call me anytime, okay Kyuhyun?" 

 

"Promise?"

 

"I'm promise! I will always be there for you. You are also one of my sons."

 

Kyuhyun smile a little to hear it. "Thank you ahjumma." 

 

"No need Kyuhyun. I works there for a long time already. I know you and I also know them very well. Oneday, they will changes Kyuhyun. Open your heart even a little for them can you?"

 

"I'm not sure. I'm scares!" 

 

"I understand you. Hey Kyuhyun, looks at the clock. What's time now. You need to sleep baby." 

 

'Baby. I love to hear that from you ahjumma. I feel love from it.'

 

"Okay ahjumma. Good night ahjumma, I love you." 

 

"I love you too Kyuhyun. Good night and sleep well."

 

Kyuhyun cuts the line and take a bath before ready to sleep. He hope he will wakes up tomorrow with more strength more courages to continue his life onwards.

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SJ_Kyu #1
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mykyunie #2
Chapter 38: Wow this is beautifull. Thanks
heekim
#3
I cried so much for this story, but then it ended beautifully! Thankyu ♡
mire89 #4
Chapter 38: great story
mikaella_suju #5
Chapter 37: this story is very beautiful i cried
iloveonlykyu
#6
Chapter 38: T___T this is so beautiful. It made me tear up for real. I love it so much. Thankyu ^_____^
supergirl92 #7
Chapter 38: Omg this is so sweet authornim. There aren't many SUJU fam stories so this was lovely. Good job.
oceandiamond
#8
Chapter 38: aww…so good my heart feel thouh with this I really love it.I want a brother like them*-*