That morning, Kyuhyun still not going down to have a breakfast with the others like the usual morning since he got home, two months ago. They only thought that Kyuhyun is sulking about yesterday. Hankyung and Leeteuk already knocked on Kyuhyun's door that morning, but Kyuhyun still keep silent. 

 

"Can we just broke this damn door!!" Heechul suggest frustrated when the younger didn't open the door for the last they knocked it. Actually, he was worried. What if his baby, yes that what he want Kyuhyun to be now, his baby, got hurt inside? Who knows maybe he was drown in tub, got bite by spider or whatever stupid reasons that only can be thought by a person name Heechul.

 

"Why we need to take the hard way when we have the easiest way Chullie hyung? We've a key for every rooms inside this mansion hyung." Yesung said looking seriously.

 

"Stop acting so smart Sungie!" Heechul replied angrily. In his mind, Yesung is a weird dongsaeng not a smart one.

 

"But, I said the true!"

 

"Use a key hyung." Kibum said tiredly. He is very tired sometimes will all the craziness of his brothers. Very tired.

 

"Right! You're so smart Bummie! Hannie, take the key and open this stupid door!" Heechul commands ignoring the glares from Yesung.

 

"What the..." Yesung is not satisfied! Why they never see my genius brain. Do they think that this big head only had a small brain???

 

"Just keep silent hyung. You will never win that diva." Kangin mutters softly to Yesung ear. 

 

"I heard that raccon!!" 

 

Finally, the door is being open by the brothers. Leeteuk steps in first followed by the others of his brothers. Kyuhyun who already awakes an hour ago pretending to be sleeping while they're opened the door.

 

"He still asleep?" Donghae ask and take a sit on the bed beside Kyuhyun.

 

"Should we wakes him up?" Sungmin ask from behind the door.

 

"Kyu.." Leeteuk ignoring the others chanting and just focus on the sleeping boy inside the blanket with his head hiding under the pillow.

 

"He still not eat anything from yesterday. I'm worried. I can't go to school if Kyukyu didn't take the breakfast today." Ryeowook said honestly with a tray of breakfast and milk on his hands.

 

"Since when you bringing that tray?" Heechul ask when he noticed it.

 

"Of course from earlier, not from two weeks ago. Duuhh." Yesung said smirking with his rolling eyes. He just want to piss Heechul because of earlier.

 

"Kyu. Wakes up please." Siwon said softly while patting the younger back gently, trying to awake the boy.

 

"I never knows that it is this hard to wake him up." Shindong said while eating his remaining breakfast. Yes, beside Ryeowook, he also brings up the breakfast but of course for himself.

 

"Kyuhyun!!!" Kangin shouts suddenly, jerking everyone with the loud shouts. Ryeowook and Shindong almost lost the breakfast from their hands, while Heechul hand-mirrored almost broken to pieces. 

 

Kyuhyun who is just pretending to sleep earlier feel very annoying with all this disturbing. Added up with the shouts, he bits his lip angrily under the pillow.

 

"Yah, what the hell with you Cho Kangin!! Want me to throw you out from the window?" Heechul said angrily ready to choke the latter throat.

 

"Erghh, can you all just leave?" Kyuhyun said under the pillow.

 

"Kyu? Oh, you've been awakes. We just worried because you didn't came down to take dinner and breakfast." Leeteuk said with smile on his lips just to hear Kyuhyun's voice.

 

"Yes Kyu. Can you take some breakfast first? So that we can leave you without any worried." Hankyung said from his spot behind Leeteuk.

 

"Kyukyu, I've brought the breakfast to your room." 

 

"See, my shouted really can wakes him up." Kangin said proudly.

 

"Just leave." Kyuhyun said still not moving.

 

"Kyu? Are you okay?" Donghae ask trying to take away the pillow that hiding Kyuhyun's face, but Kyuhyun didn't let him.

 

Everyone looks at each other, questionning among themselves about what had happen. Are Kyu really sulking badly with them?

 

"Kyu? Can you put down the pillow please?" Siwon ask gently.

 

"Aww Kyu. Stop sulking please." Sungmin try to coax Kyuhyun.

 

"I said leave!! Just leave!!" Kyuhyun shouts histerically get everyone stun and frozen because of the sudden scream.

 

Kyuhyun throwing away the pillow that hiding his face and get up suddenly from his lays. That movement make Donghae who is laying down with him on the bed, falls on the floor while Leeteuk and Siwon standing away from his sit on the bed. Ryeowook on the second time almost lost his grips on the tray that he keep holding since the first. Don't know why he don't put it on the table even the room have a lot of place to put that tray.

 

"Kyu? What's going on with you?" Yesung ask slowly.

 

"My baby? Are you hurting somewhere?" Heechul also ask try to take a step closer to the boy on the bed but got stop immediately with another screams.

 

"Just leave! I said leave!!!" 

 

"Kyu. Hey calm down!" Siwon try to calm down Kyuhyun but he just got a pillow that have been thrown to him. No one understand the situations now. They just looking at the angry boy who is throwing all his pillows to anyone aimlessly.

 

"Kyu! Stop it!" Kangin said after he got caught the pillow from hitting him.

 

"Get out from my room!!" 

 

"We won't if you don't stop your shouts, Kyu." Leeteuk said still with soft tone even he got hit by the pillow earlier. He had promised to always make Kyuhyun happy since the incident.

 

"I hate you guys!!" Kyuhyun finally stop throwing the pillows when he got nothing else to be thrown. He is tired and exhauted. He didn't sleep last night after he awakes in the middle of the night. He just spend all the night with crying over his fate. He feel like a fool. He just being fooled by the others since 6 months ago. He really angry now!

 

Last night, Kyuhyun awakes from his unconcious state on the floor with his body full of sweats. The floor is cold but his body sweating a lot. It is because of what he had seen while he is fainted. The memories..he had got his memories back. Thank to the outer layer of the banana that making him fall.

 

And also because of that, he can't sleep through all the night. He is in messy states. He is confused with everything that had been happened to him. The lost of memory was like a time where he was trying to solve the thousands puzzles. He need to find about the past but at the same he can feel the happiness that he never experienced in the words called family, brothership. He feel relaxed and calm like he didn't need to think about anything. Nothing can make him sad and hurts.

 

But tonight, he had remembered everything back. The journey from the first time he's back to the mansion at the age of 4 to the time where he lost his balances from the impact that making him fall on the rock hardly. He had solve the puzzles and he should be happy. But, what he got that night is just a broken heart. He wished that he had died in the incident, seriously. There is nothing left for me in this world.

 

That thought reminds him about the others treatment to him since the incident. In just half of the years, his life had changed a lot. And once again he want to ask, why he got this life? Why the path of his way is full of sharp thorns? He also feels like he just been fooled by the others. They keep the truth from me! If they really had changed, why they never told me the through? Why they kept hiding it from me!! They just never changed. They just love to fool me and take advantages about my lost. They think that everything will be settle just like that? I hate them more now. 

 

 

The brothers don't know what to say. They still can't digesting everything that had been happen. Kyuhyun that they see this morning is different from the Kyuhyun that smile at them yesterday. Kyuhyun now is like Kyuhyun from before the incident. The swollen eyes, had he been crying all night? What is happening now??

 

"Kyu? What are you talking about? Hyung can't understand you Kyu." Hankyung said trying to reach the angry boy but got stop with Kyuyhun's word after.

 

"You're not my hyung."

 

"What? Kyu, are you still in your dreams?" Heechul said with his force smile. Please don't scaring us like this Kyu.

 

"I don't have a brothers." Sharp words with sharp eyes and sharp voice. Everything is so sharp from Kyuhyun that making everyone heart had stop beating. No, it can't be..

 

"Kyu. You have got yo.." Kibum said didn't get to finish his word. He realizes it now but hw just didn't want to accept it. Please not that one..

 

"Yes, I've got my memories back." Kyuhyun said sternly.

 

Ryeowook tray finally falls on the floor and the milk had been wetting his feet. But not like he had a time to care about it. Shindong also choking his meals with the sudden confession. Everyone stop moving even their eyes are not blinking. Please, someone wakes me up from this dream, please..

 

"Now please leave me alone! Go away!! I don't want to see your face! I hate you guys so much!!!" 

 

Like a spell, everyone just move their legs exiting the room without they want it. They want to be in there, explaining everything to Kyuhyun. Yes, they need to do that! They need to fix everything back. But, luck is no in their side when the door being slamed behind them and got locked. 

 

"Don't ever try to open this door again!!" Kyuhyun voice can be heard from inside. Usually they never got scared from that kind of warning before, but not this time. They really scared until their body are shaking. We need to do something before we lost our chance! 

 

"Hyung. This is just a dream right? I will wakes up later right?" Donghae ask without looking at anyone but just at the mozaic floor under him. The voice that they lost and the brain that stop functioning earlier got back to it's work. For Donghae and maybe also everyone, they really hope that this is just a dream. Please.. They're still not ready for this situation. 

 

Two side of views can be seen from the family inside the mansion. One is hiding under the blanket, crying heavily over his life and the dissappointed he felt towards the others. The heart that he tried to open before, had been closed back tightly. While the others twelve of the brothers, sitting on the floor outside the room crying over their fool and the feeling of guiltiness. Some are seeking for a hug from their brothers while some are just curling inside their own body, crying silently. If only the time can be reversed. If only they can resetting the past. If only they're brave enough to face the truth. If only..If only they can changed everything back.