"Kyu, that is an old photo album. That's why yours were not in there." Sungmin said softly.

 

"Then, there must be any photos that taken while I am a baby right?" Kyuhyun ask again still not satisfied with the answer. But when he looks at everyone face, he feels so upset. "Or no? I didn't have any photo." Kyuhyun said sadly.

 

"No no. It's.." Leeteuk words got interfered by Kyuhyun.

 

"No? That's mean I have a photo right? Come on." 

 

"Kyu. What Teuki hyung means is that, your photo is.. lost?" Kangin said even he is also unsure about his own words. Seriously, where their plans earlier?!

 

"Lost? Where to? Why? What happens to me before hyung? Everything seems so wrong to me." Unnoticed by Kyuhyun himself, he utters the words that make everyone snap at him.

 

"What do you mean with everything is wrong Kyu? Do you remembered anything?" Ryeowook ask him with his eyes focus directly to the younger. That question relieves the others tension. No doubt, Ryeowook is really the king of changing the topic. Kyuhyun sigh while taking a chair next to his Kangin hyung.

 

"Just a little but I don't understand it either." Kyuhyun mumbles softly. Already forgetting about the album and his upsetting for his photo earlier. Even it is just a little, it's already enough to kill us Kyuhyun. 

 

"Ermm..what do you see Kyu?" Shindong ask.

 

"I don't know." Short answer but still not enough for them.

 

"Just tell us what you understand." Siwon ask while biting his own lips.

 

"Crying kid? Sadness? Hurtful? I don't know." The decisions to keep is as a secret had long gone now. He opens widely to his brothers about what he had been dreaming now. He had lost, he really want the answer. And maybe, his brothers know something that can help him to understand the dreams.

 

When Kyuhyun doesn't had any answer or even a reply from his brothers, he decided to take a nap for a while "I think that I need a sleep for a while." Kyuhyun just leaving them that only sending him off by their look.

 

 

 

"Had Kyu remembered something? This is not good." Eunhyuk said get a nod of agreement from the others. 

 

"I don't know Hyukkie. But what if it is a yes?" Donghae said.

 

"What should we do hyung?" Yesung asking while looking at Leeteuk who just keep silent.

 

"We must accept the fact that sooner or later, his memories will get back." Kibum said with his folding arms, while leaning against the tree behind them. Leeteuk just close his eyes.

 

"What..what do you mean Bummie?" Ask Ryeowook.

 

"But we've been trying to stop the memories right?" Donghae ask needing an answer.

 

"Bummie is right. We can't do anything to stop the memories actually. We just can delay the progress for him to remember back." Hankyung said from his spot.

 

"You mean everything we did before are mean nothing?" Heechul also voiced out.

 

"Yes. We need to accept the fact now." Leeteuk finally spoke with sighs. Now or tomorrow, they need to realize the fact that they didn't have any powers to stop the memories. For all this time, they just didn't want it to be happen, the days Kyuhyun will remembered everything again. The days that Kyuhyun will be broken once again. The days that they scaring of, will be happen.

 

"What are you guys talking about? Then why we must did everything from the first place??" Kangin ask angrily. 

 

"Yeah. Isn't we already have an agreement to stop Kyuhyun from recalling back?" Siwon also ask while standing from his sit. Whatever it is, they don't want the past to comeback in Kyuhyun's life. They're happy with Kyuhyun now.

 

Yesung touch the album on the table and closing his eyes. "The past is always there, it had happens. No matter what we do, we can't change the past." 

 

"What Sungie hyung said is true. We can't change the past, we need to the cherish the presents and face the future." Sungmin said agreeing with it.

 

"We can't run away from our mistake." Short said from Shindong but enough to realize everyone that no matters what they did, they can't hide the truth from Kyuhyun forever.

 

"We've make a big mistake in the past. Even honestly I said, I am very happy to see Kyuhyun for who he is today. I don't want him to change, I don't want him to be sad again. That's enough with the past." Leeteuk said, standing on his spot walking slowly to near the pond. He looks at the fish inside, swims happily around each other. "We need to take the responsibility for our fault."

 

"I agree with Teuki hyung. Don't make the same mistakes, twice." Hankyung said softly looking at all his brothers.

 

"Then, what should we do Hannie?" 

 

"Tell him the truth." Kibum said again from the tree, looking directly at the brothers in front him accept Leeteuk who is near the pond.

 

"And how to do that? You're not expecting us to meet him and just tell him everything like that right?" Heechul said seriously. It is crazy if they do it in so sudden. But, what else he can hope for from his already not too normal brothers right?

 

"I just think about that way earlier." Kangin said blinking his eyes. Well, that just the way right? 

 

"I hope you to be the sane one in this family." Heechul glares at him.

 

"Writing a letter?" Yesung gives out his suggestion and everyone just rolling their eyes to that suggestion.

 

"That is the answer that I expecting from Sungie." Heechul smirking.

 

 

While in the mansion, Kyuhyun was locked himself inside his room with a plate of fruits that he got from inside the fridge earlier. He is sulking to all his brothers including his parent.

 

"Why? Why I don't have any photo!" Kyuhyun said angrily while peeling a banana and shove it in his mouth and just throw away the outer layer of the banana somewhere on the floor. He don't care about how messy his room is, as long as he can release his frutrated.

 

"Maybe I'm not one of this family?" Kyuhyun said peeling another banana and throw it away behind him.

 

Ahh!! I don't want to think about it anymore. It will only make me get a headache! Should I take a little nap? Kyuhyun think about the idea but he shrugged it off. No matter how much he try, he still can't get sleep with his condition right now. He just can't sleep easily when he is in frustration.

 

Kyuhyun walks to the window slowly. He opens up the curtain and let the shine lightning his room freely. That is when he noticed that his brothers are still chatting in the yard under his room. He don't know what they're talking about but he envied them. They looks very happy with each other. 

 

Heechul looks so pissed of something while Eunhyuk get hit on his head by Sungmin. Kibum and Leeteuk standing behind everyone with serious face. Nothing to weird of by Kyuhyun because for him, the two is always serious especially Kibum. It's hard to see his smile whenever the're talking but when he smiles, he looks very charming and cool, like a prince! 

 

"Kyu-ah. You know I really love you right?" Siwon asking him suddenly while they're having their tea time in the yard with the others.

 

"Yes Wonnie hyung." Kyuhyun just replied him with a smile before continuing his games battle with Kibum.

 

"Do you also loves me?" Siwon ask again waiting for the answer from the younger.

 

"Of course." Kyuhyun answering him back but this time without looking at him at all.

 

"Which number I am in your heart?" The questions from Siwon stoping everyone from whatever they're doing at the moment including Kibum who is in the middle to win the battle.

 

"Bummie hyung! Look, you're lose!!" Kyuhyun shouts at Kibum when he see Kibum stop playing his game.

 

"What do you ask Wonnie?" Leeteuk put down his book and looking questionally at Siwon. He just want a confirmation if what he had heard earlier is true.

 

"I'm just asking Kyu, what is the number I'm place inside his heart." Siwon said ignoring the others but just looking at the specific person who still give his eyes on the psp.

 

"And why're you asking that?" Donghae said glaring at him with Eunhyuk.

 

"I just want to know. What is wrong with that?"

 

"Aishhh, I'm lose!!" Kyuhyun shouts pouting his lip. "Ermm, by the way what do you asked me just now Wonnie hyung?"

 

"Which ranked I am in your heart?" Siwon ask again while biting his lower lip, nervously. But he is not alone, the others also waiting for the answer.

 

"It's hard to answer that. Among the top three?" Kyuhyun replied him honestly after a deep thinking inside his brain.  

 

Siwon was dumbfounded and after a moment of silence, he asked, “Why am I not your first?!”

 

That question from Siwon bringing out the laughters from their other brothers who had been listening to them from the first.

 

"I eager to know who is the first." Ryeowook said slowly.

 

 

Kyuhyun walks away from the window slowly to sit on the floor beside his bed. He looks aroud the room aimlessly. There is nothing that can make him reminiscing his past. He just look at everything but, nothing. Kyuhyun rubs his hair hardly making it in mess. Maybe a game can calms me down? With that he grab the laptop on the bed and on the games.

 

Without Kyuhyun realizes, it's been three hours for him to play the game. He stretching up his body and turning around to see the time. Kyuhyun moves his leg lazily to the bathroom before he going down to take a dinner. But! With his tired eyes and lazy body, Kyuhyun didn't see an outer layer of the banana that he throwed before is under his feet making his lost control of his body and slams down on the floor. He falls flatly on the floor with his head hit hardly.

 

"Aurghhhh." That is the last thing that Kyuhyun heard before he lost his energy. He falls unconciously on the floor inside his own room with the locked door. 

 

 

 

"Kyu? Dinner is ready." Sungmin called for the latter outside his room while knocking on the door. Sungmin had tried to open the door but it is locked from inside. His called also didn't get any response from the person inside.

 

"Just let him Minnie. Maybe he is sleeping. Let's not disturbing his rest." Shindong said from behind him.

 

"But, he still not eats anything from this evening." Sungmin said caringly.

 

"We will save some for him later." Shindong assuring his twin and taking Sungmin down back to the dining room with the others.

 

"He must be sulking from us."