"Anyone see Kyuhyun? I don't see him since yesterday and he is not in his room when I checked earlier." Sungmin ask worried about the kid. 

 

"He left yesterday hyung." Kibum said, only focus his eyes on his psp.

 

"Left? Where to?" Sungmin ask again steps towards Kibum.

 

"He had a trip tomorrow I guess. He left yesterday to his bestfriend's house." Siwon said while walking down from the upstairs. 

 

Nobody is at the mansion now except the younger. Leeteuk had gone to Japan since two days ago while Hankyung to China yesterday. Heechul had busying himself with his shop and only will get home late at night or never back at all. Yesung is busy with his class same with Kangin. They are already in their last week of exams. The left is only Sungmin, Shindong, the triplets and the younger twins. 

 

Kyuhyun had left the house yesterday after telling it to Siwon and Kibum who are at the mansion. They just let him left because they knows Kyuhyun need it. 

 

"Why I don't know about it?" Sungmin pout protestly.

 

"Because you are busy yesterday hyung. You only comes home late last night, we don't have a chance to tell you." Said Ryeowook who just comes out from the kitchen holding a plate of fruits. 

 

"Where is Dongie hyung?" Donghae ask.

 

"In his room, sleeping." Sungmin said flatly. They really back home late last night. They are very busy nowadays with a lot of assignments that need to submit. That's the reason why Shindong is still till this afternoon.

 

"You guys don't have class?" Sungmin ask once again and take an apple to peel.

 

"No hyung. It is weekend and our class got cancel." Donghae said.

 

 While they're talking to each other, the bell suddenly ringing. Siwon get up from his sit to see from the cam. Police?

 

"Who's coming Wonnie?" Eunhyuk ask when he see Siwon shocking face.

 

"Police." Siwon said just in one words but enough to shock everyone else.

 

"Let me open the door." Sungmin said. He is the oldest for now so he take the part willingly. The others also following him from behind, want to know why the police comes to their mansion.

 

Sungmin open the front door only to greet two policemen that standing with their uniform outside.

 

"Good afternoon sir. Sorry if we're disturbing you at this hour." One of the police said, Sungmin looks at the name tag at his uniform, Corp. Junsu.

 

"Yes, it's okay. Can we help you sir?" Sungmin ask again.

 

"Is this is the house where Cho Kyuhyun is living?" The other police, Corp. Yoochun asking him.

 

"Yes. Why sir?" Before Sungmin can say it, Donghae already said it from behind him.

 

"We're sorry to say this but we only found his identity card with him. We can't called anyone from his phone, that's why we have to come here immediately." Corp. Junsu said.

 

"Why? What happen to Kyuhyun??" Sungmin ask eagerly. 

 

"He got an accident while climbing the mountain." 

 

"What???!!" All of them shout spontaneous with wide eyes. 

 

"He is on his way to Seoul Hospital now. Please go there immediately because his condition is not so good." After saying it, the two policeman bid their goodbye and get into his car before leaving the still frozen young men at the door. 

 

"Hyung. Kyuhyun." Ryeowook said biting his own lips. He is shaking. 

 

"Faster hyung!! We need to go to the hospital now!!" Kibum half-shouts from their back awakes them. Kibum never highing his voice before. That shows how panics he is right now. 

 

"What should we do? What should we do??" Eunhyuk ask with trembling hands. He is shaking his head trying to push away all the negative thought. 'No! Kyuhyun can't died. I've done many wrong things to him. You can't died!' 

 

"Hyukkie hey. Calm down okay. We will go to the hospital now." Sungmin said try calming himself. Well yes, his mind is lost but after seeing how panics his dongsaengs are right now, he need to take care of everything.

 

"I will go upstairs first to wake Dongie up then we will go okay? Wonnie, take the mpv car key and all of you, wait for me in the car. Go!" Sungmin said before dashing off to the Shindong room. The others already run to the car waiting for him unpatiently.

 

They are now on their way to the hospital. Sungmin still keep his calmness from the front seat beside the driver, Shindong.

 

"Stay calm everyone. And have anyone try called the others?" Shindong ask. He just awakes from the shouts when Sungmin burst into his room, tearing. What Sungmin said after that making he forgots about his tiredness and just rush to the car immediately. He also forgots to bring his phone.

 

"Sungie hyung and Kangin hyung already on their way. But I can't reach Hannie hyung, Chullie hyung and Teuki hyung." Siwon said slowly. He is not an easy person to cry differ from his other two twins who already crying hugging each other beside him. 

 

"Send them a message to come to the hospital. Tell them about Kyuhyun." Shindong said giving instructions.

 

"Okay hyung." Siwon starts typing in his phone even always typing a wrong words because his hand is shaking badly. Kibum who see it patting his shoulder behind him. 

 

"Kyuhyun will be okay." Kibum said assuring him and try to calm down the others. Siwon let out a breath and typing back correctly.

 

"Just pray everyone." Sungmin mumbles softly from the front.

 

 

 

Leeteuk is in a airport when he receive a message from Siwon. He don't noticed the called earlier because the airport is so loud. He don't open the message immediately but put it back in his pocket when the announcement was make for the plane. He take his bag and move to the section. 

 

Leeteuk is sitting on his seat when another annoucement was makes to turn off the phone or put it in airplane mode. That time, his finger touch the message from Siwon.

 

Teuki-hyung. Kyuhyun is in the hospital now. He had a an accident while climbing the mountain. His conditions is not so good, please back hurriedly hyung. We are scared.

 

Leeteuk don't know what is the feeling that playing inside him now. His heart feel pain and beating so fast. His mind don't want to believe it. While his eyes is forming tears. 

 

Flashback

 

The night after he had a fought with his brothers, he is out to his car and drives away. He stop the car at the roadside of a quiet street before he cry hardly. He never cry in front of his brothers since their parents died. He put so many ego in his heart. His hands is shaking terribly on the stering. 

 

"You are the oldest. Please take care of your dongsaengs. Please love them fairly okay, including your new baby dongsaengs. Umma can trust you right?" 

 

That words keep lingering in his mind. How can I forgot about that. But why, why.. 

 

"Umma, appa.. mianhea. I'm so sorry umma appa." He mumbles softly. 

 

 

Leeteuk close his phone and looking at the sky outside. 10 years is not a short time. What if he die, Leeteuk? Would you feeling guilty? Leeteuk closes his eyes slowly ready to fall asleep. He still have 2 hours before he arrives in Seoul. 

 

"Teuki.." Leeteuk open his eyes slowly. So bright, he can see clearly.

 

"Teuki, umma is here." 

 

"Umma?" Leeteuk ask even he can't see so much. 

 

"Yes honey, umma is here. Comes to my arm honey." Leeteuk open his eyes back. He can see now. There is his umma together with his appa and a little girl with them. His umma is opening her arms widely waiting for Leeteuk. 

 

"Umma." Leeteuk runs quickly to the opening arms. He miss them, he miss this hug. 

 

"Teuki, what happen son. I trust you to take care of them but why this happens honey? Am I wrong in trusting you?" Leeteuk can heard the dissapointment in that soft voice. Leeteuk put up his head and look at his umma.

 

"Are you dissappointed in me umma?" Leeteuk ask with weary eyes. He feels like a kid again. His voice also like he is a child. 

 

"Yes Teuki. Umma and appa is very dissappointed and upset with you. What happen to you honey." His umma patting his back.

 

 "Umma. If only you abort him. If only you don't continue on your pregnancy, you must still be here with us. I miss you two." Leeteuk said crying slowly in his umma arms. Truthly, he never told the others about this. 

 

One day, he heard his umma talking to a phone inside her room. She said that she never knows that there is another baby inside her. For the fourth week of pregnancy, they just knows about the baby girl. But after the third scan, the doctor said there is another baby hiding behind the baby girl and it's making it becomes twin. She is very shocks about it. Leeteuk who is peeking behind the door had heard everything. At first, he is happy to hear that but the next words end up his smile. She said she is don't care if she will died after the babies is born, at least their family will have a little girl.

 

So thats make Leeteuk mad and hate at Kyuhyun. He was never meant to be alive in this world. But at the time, as a kid as he is, he don't knows much. He is also happy with the others dongsaengs and he must be wrong about it.

 

"It's our destiny honey. This is our path. There must be a reason behind all this. Umma and appa never taught you to be like this. Since when you have the hateness and devilish in you? I thought you are my angel Teuki." 

 

"Umma, I'm sorry. Please don't get mad at me." 

 

"Back to the beginning Teuki. Don't go any further with you hateness. Look closely at your dongsaeng, see his life in his eyes." 

 

"Teuki. We believe you. Please do what you should do since years ago. Leave everything behind and be our angel that we proud back. We love all of you." His appa said before the brightnest starts to dissappeared. The warm arms that lingering around his appa is lost. He is alone. Before Leeteuk lost in the darkness, he see a kid runs to him and lost behind his back following his parent.

 

"Kyuhyun?" 

 

 

"Sir, please wakes up. Put your safety belt because we will be landing in 30 minutes." The stewardess touch his shoulder lightly while saying that. Leeteuk follows her words in blanks mind.

 

"Is that kid, Kyuhyun?" He mutters softly. Leeteuk knows what he should do nows. He had realizes it. Thanks umma appa. I will not dissappointed you again.