"Kyu?" Changmin touchs his bestfriend slowly. He noticed that Kyuhyun keep dreaming since he came to his house three days ago. Kyuhyun had told him that he was in a hospital for two days because of fever and skipped the school for three days but Kyuhyun had changed since it. He less talked and more dreaming. 

 

"Uh? Why Minnie?" Kyuhyun ask turned his way back to him from the outside. They are in the bus together with their classmates on their place to the campsite of the trip.

 

"You doing it again." Changmin said flatly. Kyuhyun knows what Changmin mean by 'doing it again'. He just don't have the mood nowadays. He keep thinking about the past. About the days when his brothers foughts in the mansion. They defends me now. They care about me now. They notice me now. 

 

"No Minnie. I ask look at the scenery outside. Beautiful." Kyuhyun answer him with a fake smile. Truth, the scenery outside are very beautiful. Flowers blooming everywhere along their way. The green grass and leaves. The beautiful blue sky. But, his heart not looking at all that even his eyes are there.

 

"Don't lie to me Kyu. I knew you since 4 years ago." Changmin said seriously looking into the shorter eyes. I see sadness in there Kyu. Why?

 

"Its..nothing. I am okay Min." 

 

"Kyu. You have been so different since a week ago. I don't know what's exactly happens to you. I want to know so much but I keep it inside. I thought you will tell me later, but who I am kidding too. You still keep it from me as usual." Changmin voice full of dissappointed. Changmin is not looking at Kyuhyun anymore, he only looks at his hands.

 

"Minnie. How can I tell you when I already don't know what is happens to me now. Everything is...I don't know how to describe it either." They are sitting far at the back of the bus while most of their friends in front. The seats near them mostly is empty so nobody can heard their conversations.

 

"Sometimes I wonders Kyu. How well I knew you." Changmin mumbles softly under his breaths.

 

"You already knew me too well Minnie." 

 

"But I never knows what is the reason of your sadness nowadays. I miss your happy smile Kyu. Not your fake smiles." Changmin said looks back to Kyuhyun.

 

"I am tired Min. So tired. Am I really a 14 years old because I felt like I am much more older." Kyuhyun chuckles lightly after ending his words.

 

"Why you said that?" 

 

"I don't know. But Min-ah, I only have you. I am sorry for always burdened you before. I am sorry." Changmin can see the tears that forms in Kyuhyun's eyes when he said that word.

 

"What are you talking about Kyunie. You never burdened me. Kyu, I really don't knows what you're going through now but I am here. I will always be behind your back." 

 

Kyuhyun hugs Changmin softly mumbles a thank and grateful towards him. Changmin can feels that Kyuhyun is hiding so much from him. Kyuhyun is suffering inside. As your bestfriend, maybe you thought that I can't help you much Kyu, but at least leans on my shoulders and cry Kyu. You can trust me. 

 

The time passed without they realizes. The two of them had falls asleep with Kyuhyun's head on Changmin's shoulder. Their friends are used to their skinship before so they didn't bother to disturb their sleep. Besides, Changmin will be mad to them later on if his sleep got disturbed. For them Changmin is not just Kyuhyun's besfriend but also his protectors and guardians. 

 

 

"Kyuhyun?" Kyuhyun heard a voice that calling him from behind. He turn his way back to the calling voice.

 

"Kyuhyun, come here. I am here." The voice calls once again.

 

"Who?" Kyuhyun ask hesitately.

 

"Kyuhyun, I am here." Another voice calls for him but from another directions. Kyuhyun stops his steps at the direction from beside him.

 

"Who is it?" Kyuhyun ask again starts to feel scares.

 

"Kyuhyun, looks here!" The voice comes from behind his back. Kyuhyun turns his back once again, but nothing. Only darkness. Darkness is everwhere but he can heard clearly many voices calling for his name.

 

"What is this. Where am I? Who are you?" Kyuhyun ask randomly.

 

"Kyuhyun, I am here! Comes to me!!" 

 

"Kyuhyun, go away! I hate you!!"

 

"Kyuhyun, believe me."

 

"Just died Kyuhyun!"

 

"Stupid kid!!"

 

"Kyuhyun, touch my hand."

 

"Kyuhyun, I will always be here for you."

 

"You killed our parents!!"

 

"You're killer!!"

 

Kyuhyun feel his tears runs along his cheeks. He felt pain his heart by hearing it. There is many voice. He scares. He want to run but don't know where. It's dark and he is alone. He falls and curles himself. He feel a hand push him down. On another he feel a hand try to pick him up. He feel another hand wipe his tears on his cheek while another hand hit him hard on his back. 

 

'Why? Why all of this happens to me? Someone.. someone please come and help me. Please.."

 

 

"Kyu? Hey wakes up. We have arrives Kyu." Changmin shakes his bestfriend shoulder try to wake him up. Kyuhyun opens his eyes slowly. It is a dream, only a dream.

 

"Oh okay. Thanks Min." Changmin looks weirdly at Kyuhyun. It is already the third time Kyuhyun thanks him. What is going on with him.

 

"Yeah. Come on, lets go." 

 

Kyuhyun looks around him when he step out from the bus. He is in a campsite and he can see a lots of tall tree around them. 

 

"Are we in the middle of forest Min?" He ask Changmin beside him.

 

"Yes Kyu. Glad you realizes it." Changmin said excitedly. First time camping with Kyuhyun. While Kyuhyun happy because for the first time he can see a different world. He smiles widely at Changmin and this time Changmin is sure it is pure of happiness smile. 

 

'I hope you can give me more smile like that while we are here Kyu. Forgets everything that bothering you all this while and be happy Kyu.' 

 

The teachers dividing them to a pair for the tents. Like usual, the two bestfriends can't ever be separated. Changmin starts throwing his tantrums when the teacher announced that he had another person as his partner. Kyuhyun don't knows what had Changmin did, but that night he met Changmin in his tent with his wide smile.

 

"What are you doing here? Your tent is over there Min." Kyuhyun said.

 

"Nope, this is my tent." Changmin said proudly.

 

"Eh? Then I must be in a wrong tent then." Kyuhyun said weirdly and move to get out from the tent. Changmin who see if stop him with grabbing his hand.

 

"You're not wrong Kyunie. This is our tents. We are partners!!" Changmin said happily.

 

"What? What are you doing this time Minnie." Kyuhyun ask the happy kid in front him, sighing. Whatever it is, he is pitying the young women teacher.

 

"Nothing, just asking her if I can change a tent. Besides, your partner also agreed to change though." 

 

"After you are scaring him right?" Kyuhyun said shaking his head.

 

"No! Why you said that. By the way, I knows you also want to be my partner right? Just admit it Kyunie." Changmin said giggling.

 

"Whatever Minnie. But yes, I am happy! Thanks you Minnie!! You're right though, I don't like my partner because I never talks to him before. We must be very awkward." Kyuhyun said happily while keep blabbering. Changmin just smile at him with his arm on Kyuhyun's shoulder. Fourth time Kyu. For the fourth thanks. Are you really grateful to me today Kyu? 

 

 

The night had go on like that with two bestfriend hugging each other, falls in deep sleep in a tent. The moon replaces by the bright sun. The birds singing on the tree around them. The sound of the river's flow. If Kyuhyun can wish, he want the time to stop at the moment. He want to live in this moment for a bit longer. He feel calm, so peaceful like he had nothing to worry about, to think about. 

 

Kyuhyun opens his eyes slowly, adjusting with the brightness. He looks at the sleeping kid beside him. The most annoying, crazy and stupid person he ever want to meet. But, this is kid is everything for him. This kid always by his side since four years ago, always protecting him, always make him smile happily. This kid who will always be his bestfriend in his life. 

 

"Burgers..pizza..ramen.." Changmin mumbles in his sleep, drooling. Kyuhyun chuckles by the sight.

 

"Dreaming about food again huh?" Kyuhyun shaking his head try to lower his laugh. Changmin stirs in his sleep when he feel the brightness of the shine. The first thing he see when he opens his eyes is Kyuhyun smiley face. That smile.

 

"Morning Kyunie." 

 

"Morning Minnie. Had a dream about food again huh?" 

 

"How you knows that? Are you sneaking in my dream?" Changmin said jokingly.

 

"Stupid Min. Hahaha. Come on, gets up. Lets go out and wash our face." Kyuhyun said after tidying his sleeping-bag. 

 

The teacher announces about the activities that will be held today. Kyuhyun is very happy. He try to left every sadness behind. He just want to be happy for this time only. He plays together with the other friends. He laughs, he smiles, he jokes around with others. Changmin also happy with Kyuhyun suddens changes. No more sad face, no more gloomy face. Its all replace with more brighter face. 

 

 

Today is the last day for the trip after 2 days 1 night at the camping site. This morning they will take a walks on the the forest to the top of the mountain. Kyuhyun take a walks with Changmin, holding hand together. 

 

There are a few more kids behind them talking teasingly to each other. One of the girl is so scared since the first they walk into the forest. While her other friends just teasing her cowardness. They are in the middle of walking on a a bit higher with a rock around them when it is happen. 

 

 

The scared girl screams suddenly shocking everyone. She runs to Changmin and Kyuhyun before hit them fully. Changmin and Kyuhyun didn't have a time to avoid her making three of them falls to the rock below them. Everyone screams by the sudden tragedy. They didn't have a time to move at all. Luckily, Changmin is fast enough to grab one of the root that save him from fallen more deep. But not lucky enough for Kyuhyun and the girl. They had fall on the big rock flatly far under them. The girl had a blood everywhere around him same with Kyuhyun.

 

"Kyu!!!!" Changmin shouts for his bestfriend. He still shocks and don't know what to do. The teacher had help him up to the save place before searching for a help.

 

"Min.." was the last word that comes out from his lips before he close his eyes slowly. Everything is so dark. His body feels weaker and pains hit him everywhere. The smells of blood, the screams of his bestfriend and the shouts from the others. Everything slowly left him.