Kyuhyun is waking up from his sleep with usual way for two weeks in row. He is sweating a lot and keep dreaming weird thing. He never told his brothers about the dreams because he choose to keep it as secret. He knows his dreams must be something about his past, so he want to remember a lot of thing first and suprising his brothers. From what Kyuhyun can understand is, his memories come to him by his dreaming and natural way. He didn't have to force his brain, but just let it comes by itself. 

 

Today, Kyuhyun is at the mansion alone because his brothers all starts busy again with their own things since holiday just ending yesterday. He still didn't get to go to school because he had lost everything about what he had study before so Leeteuk said that he will hires a personal teacher to teach him at home. This whole month is a very happy month for Kyuhyun. His brothers are very kind to him and always accompany him and cherish him a lot. He really really happy! 

 

Sometimes, he also thinking about the dreams he had. What is the correlation between all the continous dream. Kyuhyun can't see anything because he just heard voices and blurry pictures, you can imagine it's like a slide show but with blurring image. 

 

Most if his dreams is about a kid around his age, but he can't see the face. The kid always crying alone in the darkness. Kyuhyun's another side said that the kid in the dream is himself but Kyuhyun don't want to believe it. For him, he don't find any reason whe must be crying all the time. He is happy now, so what is the cause of his crying? That's why he pushed the thought away. He really want to know but looks like nothing can help him because he don't see the kid's face! 

 

Since he is alone and kind of boring, why don't he walks around the mansion because he still not familiar with this big mansion. He just knows where his bedroom, the kitchen, the dining room, the pool and I think that's it. Ahh, also the other brothers bedroom. Kyuhyun sigh, how come he didn't know his own house.

 

Kyuhyun walks along the corridor opposite from the way to downstairs. There is Leeteuk room at the end of the way. Kyuhyun turn his way around back and walks to the downstair. There is nothing in upstairs except the room, well maybe that's what he knew because the others door usually locked away. He walks from the stairs to downstairs but stop in the middle when he noticed a room far in the end of the corner. It was covered by a wall, woody wall and most of the times Kyuhyun don't noticed it. He changed his way to the room and open the door slowly. Oh, it's not locked.

 

Kyuhyun get inside the room and turn on the light. There is a lot of books on the shelves all around the room and a table just behind the glass window at the centre of the room. I

 

'I never knows this room existed before.'

 

Kyuhyun take a steps slowly to the table. More like the office table for Kyuhyun because on the table, there is a computer and a lot of files. Kyuhyun just ignored it and just looking at the books around the room. Kyuhyun moves closely to one of the shelves. He picks up one book and read the title, but sorry he can't understand the English words, so he just puts it back to its place.

 

Before he move to another shelves, his eyes caught another racks at the corner. It's just a small rack but Kyuhyun feels like something is pulling him there. Kyuhyun takes out one of the book, pink one. It is already full of dust and Kyuhyun have to wipe the front page first to see the word.

 

"Our love stories." Kyuhyun read the title of the books slowly. 

 

That's when Kyuhyun realized that it is not a book, but an album. Kyuhyun turn the page one by one. This must be appa and umma album! Kyuhyun knows about their parent because Leeteuk had told him before when he noticed that every rooms have the same pictures of thier parents. From what his brothers told him, appa and umma died after he was born. Umma died after she given birth to me while appa died because of an accident a month later. Just a week ago, Kyuhyun was brought to their parents grave.

 

In the album, there is a lot of pictures between his appa and umma. Kyuhyun smiles looking at the photo one by one. Every photo is full ot sweetness. They are such a loving couple. Kyuhyun put the album back in the rack and take out another one, yellow cover.

 

"Marriage day." Ahh it must be the album of their marriage. 

 

Kyuhyun then take out another one. This time the cover is soft blue, and title is, "Our gift"

 

Kyuhyun is ready to flip the page when he heard a voice from Ryeowook that calling for his name. Ryeowook and Kibum must be back from their school. Hurriedly, Kyuhyun take the album with him and exiting the room to Ryeowook.

 

"Kyukyu? Where are you?" Ryeowook shouts starts to feel worry when he don't see the owner of the name.

 

"Wookie hyung. I am here." Kyuhyun replied him from the stairs.

 

"Where are you? I started to feel worried just now Kyukyu." Ryeowook said sighly. Kyukyu is the name that he gives to Kyuhyun specially. He found the name is cute when he teased the younger before. And Kyuhyun just agree with it when Ryeowook said that is what he called him since they are younger.

 

"Oh, I'm just in the library room hyung." Kyuhyun replied honestly.

 

"Library room? But we don't have any library in this mansion Kyukyu." Ryeowook said weirdly.

 

"Eh? But there is a lot of books in the room. So I just called it library room then."  Kibum who is sitting near them on the couch snaps at Kyuhyun when he heard it. That is when he noticed that Kyuhyun's is holding something in his hand. Kibum eyes open widely when he realizes what is it. It can't be..

 

"What is in your hand, Kyu?" Kibum ask him, looking at the book in the younger hand.

 

"This? This is an album hyung." 

 

 "What? Album?? Where do you find it??" Ryeowook is so shocks to see the album in Kyuhyun's hand.

 

"I've told you, in the library room!!" Kyuhyun said again sternly. 

 

"That is not library room. That is appa's reading room." Kibum said.

 

"You're in appa's reading room??" Ryeowook shouts a bit higher now.

 

"Geez, why do you keep shouting Wookie hyung?" Kyuhyun said rubbing his ear. Seriously, what is going on with this hyung?

 

"By the way hyung, I will be in my room. Call me later okay?" Kyuhyun said that dashing off to his room leaving Ryeowook and Kibum there.

 

"We're going to have a problem." Kibum said pats Ryeowook shoulder's softly. 

 

"What are we going to do Bummie?" Ryeowook ask nervously. Maybe they have forgot about the room before and the albums because nobody going in the room since years ago. 

 

Kibum sigh before he take out his phone and sending a message to each of his brothers.

 

 

Kyuhyun is in his room, laying on his stomach on the bed with the album in front him. He wipe the cover of the album from the dust. It must be their old album and maybe no one had entering the room again now because Kyuhyun can see that the room is like being abandons for years with many dust on the floor and everywhere.

 

Once again, Kyuhyun is ready to open the album when suddenly his phone is ringing from the night stand table. He growl in annoying because he got disturbed again for the second time.

 

"Kyunie!!" 

 

"Yes Minnie!" 

 

"What are you doing?"

 

"Nothing, why?"

 

"Why you've that tone with me? Are you not happy to talk with me? I miss you and I call you now since I got back from school a minute ago!" 

 

There we go, another conversation with a sulking, pouting and whining bestfriend that Kyuhyun ever have in this whole wide world. Kyuhyun rolls his eyes and chuckles slowly, before continuing he conversations with the caller.

 

 

A second turns to a minute. A minute turns to an hour and now it's been an hour and half. The two still in the phone chatting with each other until Changmin had to end the conversation. 

 

"I will talk again with you later okay Kyunie?" 

 

"Okay Minnie. Tell me more about the school later on okay?"

 

"Okay Kyu. Bye" Changmin ending the call with a cute bye making Kyuhyun smile to his ears. Kyuhyun throws the phone, gift from his Siwon hyung, next to him. His hand feels numb for holding the phone in an hour. He stretching his arms a bit before back to his focus on the album.

 

Kyuhyun open the album slowly. First page is the photo of a baby, and there is a caption under each of the photo. 

 

"Leeteuk, our angel son Teuki." Kyuhyun reads while smiling looking at the photo. Then he turns to the other page.

 

"First twin, Heechul and Hangeng." And it goes on till the page of Kibum and Ryeowook. But, why my photo is not in here? 

 

Kyuhyun flips the page again. The is another small photos that being put together in one page. Leeteuk first birthday, Sungmin and Shindong first day in school, to the last one is Ryeowook and Kibum first words day. Where is mine? The albums had come to an end and there is a quotes on one page.

 

"Our big happy families. Appa and umma are very happy to have all of you sons, our beautiful gifts. We love you guys!!" 

 

Kyuhyun need to ask something about this to his brothers. Somehow, he is envying the others who had their pictures in this family album. As his true nature as a kid, of course he will feel unfair because his pictures is not in the album even one! 

 

Kyuhyun runs to downstair in his way finding his brothers. This is already evening, usually everyone is at home in time like this except if they have another works to settle on. Kyuhyun looks around the living room, but no one is there. Where are they? Kyuhyun aslo runs to the pool, but it is also the same. Silent greet him when he is opening the glass door.

 

Kyuhyun muzzles his lips long to the front, while his finger rubs his temple, thinking about the whereabout of his brothers are. Then, like his thinking got it's answer, Kyuhyun heard the voices from the yard behind the house. Kyuhyun smiles before runs to the back of the mansion with the album in his hand.

 

"Hyungie!!" Kyuhyun shouts from the door. Everyone snaps at the running kid towards them.

 

"He is coming, be prepare!" Heechul whispers slowly enough to be listen by others. Spontaneously, everyone force their lips to make a smile.

 

"Kyu.." Leeteuk said to the kid while opening his arms. Kyuhyun runs to the open arns happily. He feel love!

 

"Hyungie, I want to ask something!" Kyuhyun said out of breath.

 

"What is it Kyu?" Yesung ask from his sit near them.

 

"Hyungie, look what I found earlier." Kyuhyun replied, showing them the album. Actually, everyone already know about it, thanks to Kibum who told them first. The reading room is left untouched since years ago. Inside the room, they have every memories of their childhood with the parents while they were still alive. And because of that, they just never entered the reading room ever again and also never expecting Kyuhyun to enter it either.

 

"Erm, album?" Donghae replied him from the pond infront of Kyuhyun. Donghae is in the middle of giving his fishes it's meal.

 

"Yes!" 

 

"So, what do you want to ask Kyu?" Hankyung takes the charge to ask him.

 

"Hyungie. Why my pictures not in the album? Besides, I also noticed that I never had any pictures inside this house. Why?" Kyuhyun ask with full of jealousy and protesting tone in his voice. He just looks at everyons hoping for an answer that can soften his 14 years old heart.

 

Everyone have expecting this questions from him. Even how perfect we're, we must also have a weakness. Same with their situation now, no matter how hard they tried to hide it, the truth always finds it way to appear. How should they handle this? What should they said to this innocent kid?