It is past 11 in the night when he got home. He look closely inside his house before he is sure that he can enter the house safely. Nobody is waiting for him again, and yes he like it this time. He open his room door and switch on the light. He get really shocks when he notices someone is here inside his room. His eyes wide open at the person who sit on the chair in front the large window with his hand tangled together under his chin and to be more dramatic with his close eyes. Kyuhyun almost think that he is a ghost. 

 

"Just got back?" The person ask him softly. 

 

"None of your business. What are you doing here in MY room?" He close the door and throw his bag on the bed. He standing in front the man with folding arms. He really hate it when someone entering his room without his permission. If he is not mistaken, he already locks the door that morning, how he can get in here?

 

"I am waiting for you Kyuhyun." The person open his eyes and look at the kid.

 

"And why? For what Hankyung-shi? Can't you just wait for me outside my room? This mansion is very big, you can choose anywhere except my room." Kyuhyun said angrily. He keeps glaring at the man.

 

"We need to talk."

 

"I don't have anything to talk to you. So can you please just get out?" 

 

"I have to talk to you."

 

"Ergh!! Fine, just talk! I need sleep too you know." Kyuhyun sit angrily on his bed ignoring the stares from Hankyung. None of them ever get in his room before. What exactly he want? What happens to them nowadays, one by one keep appearing in front me.

 

"Why you working at the coffee shop?" With that Kyuhyun look at Hankyung weirdly. But more than that, he feel angry from inside him.

 

"Why you have to get in my business? There is nothing bothering you. I am doing my thing and you doing your own. Stop disturbing me!" He really don't understand why Hankyung likes to interfere his life. He never touch or give problems to him before. Just leave me alone!

 

"I have the right on you Kyuhyun! Of course I have to interfere in your things." Hankyung also highing his voice. He really hate seeing the kid in front him doing everything alone and moreover working when he can ask from him for whatever he want. Does he not realizes that he is just a kid, 14 years old kid!

 

"What right you have on me? What? You never cares about me before, so why now?!" Kyuhyun had enough of this talk. He really had enough. "Just leave me alone!!" 

 

The shouts from Kyuhyun make Hankyung silent. He lost the words that he want to say earlier. Am I really never care about you Kyuhyun? He awakes from his shocks when he see tears in Kyuhyun's eyes. He is crying? Stupid Hankyung, of course he is crying!! Hankyung really want to hit his own head right now.

 

"Please, just get out. Don't ever get in my life anymore. I've already used to be..alone." Kyuhyun mutters the last word slowly, very easy to be unheard from Hankyung. He don't used to all this kind of talks. He don't used when someone entering his room. He don't used when someone is waiting for him when he's back. He don't used when someone seeing his cries. He keep his tears from fallen as best as he could. Please, just leave me.

 

"Kyuhyun.." Hankyung wants to hug the kid. Hankyung want to calm his heart. Hankyung want to let the kid cry in his arms. 

 

"Get out. Just get out." Kyuhyun don't wait any longer when he push the older out from his room. What can a 14 years old can do when the man is much more taller and stronger than him, but Hankyung just move along. He let Kyuhyun push him out and close the door right in his face. 

 

Kyuhyun locks the door and runs to the bathroom. He tap on the shower and curles himself under the pouring water. He don't care if his clothes is still on, he just want to cry. He don't want anyone see his tears. He hate it! He is not weak. He is strong. He is strong. He keep mumbles that even the pouring water can't wipe his tears away. It's been so long since he cried hardly like tonight. 

 

Hankyung back to his own room and close the door slowly. He leans against the door looking up at the ceiling. Am I really never care about him? 

 

'But I do care! I always show him that I care about him.' Hankyung mutters under his breath to his own.

 

Maybe you never really show him. Maybe he never noticed your cares because you are nothing different from the others.

 

'I am same with the others?' Hankyung keep talking to himself.

 

Do you ever ask him what he need? Do you ever ask him to join you playing? Do you ever invites him eating together? Do you ever ask him if he is okay or not even you noticed how weak his steps before? Do you even protects him from what the others said hateful words to him? Do you? Do you?

 

'No. I never.' Hankyung falls down on the floor. His legs feel weaker to stand.

'I.. I never ask him all that before. I..I am wrong all this time. I am really stupid.' 

 

Hankyung try to move to the desk at the corner in his room. He takes one of the frame there and look at it sadly.

 

"Umma, appa. Why I am really stupid all this time? I am wrong. I always thought that I care about him, but I.. never. I also same with the others. I thought I am different, I try to pursuide them to stop hating Kyuhyun, but I am also one of them. How will they listen to me if I also like them. Umma, appa. Please. Please tell me what should I do like you always did when I was young. Please.."

 

 

That morning Kyuhyun is not coming to Changmin's house like usual. Changmin look at watch in his arm. It is already late and Kyuhyun never late to school. Changmin starts to feel worried. Is Kyuhyun sick? 

 

"Minnie, why you still not leaving to school?" Yunho who just get out from their house asking his younger brother.

 

"Hyung, I am waiting for Kyu." Changmin said worringly keep staring at the street hoping for Kyuhyun.

 

"Maybe he is not going to school for today. Do you've called him?" 

 

"Yes, but he's not picking up my calls!" Changmin pout angrily.

 

"Comes, let me sending you to your school first. You are going to be late. Just call him again later if he is still not coming to school okay?" Yunho said try to calm the younger. Changmin had to follow Yunho because he knows he is already late and his hyung will get mad at him later. 

 

 

Kyuhyun wakes up with a swollen eyes and cold body. He try to get out from the bed but his legs not let him. He feel so bad and all his body is hurting. After enough of trying, Kyuhyun decides that he had done trying. He admits that he is having a fever. 

 

"Bad fever, why you have to come now? Bad body, why you have to sick now?" Kyuhyun grabs his blanket closer to him and up till all his body is all in the blanket. Minutes later, he had fall asleep again. 

 

 

 

"What happen ahjumma?" Sungmin ask when he heard the glass broken from inside the kitchen. When he enter, he see the ahjumma is crying with the broken glass in his hand. Sungmin rush to her asking her what had happen. Shindong, Ryeowook and Kibum also entering the kitchen when they heard the commotion.

 

"Sir, I need to go back to my village now. My husband... my husband is dying." The ahjumma said with a shaking hand. Ryeowook take the broken glass out from her hand while Sungmin picks her up to sit on the chair.

 

"Bummie, call Leeteuk hyung now. Dongie, go take the medical box." Sungmin asking the two of them who is also in the kitchen with him. Ryeowook helps in cleaning the broken glass on the floor. 

 

"What happen Minnie?" Leeteuk comes later asking worriedly when he was ask to come down from Bummie earlier. He walks only with the towel on, maybe just have taking shower. 

 

"Leeteuk-shi. I am sorry, I need to go back now." The ahjumma sobbing in his tears.

 

"Back where? What happens?"

 

"Teuki hyung. Her husband is dying, she needs to go back faster." Sungmin explains it to Leeteuk as behalf of the ahjumma after he had done tending her injury.

 

"Oh. Yes, sure you can. Dongie, call the taxi for the ahjumma. Don't worry ahjumma, I will pay for it." Leeteuk said patting the woman shoulder assuringly.

 

"Thank you. Thank you very much Leeteuk-shi." Leeteuk just give a smile to her.

 

 

 

Everyone had leave for works, school and college around an hour later. Nobody is at home except for a sick kid under the blanket in his room. Well yes, looks like nobody are aware about his dissappearing this morning. Everybody is not entering the kitchen after knowing what happens to the ahjumma. They just leave the house and decides to the their breakfast at the outside. The mansion is very quiet and lonely.

 

Kyuhyun awakes from his sleep when his stomach starts making a sound. He is too lazy to get up also he don't too much energy to keep standing. The stomach making a louder sound for the second time and Kyuhyun choose to try walks out. He moves his leg slowly while keep holding on the wall to keep him from falls. 

 

"Ahjumma?" He calls the ahjumma while he is downing the stairs. Silent. 'Where is ahjumma?'

 

"Ahjumma. Where are you?" Kyuhyun calls again one more time. He entering the kitchen but no one is there. He also don't smell any food either. The kitchen looks cleans like nobody entering the kitchen before. 'Maybe ahjumma take an off today.' 

 

Kyuhyun still kep enduring his hurts and pain everytime he take a move but he stomach really to fill up. He is searching for something to eat inside the cabinet but found nothing except ramens. He opens the fridge but only find something that he must cook it first if he want to eat it. Honestly, Kyuhyun never cook and never knows how to cook. Kyuhyun just sigh and looks like he don't have another choice.

 

Kyuhyun eat the hot ramen slowly. Hopefully, he don't puke. He throws the cup of empty ramen to the dustbin and take out a bottle of water before takes a slowly step to his room. His eyes blurry and his head is hurt. He still keep going till he enter his room before everything darken. 

 

 

It is the lunch hour at the office. Hankyung close the file in his hand and put it on the desk. He takes his phone and out from his room in the office.

 

"Hankyung? Where are you going?" 

 

"Leeteuk, I have something to do outside. I will be back after an hour, don't worry I will not be late for the meeting later." They are very professional when they are in front of their staff. Formalities and only relationship as workers are available when they are in the company. Leeteuk give him a nods as an approval for him. Hankyung smile to him and left the company to somewhere that only he knows.