I love you, Yonghwa.

Damn it. The sweet sound of her voice as she utters those words continuously plays in my ear. If that were a song, it could have been my “Last Song Syndrome”. Not that it bothers me, but sometimes I think I’ve become a real fool to suddenly smile out of nowhere every time I remember her saying this. And I’m still in cloud nine even if we haven’t seen each other for weeks.

But to be honest, nothing has changed. We’re still friends that constantly keep in touch, friends that can only go out with group of friends, and friends that seek for each other’s advice. Everything just got a little sweeter, lovelier, and deeper.

JYH: I’m still wondering when we can meet again.

I messaged her through Kakaotalk. That’s our platform to communicate and although it’s hard not to be together physically, it kinda helps us go through our relationship. I mean, our relationship that has gone more than the meaning of friendship.

PSH: I don’t know. We've been very busy. My schedule will be hectic by next week. My fan meeting tour is about to commence. Management is also looking into new casting offers.

It’s hard to meet these days. We’re both very busy following the requirements of our work. Although we’re both proud of each other as we’re gaining more attention internationally and more offers are coming, we could not be fully-satisfied and happy at all because spending time with each other, with family and friends seemed to be almost impossible. Considering we’re at the early stage of our so-called relationship, we should be spending more time together and getting to know each other better but we failed to. And as the best boy friend who claimed to wait for her, I realized I haven’t done enough.

JYH: Shinhye, I’m sorry for not pulling off the best boy friend stint. I’m a failure.

It was only now that I have realized that I haven’t done so much for her ever since we’ve become unofficially lovers. She has been very loyal to her friends – guys and girls alike – which I am a witness of. But I didn’t know that she would be a very thoughtful and caring girl friend despite her busy schedule. She never fails to ask if I have eaten or if I have taken enough rest. She