Chapter 11

Right Way to Move On
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Jaebum's POV

 

I stared at the clock and wanted it to go faster.

 

I want this to be finished.

 

Junior told me that today is the day that he decided to tell Jackson his feelings. And he wanted me to convince Mark to be with me.

 

Although I'm sure what's the outcome of this, I want to help Junior too. Or I want to show him that loving Jackson is hopeless. And maybe I want to show myself that me and Mark being together again is impossible.

 

Me and Junior will be hurt and we both know that. But of course, Junior is this hopeless romantic guy who wishes that the guy he loves will loves him too. But we all know that Jackson is not the one for Junior.

 

"JB, I can't go home with you today. Junior told me that we're gonna meet up." Youngjae whispered to me and I nodded at him.

 

So it's almost starting.

 

"That's all for today. Good bye, students." The teacher said and we all stood up.

 

I saw Junior approach Jackson and whisper something to him. Jackson nodded and said something to Mark then he went out the room with Junior.

 

It's time.

 

I walked beside Mark.

 

"Mark, can we talk?" I asked him and he looked outside the door where Jackson and Junior have gone and then looked at me.

 

"Okay."

 

Me and Mark quietly walked to the garden and sat on the benches.

 

"What do we have to talk about, Jaebum? I think I told you that we're done."

 

"Please... give me another chance. Another chance to show my love for you. Please, Mark. Give me one more time." I begged.

 

"It's still about this, huh." I heard Mark mumble then he touched my face, "Jaebum, you know how I always loved you. We always fought because of childish things and I'm always mad at you because of petty things. But I couldn't imagine my life without our fights and you teasing me. But that was before. Before you decided to lie to me. Before we broke up. Before I met Jackson." He looked like he was pitied me but my desire got stronger.

 

I got to my knees and held Mark's hands, "That's why I'm asking you for one more chance. I promise, I'll never do the same mistake."

 

"I'm sorry, Jaebum. But yeah, maybe I really love Jackson now."

 

"Don't you care about Junior? I know you know that he loves Jackson and Junior rarely loves someone and loves them deeply. Will you hurt Junior once again?"

 

"You were willing to fight for me too. It's not my fault you rejected Jinyoung because of me." Mark closed his eyes.

 

"But do you want to see Junior so broken? I regretted breaking him so badly and I don't want it to happen again. I thought you felt the same about this matter." I tried guilt tripping him.

 

I know this is bad and Junior won't like this but this is the only way I can choose if we both want to be happy.

 

"No. Even if I'll choose to let go Jackson, Jackson doesn't love Jinyoung in the first place. Won't this hurt him too?" Mark opened his eyes and stared at me.

 

"How would you know if Jackson won't fall for Junior? Junior is a nice guy, very easy to like." I said and he looked hurt.

 

Maybe because he thought that he's the exact opposite of Junior. I didn't mean it like that but it's obvious that Junior is understanding unlike Mark. When Mark misunderstands something, he fights with you.

 

"No. Jackson said that he's gonna love me and only me. He said it himself. He can't fall in love with anyone but me. I trust him. No, I will not let go of Jackson just because of you Jaebum." Mark stood up and shoved me away.

 

But maybe he and Jackson is a great fit. Because that guy is calm and Mark is weak when it comes to him. Unlike me, when Mark fights me, I , I until he laughs, not really resolving our problem. And when he does something that I don't like, he fights with me and in the end, I . It never ends. Maybe that's why he blew when he saw me with Youngjae.

 

"Then that's how it's gonna be." I sa

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Alexienst #1
Chapter 16: Awww this is so sweet. I really love it
dnotelover
#2
Chapter 15: I need more yugbam!! But this story is amazing anyways!!
Hunterxhunter1004 #3
Chapter 15: Thanks for the update! As always, I'll be waiting for the next update!
I hope JB is the one that makes the move this time! <3 ^^
KyungObsessionBBC26
#4
Chapter 14: YES FOR YUGBAM!! ♥♥ :') I'm so happy for these babies ~~~~~~ Can't wait for more :) ♥ Also maybe for a plot twist Youngjae and Junior could end up together :P Sorry it's just something I thought of, even though I do love JB (one of my biases) but in this story, I think it's better if he ends up alone or has some self reflection *sigh*
Hunterxhunter1004 #5
Chapter 13: I love this story, but Youngjae... TTT
Please make him happy with JB.
KyungObsessionBBC26
#6
Chapter 11: Awww Markson are so cuteeeeee :') ♥ I hope Bam Bam finally notices Yugyeom too, I feel like they'd be so cute together ~~
fluorescentsmiles #7
Chapter 11: hello, hello! decided to check out this story and finally commenting, yay.

aa.. the love.. penta.. polygon shape. :// can't say i like love rivalries much, especially super one-sided ones where everyone's after only two characters, but eh. poor youngjae and yugyeom; they're the only babies after people who are already in love with someone else. :cc poor jjp, too.

can i be perfectly honest? i'm sort of put off my mark's character. idk. it's just my opinion, but. eh. at least he's not falling back to jaebum just because he said he wanted mark back. but.

jjp are planning to carry out a plan? poor jinyoung.. :/// all he wants is love.. :cc.

jaebum just made me angry idk. youngjae's already paying for his actions from chapters past by settling for a one-sided love with someone who would possibly never reciprocate his feelings. and jaebum's aware that youngjae likes him, yet. ugh. jaebum keeps hurting youngjae and my heart breaks for him. baby deserves better, but he's so in love with jaebum.. :c youngjaebb, 힘내. i hope he finds a real love with someone, whether it be with jb or whoever else.

good luck on your culmination prep, dear. 8D make sure to rest often, stay hydrated, and study well.
Chenyeolbaek
#8
Chapter 10: Aww I'm a bit happy that JB finally said to mark that it's all fake with youngjae but I'm even more happier that Mark didn't want to go back go him
and fall for Jackson *^*
A part of me still wants that JB see the love of Youngjae but what Youngjae did to Mark is just really evil. I hope in some way he will find his happiness with or without JB ^^
charlesia
#9
Chapter 10: Jaebum open your eyes and see that Youngjae is who you really need. Youngjae be strong...I know it hurts seeing the guy you love want someone else. Mark and Jackson belongs together.
Heydaiane_
#10
Chapter 10: Finally mark is falling in love with jackson . so I hope he do not go spoiling now he found that need jackson smile to smile also and jaebum is already the past. Mark needs a new chance at happiness and it has to be next to Jackson .
And because jaebum can not see how much he ta hurting Jae not by the love of truth and only the use? a chance , that's what he needs him maybe he'll see that deep love he felt for mark was not the same as he thought it would be .