Chapter 11
Right Way to Move OnJaebum's POV
I stared at the clock and wanted it to go faster.
I want this to be finished.
Junior told me that today is the day that he decided to tell Jackson his feelings. And he wanted me to convince Mark to be with me.
Although I'm sure what's the outcome of this, I want to help Junior too. Or I want to show him that loving Jackson is hopeless. And maybe I want to show myself that me and Mark being together again is impossible.
Me and Junior will be hurt and we both know that. But of course, Junior is this hopeless romantic guy who wishes that the guy he loves will loves him too. But we all know that Jackson is not the one for Junior.
"JB, I can't go home with you today. Junior told me that we're gonna meet up." Youngjae whispered to me and I nodded at him.
So it's almost starting.
"That's all for today. Good bye, students." The teacher said and we all stood up.
I saw Junior approach Jackson and whisper something to him. Jackson nodded and said something to Mark then he went out the room with Junior.
It's time.
I walked beside Mark.
"Mark, can we talk?" I asked him and he looked outside the door where Jackson and Junior have gone and then looked at me.
"Okay."
Me and Mark quietly walked to the garden and sat on the benches.
"What do we have to talk about, Jaebum? I think I told you that we're done."
"Please... give me another chance. Another chance to show my love for you. Please, Mark. Give me one more time." I begged.
"It's still about this, huh." I heard Mark mumble then he touched my face, "Jaebum, you know how I always loved you. We always fought because of childish things and I'm always mad at you because of petty things. But I couldn't imagine my life without our fights and you teasing me. But that was before. Before you decided to lie to me. Before we broke up. Before I met Jackson." He looked like he was pitied me but my desire got stronger.
I got to my knees and held Mark's hands, "That's why I'm asking you for one more chance. I promise, I'll never do the same mistake."
"I'm sorry, Jaebum. But yeah, maybe I really love Jackson now."
"Don't you care about Junior? I know you know that he loves Jackson and Junior rarely loves someone and loves them deeply. Will you hurt Junior once again?"
"You were willing to fight for me too. It's not my fault you rejected Jinyoung because of me." Mark closed his eyes.
"But do you want to see Junior so broken? I regretted breaking him so badly and I don't want it to happen again. I thought you felt the same about this matter." I tried guilt tripping him.
I know this is bad and Junior won't like this but this is the only way I can choose if we both want to be happy.
"No. Even if I'll choose to let go Jackson, Jackson doesn't love Jinyoung in the first place. Won't this hurt him too?" Mark opened his eyes and stared at me.
"How would you know if Jackson won't fall for Junior? Junior is a nice guy, very easy to like." I said and he looked hurt.
Maybe because he thought that he's the exact opposite of Junior. I didn't mean it like that but it's obvious that Junior is understanding unlike Mark. When Mark misunderstands something, he fights with you.
"No. Jackson said that he's gonna love me and only me. He said it himself. He can't fall in love with anyone but me. I trust him. No, I will not let go of Jackson just because of you Jaebum." Mark stood up and shoved me away.
But maybe he and Jackson is a great fit. Because that guy is calm and Mark is weak when it comes to him. Unlike me, when Mark fights me, I , I until he laughs, not really resolving our problem. And when he does something that I don't like, he fights with me and in the end, I . It never ends. Maybe that's why he blew when he saw me with Youngjae.
"Then that's how it's gonna be." I sa
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