Hyukjae POV

You will never know how I feel now when I had already made up my mind to confess to him but just right that this time the person that I had knock down is no other than him.

Upon seeing the scene of him disappearing from my windshield, I had found myself already hurriedly getting out of the car while dashing to him.                    

My heart is probably thumping hard right now and I couldn’t help but pray my hardest that he is going to be alright.

“Donghae!” I exclaimed as I run over kneeling down in front of him before pulling him to my embrace.

I couldn’t really contain how I am feeling right now as I hugged him tightly while checking if there is any bruise on his body.

I didn’t really find any bruise on his body except a few scratches on the side of his hand which makes me questioned did I knock him down or not.

Aside from that, his face is quite pale and his hands are a bit cold making me wrapping my hands over his hands to give him some warmth.

Did I really knock down him? Or not?

I do know that normal human will not just faint on the road unless there is something happen to him.

But seeing that he is not being knocked down as I didn’t hear any crashing sound and also there are only scratches, I think I might not have knocked down him.

But why is he not waking up?

“Donghae ah, Donghae wake up, Donghae…” I call out while shaking his body which he didn’t budge.

What has happened to him?

However I do realize that I should at least get him to the hospital immediately.

Within a few seconds I had already carry him bridal style into my car as I place him on the backseat while taking off my jacket to cover his body.

I slipped into the driver’s seat as I quickly drove us off to the hospital, not even caring that I did not buckle my seatbelt.

I glance at Donghae from the rear mirror where he is still lying soundly behind.

 “Donghae, wake up, Donghae.. Donghae.. Donghae…” I whispered silently as I drop of tear slipped out from my eye.

Hae, Donghae ah, please be alright.

Please.

Be.

Alright.

I still owe you an apology.

I still owe you.. a confession.

I still need to tell you how much I love you…

We are still not together yet.

I still want to do those things where lovers do with you.

I still haven’t kissed you properly as a lover.

I still haven’t embraced you as a lover.

There are so many things that I want to do with you.

Please, don’t let anything happen to him.

Please.

I don’t know what had possessed me but upon reaching the hospital I had acted like a crazy man by rushing Donghae into the hospital while practically yelling at the doctors who had yet to attend to my Donghae.

Well, normally I am a calm person which I kinda believe that this is the power of love which makes me acted like that.

And through the whole car ride, I do believe that I had realized how important he is in my life.

I really can’t imagine if I would have really knocked him down.

Fear had also washed over me with the thought that I might have killed the person that I love so much.

Well, I wouldn’t dare to think about that too.

That is too hurtful to handle.

How would you feel that you have knock down the person you love when you are about to confess to him?

I don’t even want to think of that at the moment.

I glance at the emergency ward which I had left Hae inside with the doctor and nurses.

My heart silently plead that he is going to be fine.

Please.

I need a chance.

A chance to tell you the three magical words that you had been longed.

Three years had been too long already.

Will we have our happily ever after together?

Or have I already missed the chance in telling you how much I love you?

I could have said that my tears had slowly formed at the corner of my eyes realizing how stupid I am for the past three years.

We could have already have our happily ever after in the past 3 years if it wasn’t for my stupidity.

It wasn’t long after when the doctor and the nurses walk out of the emergency ward which I had immediately dashed to the doctor.

“How is he, what happen to him?” I ask feeling scared on what I am about to hear.

Please let him be alright.

Please.

I couldn’t control my tear as it slowly slipped from the corner of my eyes, slowly landed on the cold marble floor in the hospital.

I felt a warm hand was placed on my shoulder which makes me snap up seeing the doctor which I had previously yelled at giving me a genuine smile.

“Don’t worry, your friend there is fine, he is just not having enough sleep and balanced nutrition which he had fainted, but no worries, I had given him an injection and he will wake up soon,”

Donghae is … fine?

Donghae.. is.. fine.

Donghae is FINE!

I do know that I am kinda suffering from a serious mood swing during the whole day which after a whole lot of sadness and depressed, I was being introduced to happiness knowing that Donghae is fine.

I had quickly wrapped my arms around the doctor as I hugged him tightly which is so abnormal for me to just hug random people but today is just a different case.

Several weird looking eyes already glancing to our side as I continue hugging the doctor, my heart couldn't help but feel really thankful to him.

“Thank you, thank you, thank you,” I exclaimed as while giving the doctor the biggest hug which I can give.

Thank you for saving my Donghae.

Thank you for giving me a second chance.

Thank you.

Thank you.

End of POV

I AM BACCCCCCCK! MISS ME??? ^^ hehehe... so donghae is fine!~ hmmm.... will hyukkie get to confess now? hihihi.. i am bad arent i?