Despair
let me go(even if it hurts) [Editing]
A/N: Edited ver.
I should have seen it, the love that,was slowly growing inside of me but i ignored it all not wanting to love or feel loved by you. This love is hopeless and I know yet why do i want to try when you belong to another thats not me.
As slowly as time passed i knew he would find us but i hoped it wasnt anytime soon. I would always keep tags on the security and on the list of missing people or people who were being looked for yet never did Minseoks name appear on the list. At first i thought that luhan had forgotten about him but thats when lay told me that Chen had called him to say that Luhan was still looking for Xiumin but he thought that Minseok had gone to the U.S to live by himself.
I wanted to laugh when he said that but i was at work so i just nodded my head a let out a sigh of relief since i knew China could probably be the last place he would look for Minseok in. After i had asked Lay to keep an eye on Minseok i felt good because i didnt worry about him but now Two years later he was working at a Coffee shop runned by Yunho whom took care of him as if he were his child.
All of our friends tended to be protective of him at all times and they said i took it to overboard with me going to leave and pick him up to take him home and unknowingly to him i placed a tracker on both his phone and the earrings/Bracelet i gave to him. I remember my sister telling me that she saw the way i treated Minseok and how it was similiar to how i treated someone else but i quickly told her to never mention that or talk about that.
" Yah! Minnie look i made some food come on" i hear Minseok Shout from the Kitchen. I couldnt help the smile that lit up my face. I dint want to face the fact that maybe just maybe i was actually falling in love with Minseok because even when its been two years i still hear him cry in the night fo
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