Hana pov

I lay in my bed just staring at the ceiling after everything that happened today so many things are running through my head. Well today started out bad so i guess it’s gonna end bad i close my eyes and sigh. There is a knock at my door and i hear it open i open my eyes my dad walks over to me with a glass of orange and some pain pills. I sit up and take the juice i drink it and take the pills i sit the cup on my dresser and sit next to my dad he looks at me with a concerned look on his face “are you ok how is your hand” i shake  my head and look away from him” now i have a broken foot and a messed up hand”  he sighs” i'm going to your school tomorrow and cussing everyone out i will also be getting your transfer papers i will not let you attend that school anymore” i nod and lay back down “ i atleast wanna go ….just one last time: my dad stands up and leaves my room shutting the door behind him. I let a tear roll down my face and i wipe it away i am so stupid for believing him but his feeling for me seemed so real i just don't know how he could change so suddenly. Just the other day he was being so sweet and nice to me but now he is….just like the rest. Soon there is a stream of tears running down my face but i could care less. All i want is a friend just one friend to help me get through this harsh world and i can't even get that am i such a horrible person that i don't even deserve a friend i mean i've never done anything too wrong or mean i have always tried to treat others the way i would want to be treated but maybe i did it wrong…. Maybe. I close my eyes and turn to my side i should try and sleep get this day over with.

Tao Pov

I walk into study and sit in my chair i never knew that it was this bad at school i knew it was hard for  hana and that she went through alot but i had no idea that people were telling her to kill herself or doing crazy stuff like this i'm so pissed how could they do this to my little princess especially that little boy minsuk he treated hana so nice and all of a sudden he wants to go and do something crazy like this hell no he has mental problems. My poor hana today has just been a whole disaster for her i really don't want her to go to school tomorrow but she says she wants to go one last time i just don’t know if it’s the best idea right now.

Hana pov  

I wake up the next day to the sound of my alarm clock and i climb out of bed. I get dressed and look in the mirror my dark brown hair is in a ponytail and my face looks so pale i sigh and walk downstairs. My dad is wearing a suit sitting in the kitchen i walk over to him and he gives me a sad smiles “are you sure you wanna go you know you don’t have too” i nod and sigh” i have to do this….for myself” he looks away from me and shakes his head” do you want to eat” i shake my head again” no ever since yesterday everytime i even think about eating i get sick” he nods once again “ say something freaking do something other than nod i'm over here telling you how i feel and you just nod it's so annoying”  he looks up at me with a surprised look on his face i can tell that he is hurt and i completely regret my decision “ i'm sorry i didn't mean to snap at you it’s just…...you know”  he shakes it off “ i know hana it's ok” i walk into the living room and all the memories from yesterday come back like it was happening all over again i close my eyes and fall to the ground i hear my dad running over to me i open my eyes but all i see is darkness i can hear my dad and feel him trying to wake me up i just can't see him i feel a cold rag touch my face and my sight comes back i sit up and he hugs me “ hana what happened are you ok” i pull out of the hug and nod he looks at me with a serious look on his face “ hana i don't think you should go to school today” i shake my head” no i have to go” i take the rag off of my face and stand up slowly. “ you just fainted” i  sigh “ it just popped into my head so quickly i fainted but i can handle school it’s the last day for me i'm going”.  He nods and we look at the clock” we better leave if we don’t wanna be late” we leave the house and drive to school it doesn’t take long to arrive. I dont know how things are going to go but i'm happy that today is it the last day though. We get out of the car and walk inside of the school my dad walks to the office but before he goes in he looks back at me and smiles” hwaiting hana you can do it i love you” i smile at him sadly and began to walk to my class i reach the classroom door and i walk in. i go straight to my seat i can feel everyone watching me as i sit down. I look over and see somi gaping at me with anger in her eyes i tilt my head look away from her it’s like i can hear her screaming on the inside just the look at somi’s surprised face is perfect that’s all i wanted to see for the rest of the class period i sit with a little bit of happiness in me not a lot just a little. Class ends very quickly and as soon as the teacher leaves somi and her friends surround me. “What the hell are you still here what part of go kill yourself do you not understand ?” i look at her straight in her eyes “ i understand everything but just because you told me to go kill myself i'm not gonna do it today is my last day here i don’t have to put up with any of this anymore” somi smirks “ i guess your present has something to do with you finally leaving i think its funny how you think switching schools will make me stop all of this nope” she leans in closer to me causing me to back up” i will be here until you kill yourself no dirty trash like you deserves to be here” i thought i could do this but as somi words start to sink in i slowly lose it somi notices my sclines and smiles “ see you can't even respond because you know it’s true” i try and stand up but they push me back down in my seat just then minsuk walks into the classroom and my heart skips a beat for a second just one second i forget what he did to me he walks over to my seat and puts his arm around somi “ why is she here ?” somi shrugs “ shouldn’t she be dead  i don’t understand” he looks at me with a crooked smile” didn’t you get my present” i look away from them down at my desk “ what the hell is going on here we all look over at the doorway to see my dad pissed everyone backs away from me and i get up and go over to my dad we began to walk out the door i look back one more time and somi waves “ see you later hana” we leave the school and get inside of the car i don’t know what to say so i stay quiet he starts to drive and he look over at me “ are you ok?” i look out the window “ i'm fine you shouldn't have came in i had everything handled” he stops the car and i look over at him” what? You had it handled !? no you didn't you were ing surrounded” i shake my head ”we were just talking and then you come in cursing and yelling” my dad rolls his eyes “ just talking my they were threatening you hana”  i sigh “ so what if they were threatening i don’t care “

“ i care why did you let them do that you could have stopped them” i scream and he looks over at me surprised “ no i can’t stop it there is no way to stop the only way is if i die they said so themselves and  i don’t blame them i don’t even want to be alive myself” i open the car door and get out slamming it i walk away . i don't know where i'm going and i don't care as long as i'm not here” i hear my dad get out of the car and chase after me “ hana, hana get back here” he runs over to me and picks me up he starts to carry me back to the car  i scream and kick at him “ put me the down” we get back to the car and he sits me inside “ did you just curse at me” i stop screaming and he leans against the car “ sorry for yelling at you it's just so frustrating you and work” i look up at him with tears in my eyes “ i frustrate you ? “ he looks at me and begins to panic “ hana that’s not what i meant” i let a tear roll down my face and i put on my seatbelt” just… take us home” he sighs and gets into the car we drive home without speaking another word to each other.