"I told you, he's getting married," Yesung told Ryeowook. He invited his friend to sit at the front porch. He told everything to him since he came back to Seoul.

"So, why did he kiss you?" Ryeowook asked teasingly.

"It was just a peck. It was accidental and we didn't go further since you came out," Yesung averted his gaze.

"Really? You didn't have a real kiss?" His friend raised his eyebrows on him.

"None."

"Ever?"

Yesung stayed silent.

"Oh my god! You kissed! Was it french?" 

"Ryeowook! It's just a simple kiss, okay?" Yesung admitted.

"And?"

"He walked away."

"You felt bad, huh?" Ryeowook added.

"No!" Yesung denied.

"You'll lie to me? I know you, Yesung."

"Fine," he confessed. "I was hurt. So what? As if I'm gonna die or something."

Ryeowook stared at him with concern in his eyes. "You love him don't you?"

Yesung didn't respond. 

"So what you gonna do about it?"

"Nothing. What shall I do? He kissed me. That's it. It didn't mean anything to him."

"You won't feel hurt if that kiss didn't mean anything to him?"

Again, Yesung didn't respond. Ryeowook was right. Who's he's fooling anyway? He's not hurting because of the kiss. He was hurting because Kyuhyun kept avoiding him. He's hurting because Kyuhyun love a man before him. 

He love Kyuhyun, he realized. He wanted to take Kyuhyun away from Sungmin but he didn't want that. He left London because he didn't want to ruin a family. He didn't want to ruin a relationship at all. 

"Oh my god! You do love him!" Ryeowook exclaimed.

"It's not important anymore."

"Of course it is! What if he loves you too?"

"Ryeong, let's not make a big deal about this. It doesn't matter if he kissed me and I got hurt. Nothing's gonna change. He's getting married to Sungmin. He didn't love me. My life was back there in London."

"You're too negative, Yesung," Ryeowook shook his head.

"And you kept on believing in those romance novels you've been reading."

From the window of his room, Kyuhyun was staring at Yesung and Ryeowook at the front porch. His heart raced when he saw him walking out of their house with his friend. He couldn't take off his eyes on him. Everytime he laid his eyes on him, it seemed like he's captivated. He loved watching his movements. He loved hearing his laughter. He loved everything about him. 

Am I in love with him?

He couldn't answer himself because the answer was scaring him. 

Kyuhyun felt jealous when he saw Yesung's bestfriend. He admitted that he's good looking and his petite frame and chubby face suited Yesung's small but lean body. Yesterday when his mom told him that he will go to Yesung's house, he immediately tag along with her. He wanted to see Yesung so bad. He missed him terribly. He went there to see Yesung but to his surprise, he never felt more jealous when Yesung brought his friend home. He couldn't believe what Yes