I sat in an empty classroom during my free period waiting for Hanbin to show up. Every time the two of us had colliding free periods we'd study together for finals. In all honesty it would just end up me studying and him sitting there blankly fazed out looking out the window. But still it was nice, we hadn't met up for the last few free periods but since I felt like we were on good terms after the dance I thought maybe we'd naturally go back to our ritual again. I looked at the time and felt anxious as he didn't walk in through the door. Maths, I'll just distract myself with maths and if he comes he comes and if not, well then atleast I would have gotten some maths done.

My eyes would constantly flicker between the doorway and the paper. Maybe I should text him I thought as I pulled out my phone but before I could think of what to say I heard someone clearing their throat and walking into the classroom

"Hanbin ah " I said a bit too excitedly as he placed his bag down and sat next to me like it was any other day. It felt good to be normal

"What are you doing ?" he said looking at the maths book infront of me in confusion

"Trig" I said smiling as he got out his workbook and scracthed his head with a pen

"Yah, Yoo Sera... I don't know how to do this" he said after a while and so I started explaining 

I could feel his concentration fading away as he opened his eyes wide and furrowed his eyebrows together trying to pay attention. 

"Do you get it?" I said as he just nodded 

He took the book closer and started copying down the question and trying it again. I watched out of the side of my eye as he just scribbled out his working each time. I took the pen from his hand and leant over to his book.

"this working out was close!! don't cross it out you might get points for working. Here let me show you again

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Hanbin watched as a piece of Sera's hair loosened from behind her ear and fell onto her face distracting his gaze. When Sera concentrated she would bit her top lip continuosly and her eyes would squint at the paper as if in a staring competition. She looked up after having solved it. He suddenly realised... it was never going to feel like normal again.

"This one was hard but see, does it make sense?" she said looking up at him with her eyes widened and shinning brightly with enthusiasm from having got it right.

He felt the corner of his mouth rise into a half smile as she moved back to where she was working and kept going. The loose piece of hair continued to dangle over her soft cheek tauntingly and before he realised it his hand went up to her face and tucked the hair behind her ear. She jolted startled and laughed it off 

"Yah Kim Hanbin what are you doing" she said as her eyes failed to make eye contact with him

Hanbin just looked at her with her startled eyes as she changed the subject

"YAH, you still haven't tried it! Here watch carefully this time you idiot and don't faze out" she bent back over his page and he watched her side profile working dilgently.

He bent down slowly and closed his eyes as his lips pressed softly against her cheek. She rose up frozen completly shocked not knowing what to do

"Ha-hanbin what are you doing" 

"Mianhae" he said voice calm still looking at her intently

"What was that?" she said fumbling as her face looked ahead nervously and she could feel his breath on her from the close distance between the two

He stared for a second completley aware suddenly of ... everything that had been clogging his head. His hands turned her to face him as he held her softly by the sides of her face as she just blankly stared for a moment. He moved in closer looking at her confused eyes once more. He moved inch by inch closer watching her each time as her heart beat so loud that it could probably be heard echoing through the room.  With just 5 cms left he stopped hands still holding her tight as her eyes looked down and she squirmed anxious. He raised her face slightly

"Yoo Sera, are you gonna stop me" he said with a hint of a smile playing on face as her shallow breathes danced against his lips

she looked up at him but before she could answer he pulled her in and placed his lips on hers so gently yet intense that her eyes fluttered closed and she ... she just let herself kiss him back.

As the two seperated after what felt a long yet fleeting moment Sera stood as Hanbin watched her stumble back and pick up her things disorganised .

"Umm, ah, I think I'll just just go for a second" she said bumping into the corner of the table as she walked backwards running her hands through her hair.

"If you need anymore help, umm just ask later" she said basically running out of the room without letting anything process.

Hanbin sat there out of breath as he held the sides of his neck and took a deep breathe to calm himself

You just did that Kim Hanbin... to Sera, Yoo Sera. Sera. he thought to himself not knowing what to do next or why or how or anything really. He just did it because that's all he wanted to do.

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As I walked out into the hallway I felt my legs give way as I fell to my knees holding the wall for support. My mind spun and I slowly reached up to my lips letting my fingers just slightly touch them before pulling away again suddenly. My heart felt as though it was going to burst from anxiety as it beat so hard against me chest.

Kim Hanbin... Hanbin just kissed me... and I let him

I pulled my hair over my face ruffling it around and pulling at it not knowing what to do. 

Suddenly a sinking feeling hit me as I held the two cheeks of my face and came to a startling realisation thinking of Jinhwan oppa and Hanbin both at the same time and just sat on the floor. I could still feel Hanbin's hands on my face but also the image of Jinhwan oppa smiling at me as he whispered into my ear and my head just spun.