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it was already a week after jonghyun visited you at your apartment… it was hard for you to convince him that day… in the end he gave up trying to make you come back to yonghwa. You told him that you had already move on with your life,

 But honestly,
you were missing yonghwa like crazy,
 you spend year away and you thought you were finally able to move on, but after meeting him again you can’t focus on your work,
you even tried to avoid other boys in order to made your mind, but they didn’t even give you chance, sometimes they even dragged yonghwa along with them to meet you. But you wasn’t able to face him… and he was the same… not talking with you and trying to get distance….
Even though that was what you wanted… yonghwa to forget you and move on... but it was like a torture for you … seeing him,

 finally you got chance to distract your mind for a week when boys leave to Japan for their concert, because when they are around you can’t help but to miss yonghwa.
 

You were at your office, working on some designs that you had on your mind for days…   you were now really getting used to it living life as designer, even though this is not what you planed in your life,
*“it’s funny how my life has changed up to now, I never thought I would be able to start my life again….

But again thoughts of yonghwa invaded your mind. You sighed heavily,
*“Only thing that I wasn’t able to change is my heart….  Why am I like this again…” you were getting angry at yourself….  You crumbled the sketch paper on your hand and threw it away…
as you angrily started to draw new one your assistant came to you…

“Ms__________”

“What is it…” you said without looking up,

“Mr. Choi informed me to remind you about company gathering tonight… “

You stopped what you were doing and looked at her… you totally forgot about the company gathering…
“Is it today…?”  You said with slight frown.  And she nodded in reply…
“Aish….”  Do I really need to go…?   

“I’m sorry ___________ ssi, but you need to be present at there… Mr. Choi said it is important... to you to attend,” your assistant said while suppressing her smile

“Guess I don’t have a choice isn’t it ….
Arasso … you can leave now, ...”

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you were in something like this…. Just to get idea…. I really really sorry … I’m not good at describing things… maybe I’m not good at story telling ….  :(  Feeling sorry for my readers ....
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*“Sigh” ….  I can’t actually get it…. why do I need to come here…. Everyone is just drinking and chatting…”* party is only for the company workers, for celebrate success in new project…
you were with your co workers, and everyone is enjoying the party… smiling widely …. But your heart is not in mood, you sighed….

“what’s wrong ________ -ah... One of your friend jimini asked you…
O... Oh nothing…” you replied putting on fake smile….

another one of your co worker Jong Hoon laughs out loud …
Ha ha… I know, you don’t like this kind of parties….  But I say… you must enjoy yourself more ______-ah,
and also you completed your first project, which is something you need to celebrate…
Then he smiled sneakily looking at you…
And...  That’s why I told Hyejeong -ah to tell you this is really important…...” he laughed again. 

Your eyes widened with surprised and you glared at him,
“ya ….. Why did you do that….,” you got angry at him…

“Oh….   I knew it was you…, I was surprised that she didn’t try to avoid the party…,”
jimini hit him friendly and looked at you,
“I think so to _________-ah,..... You look so down these days, just try to cheer up…” you smiled at her,

“Arasso … arasso… you guys are really annoying…” you said while frowning at them.
“ and you know, I ~

“wow….  I didn’t know CEO invited them…” Jimini’s surprised voice made you stopped what you were trying to say, you smiled at her shocked face and turned your head to see who she was talking about,
your smile faded seeing him, sudden pain hit on your heart again.

“You know…their popularity played big part in promoting our designs… “Jong Hoon said looking at him.

“O….. He is really looking good,” jimini started to fangirling…
“girl… you were lucky… you got chance to work with him…. Ya…. _________-ah,” she kept talking, but you can’t hear anything, your mind was busy with thoughts…
*“I thought he was at Japan, but why he has to come here …” *

“Ya…. Are you listening….?” jimini snap you back to reality...
“Miyaeyo…., what did you said?”

Aniyo… Nothing,
But are you alright? You look so pale, are you feeling sick? Jimini said worriedly…

“I’m alright jimini… just tired…”
you said avoiding her gaze,
 she shook her head and started to chat with another friend of her…

Few minutes passed, you took glimpse at yonghwa, he was talking and smiling with CEO and others,
your friends were chatting and enjoying, but your heart is hurting, every minute is hour to you.
 His presence making you uncomfortable, you slowly tried t