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Minhyuk P.O.V



“IT IS NOT HER…..
THERE IS NO LONGER HER IN MY LIFE… CAN’T YOU ALL JUST STOP TALKING ABOUT HER…?




Suddenly yonghwa huyung shout in anger making me flinch…., yes I was shocked…. It is the first time I see him like this… he never let his anger explode in front of us,


 his anger and frustration taking control of him, everyone become quiet, and yonghwa hyung looked away avoiding our eyes, I know he is now blaming himself for getting angry,
I know he still loves ________-Ah….
But he is becoming stubborn,  I let out a sigh…




“Just stop it.. She is no longer in my life…   She is nothing to me….  “
……………………….
Suddenly his voice filled the quiet room,




“She…. She just played with me….,”



I clenched my fists trying to control my anger….  How could he…. How could he say something like that…
I was about to get up from my seat, when Jonghyung hyung stand up and grabbed the collar of his shirt…, 



Jungshin and I got up  and tried to calm down jonghyun… ,  we both knew how hard it’s to calm down him if he get angry for real, and no matter how much I wanted to get angry at yonghwa hyung  I just don’t want us to fight now… it will never do anything good…



“You know better than anyone she was not that kind of girl”


I know hyung still loves her, but his ego was holding him from going after her….
 that’s why he was acting like this…, and it’s frustrating,


“No matter what you say, it is the reason why you’re acting like this…,
that’s why you are getting angry, just admit you still want her,”  jonghyun  hyung speak up my thoughts.
 

I stood bit away from other two…, it’s always hard for me…  when they talk about her….
My eyes turned away from them and looked out the window…., but I still hear what they talk,
 

“NO…
She ran away from me…, ” Yonghwa  hyung said with stern voice
 

I let out a sigh… still stubborn, 

“And when she comes back, you are running away... 
That’s how you going to solve everything Hyung…?” Unable  to stop myself ,words slipped out form my mouth….

 

"Don’t you guys remember…,
She was the one who run away from me first, she was the one who avoid me first,
then why can’t I do the same…
and what do you know about it,,, you can’t understand, she don’t love me… I was a mistake for her.  She said it to me…

 I - I was nothing to her…”
 

“You know what happened; you know why she ran away...
and more than that,
you know why she is scared….  Don’t let your stupid pride to get in between you…
don’t be stubborn…”
Jonghyung hyung’s voice started to become bit angrier


We all know why she got scared…., I knew it from the start, but like a coward, I hid myself from her, and I  still regret it,

“NO…..  Not again….”
“It was enough that I become fool once, I...-I waited for her…. But what happened, she just told me it was a mistake….”   I looked at how his face changed in anger to pained look.


 

“Hyung… do you really believe it, just because she said it….
what if… if .. -
Jungshin who was all quite for whole time speak up…,

“Jungshinah … she said it herself…
And…. And…  it was like she was pitying me,  I – I don’t need that,”  yonghwa speak up cutting off what jungshin was saying…



“Please… Hyung….
 let go of that stubborn thoughts of yours and talk to her….”
I was bit surprised with jungshin’s sudden boldness…, 


Jungshin took a heavy breath and let out a sigh..
 
“You know hyung…., both of you guys are stubborn in the same way…,
and making things more complicated than it was before….”


I know what he was trying to do…,


“You know that you like her… no matter how hard you try to deny it you know you can’t…
And why you keep hurt yourself for that..,
And… and..   She still –“

“Jungshin…stop… he would not listen to us anyway…” jonghyun voice inturupted jungshin…


I looked at jonghyung hyung, he was torn between keeping his promise and telling everything to yonghwa hyung , but I think nothing good will come hiding it…

“No...  hyung… he need to know it…”  jungshin looked at jonghyun, he is right

“I think so too hyung, that’s the best thing we can do for both of them…"
“I  speak up,  
I know the talk  between her and   jonghyung hyung that h