"What is it?? Are you guys dating??"

"Are you out of your mind?!"

"Do you love him??!!"

All those questions asked by Taecyeon yesterday kept ringing in Luhan's head. Why he didn't answer all those questions?! It was obvious right?! He should just simply answered Tacyeon: yes, we're dating. No, I'm not out of my mind. That's simple. But the last question... 

"Do you love him??!!" 

If they're dating and he isn't out of his mind, then it should be easier to answer the last questions. But...

"What you feel toward Kris isn't love!!! It's just your scary feeling!! You're just afraid of him!!!"

Is it true? Luhan.. Just scared of Kris. All those kisses and hugs were just because of his scary feelings? 

If Luhan tried to remember , the first time he met Kris, it was true that only scared and terrified that Luhan felt towards Kris. But, after that kiss, their first kiss in the backyard, Luhan felt something different. Luhan didn't feel scared. He felt lo-

"Professor !!!!" One student suddenly came into the teacher's office, panting and panicking 

"What is it, Ilhoon?" Doojoon responded 

"There's .... Fight ... Kris..." Luhan suddenly stood up

"What?!" He asked 

"Kris.. Professor Taecyeon .. Fight..." Ilhoon answered between catching his breath 

"Talk properly Ilhoon!!!" Luhan snapped 

"Kris and Professor Taecyeon fight in the hall!!" 

"WHAT??!!!" 

***

"okay class!! Like usual.. Run five laps and make a group of five!! We're going to play basketball today!!" Taecyeon ordered his students

"Yes sir!!" The students answered in unison as they started running around the field. Taecyeon frowned when he saw one student just stood and stared at him. He scoffed before walking to that student

"You didn't hear me?? Run five laps. Now." 

"If you want to have him, fight as a man, not just confronted him and made him crying like that" Kris said in cool but scary voice 

"Huh? So it's all about Luhan?!" Taecyeon scoffed 

"Fight me if you want him, jerk!!" Kris challenged Taecyeon as he moved forward to him

"Fine. Meet me at hall after this class." Taecyeon responded 

"Now." Kris said between his gritted teeth

***

Two tall guys stood facing each other with death glare in the centre of an empty hall. Fists were also formed in each other hands, ready to launch. 

"What did you say to him?!" Kris spoke

"Nothing." Taecyeon answered flatly

"Bull!! He wouldn't cry if you didn't say anything to him"

"Maybe he cried wasn't because of me.. Maybe he cried because one JERK in this school.. " Taecyeon smirked to Kris just to make him more furious 

"Get off, Taecyeon!! He's mine!! Luhan is mine!!" Kris gritted his teeth 

"You sure?!" Taceyeon asked mockingly 

"You doesn't deserve him, Kris!! You're just a jerk, dangerous, bas-" a punch landed in Taecyeon's jaw

"You don't know anything!! He loves me!! No matter how bad I am, he loves me!!" Kris said as he grabbed his collar and punched his face

"Does he?!" A pang shot Kris' heart 

"Have you ever heard he said that?!" Taecyeon's next question made Kris frozen 

"He doesn't love you Kris!!" Taecyeon laughed, didn't care his bleeding lips

"Luhan never loves you!! He's just scared of yo-" a hard lunch once again landed on Taecyeon's handsome face

"Shut up!!!" 

"He loves you just because he's afra-" 

"SHUT UP!!" Kris said as he punched again

"He deserve someone's better .. Like me.."

"SHUT THE UP!!!!" Kris roared. Now Taecyeon fought him back. Both guys wrestled, punched each other face, kicked each other stomach

"STOOOOP!!!" Both guys stopped but then fought again

"Stop please stop!!" Luhan pleaded and the guys granted it

"Oh God!" Doojoon gasped from Luhan's behind. he then approached Taecyeon 

"Luhan, let's take them to the infirmary .. I'll take Taecyeon, you take Kris.." 

***

Instead of taking him to the infirmary , Luhan took Kris to the backyard. He slowly sat Kris down. 

"Argh.. Oww.. " Kris hissed in pain

"Don't move.. Wait here.. " Luhan said before leaving Kris. He came back within a minutes, bringing ice pack and band aid with him. He then sat beside Kris and started to take care of Kris' wound 

"oww.." 

"Sorry.. Sorry.." Luhan softened his touch to Kris' face

"What did you do, Kris? Why did you do that?" Luhan asked as he pressed an ice pack in Kris' cheek

"He said wrong things!!" Kris said without looking at Luhan

"Or.." He paused to face Luhan

"He said the right things.." Luhan tensed hearing Kris' tone

"What are you talk-" 

"Lu!" Kris cut him 

"I love you, Lu.."

"Stop talking .. It will hurt yo-" Kris held Luhan's hand which tried to touch his lips

"Do you love me?" Luhan just smiled. He then leaned closer to Kris, wanting to kiss him but Kris stopped him

"No!" Kris held Luhan's shoulder 

"Answer me, Lu.. Do you love me?" Luhan kept silence, just looked at Kris' eyes

"Do you.. Love me.. Really love me or.." Kris paused. He was afraid. He was afraid to ask and to hear the answer 

"You love me just because you're afraid that I'm going to kill you if you reject me?" 

Luhan silence and it broke Kris' heart. His silence actually already answered all his question and his insecurities all these times. But Kris still waited

"K-kris.."

"No.. Not Kris.. Just say yes or no.. Simple, Lu" Kris cut Luhan. Luhan kept silence, he opened his mouth but he didn't voice any words. Luhan then looked down

"Huh.." Kris scoffed 

"So he's right..." Kris laughed dryly before he stood up. He turned to left but Luhan grabbed his hand

"K-kris.." Kris pried his hand from Luhan's grasp, making Luhan gasped 

"Thank you, Lu!" Kris looked down at Luhan

"Thank you for everything.. For the lunch, hugs and kisses.. Thank you.." Kris said as he walked away, leaving Luhan who started to cry silently

"One more thing.." Kris turned to Luhan

"You don't have to be afraid that I'm going to kill you after this.. I won't.. Because I'll go out from your life from now.. You'll be safe.."

Luhan saw Kris' back slowly disapeared.

"No.. "

When Kris already gone, Luhan’s knees gave up and he cried 

"No.. Kris.. No..." Luhan cried harder. He clucthed his heart when he felt so much pain there. 

"No..." Luhan cried even he knew no matter how hard he cried, Kris would never come back

"No...." 

***

Uhm.. need tissue?

Here.. /offering tissue/ 

Ugh! I hate angst like this..

Sorry..

and please don't be mad at Taecyeon *I won't get cursed by hottest after this /gulp/*

Don't worry, Taecyeon will know his place.. 

Anyway the story will be going to the end soon..

OMO *I don't want to leave you my subs hiks*