Flash chapter (future events to coming soon)

EunJi's POV

3 days after

All I can see is black. What is this? Where am I? I'm thinking too much... My eyes don't seem open but they don't seem close either. What a weird feeling. Gravity doesn't seem to be present and somehow I feel like floating, like my feet don't touch the ground. I can't even tell if I'm upside down or not. What time is it? How long have I been like this? Time doesn't even seem too exist such as space. Like as if I was dead.

2 days later

Right now, I feel like I'm a zombie. I still have this dead-like impression but I somehow feel more alive. How much time did I spend in here in this state? What is happening? Where are the sounds I used to hear? The sensation of something against my skin? Are my nerves all burned or what? I want to cry. I want to die if I still not am dead. Do I have a body right now? It's like there's only my mind.... which is going crazy.

3 days later

In the beginning I was doubting it but actually I'm sure I'm hearing something. Noises. Overwhelming noises. It's like sometimes there are some shrill noises then very low tones. But I can feel somehow a few vibrations. As if it was piercing me throught my eardrums.

2 days later

I feel ennoyed to just think of my surroundings, the few noises I can hear and the rest I can't feel, see or whatever. I sould think of something else, getting my mind on something more important. Important like J-Hope is. Where is he? Is it possible that he's with me somewhere in this.... thing? Probably not. Just thinking of him is my only way to 'see' him. YongGuk and Suga are appearing too but with them it's different. HakYun is definately spared of my mind after all he has done. His acts and words, everything was fake and so terrible. And I still don't understand why Himchan sent him. Probably the more disturbing is that in the end.... Everybody I met from the beginning is from the ing Underground as if in my whole entire life I will never escape from it. And soon enough they will know too. Anyways,... I never really cared about it. Even when I remind myself of JungKook's full of blood t-shirt, I don't feel that disgust. I even joked. But with my past everything seems easier to accept when we live the things I'm living now. I can get over it. Over it all, in fact. But so young is just what is bothering me. I was just the same and I feel bad seeing that already at that age other people are living similar situations. It's like no one is in security. No age. No limits.

2 days later

I can hear voices. Mostly a voice that I like. It feels like I'm only dreaming right now. A memory popped up. I remember saying to Suga and YongGuk the same thing.  I'll think of it Was what I said to the two each time they had confessed their feelings. In the end I feel like J-Hope is the only one I don't have to force myself with. I still feel something is blocking the inside of me, holding me back from being completely honest in my feelings and way of being with Hoseok. My past is always crossing my way. I never chose it. Why has it to be like this? I need to get away. Whenever I'm able to I'll just go, find somewhere to go and just escape for a second the reality I never wanted. Everything is just passing by too quickly as if I had controle on nothing and I'm starting to seriously freak out. I must go.

2 days later

My body is getting better. I can feel it no