Jonghyun was love struck. he felt like a bright light iluminated his life and brightened everything. His world seemed sunnier, even if their was a terenchal down pour outside his door. Even thing was bright and cheery, no matter how tired he was at the end of the day. He didn't mind workin as much either because he worked beside Key with their shoulders brushing.

He even listened to love songs. Not just any love songs however, he listened to old american love songs. He couldn't understand a damn thing they said, but he didn't care. He figured, it was the language of love, didn't matter if you understood it or not. He slept with the songs playing on his mp3 at night. He would sing them in the shower. He sang them with passion too, the kind of passion and feeling he had when he had first started singing and enjoyed it.

It wasn't that he didn't like to sing anymore. Their was jsut a thin line between singing for the joy and for the beauty of it and singing because he had to. Jonghyun had to sing now, day and night, night and day. Each cycle of the moon, he had sung another thousand meaningless words. Now, because the shining light of his new found love, Jonghyun sang again with his love and feeling. Even though he didn't know what the words meant, he sang them in the shower. 

He somehow let all of his emotions out with his words that meant nothing to him, yet they meant so much they what the lyrics replied. With the words of another artist, he vented his own feelings. So, he stood in the shower now, singing a along to another song he had memmorized. However, his words were careless and drabbled, not clearly pronouncing the words as they were supposed to. Sometimes instead of making "L" noises he would make "R" sounds and vice versa.

Key often corrected these small mistakes because of his knowledge of the English language. Now, however, Key stood by the bathroom door, tapping his foot impatiently. He wanted to hurry and take a shower, but Jonghyun was once again hogging the bathroom. he sighed as he leaned against the door. He knew their was no point in knocking anymore, Jjong never paid attention to his pleas for the shower. He rested his head against the door. Through the wooden frame, he could hear the harmonies of Jonghyun's powerful voice. He smiled slightly to himself as he heard his "engrish." After a few momments, he recognized the tune of "Is This Love" by Bob Marley. He smiled slightly at the smooth voice that flowed from inside the confines of the bathroom.

"Is dis lub, is dis lub tat I'm feelin'? I wanna lub yuh,und treat yuh rite. I wanna lub yuh, eberyday und eberynite." Melancholy voice filtered through the thick wood door. Key chuckled softly to himself. He couldn't help but find Jonghyun's actions cute. In truth, he didn't mind standing outside in the hallway as much anymore. He leaned against the door, with a dreamy smile gracing his lips. He didn't know why he did this, but he day dreamed of Jonghyun a lot.

He would stand around and just think of his chiseled features and goofy smile and laugh quietly to himself. He knew it was mean to life at someone's smile, but he didn't do it in scorn. He laughed because of all the funy memories that came attached with that smile that he held so dearly to himself. He loved to see that smile. He would do anything for it.

While key wasn't paying attention, the singing and water stopped from inside the bathroom. Key was still thinking and chuckling to himself over nostalgic memories of his Jong. When the door that Key was leaning on swung open, he toppled forward onto an unsuspecting Jonghyun. Key let out a small squeal as he fell onto the older boy. Key's hand slapped against Jonghyun's bare chest. He could feel taunt muscle underneath his hands. With the shock of falling, his cheek had been pressed against Jjong's chest.

"I'm so sorry! Are you okay?" Jonhyun asked with concern in his voice. He didn't mean to make Key fall. In truth, he was trying to rush a bit so Key wouldn't be too aggrivated with him for taking too long in the shower. Which would explain his lack for clothing at the momment.

Key looked up at jonghyun with his mouth slightly open. He took a sharp intake of breathe when he realized Jjong's muscular arm was around his waist. Their faces were centimeters apart, their breathes hitting eachother. Key was tempted to hold Jjong's curved lips with his own. He pulled back instinctly from the contact, but instantly regretted it when he saw Jjong's eyes fall into low sweeping curves. He saw traces of dissappointment in them.

"I'm fine. Sorry...." He said in embarrassment. He felt suddenly uncomfortable and a thick uneasy atmosphere spewed across them. They both awkwardly tried to bypass the other, going in opposite directions.

When Key finally got into the bathroom, he rested his back against the closed door.  He let his heart beats and quickened breathing slow down to a more natural pace.

On the other side of the door, Jonghyun was reacting similiarly. However, he was chatising himself.

"You could have confessed right then, pabo!" He yelled inside his head. He sighed to himself as he continued walking down the hallway. He would get another chance soon enough.

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Onew was always the first one awake. He was always the last to sleep. The first one to cook, but the last one to eat. He always tried to stay ahead because he figured that's what a good leader was supposed to do. He had woken up an hour or so before everyone else and had made sure everything was prepared.

Sometimes, Onew would feel worried about their future. He was scared that maybe he was work was in vain. He was scared that he would dissappoint his dongsaengs. He was scared of a lot. He felt like the world was on his shoulders and he was the only one allowed to bear the weight. You couldn't just cut up the world and share the pounds, it was something he held alone.

He didn't bother for asking for help. Mostly because he knew it was only going to get harder. They weren't even in a group yet, so if he needed help now, he would be a horrible leader in the future. Onew didn't want to fail s, his company, his parents. He also didn't want to fail himself.

He had self worth.

He had cooked them a meal. It was simple and cheap, but that didn't matter much. They never ate in the mornings anymore. Onew watched them as they sat at the table and picked at their food, not consuming any. Something had changed in them. It was like a shock had gone through s and each one changed into a dazed zombie. They just walked around and did what the managment said. What was worse was that they avoided another. That's what bothered Onew the most. He didn't like that they were all in the same house, yet seperated.

Onew, however, was somewhat left out of the pairings most times, so he wasn't sure if they were really avoiding each other or if he was just getting more distant. It had always been the leader and the members, atleast to managment. He didn't like it though. He wanted to be a member that just helped everyone else get along. He wanted to take care of them, but still be one of them. Although, at this point, this didn't seem possible.

"Hyung, your phone is ringing!" Taemin said cheerfully. Onew nodded towards him in his thanks and went to get his phone. Taemin ad Jonghyun seemed to be the only cheerful ones left, Onew thought to himself while he searched for his phone. He snatched it up into his hands and answered quickly.

"Hello?" He said timidly. He always felt nervous when he answered his phone.

"Onew-ssi! I have important news!" Their manager spoke through the phone with his machine-gun voice. He spoke so fast, sometimes Onew couldn't understand.

"What is it, Manager hyung?" Onew said politely. He was always trained to be polite and timid, but never too shy to get bussiness done. He had to have importance and authority, while remaining caustious.

"We need you to come to the office, we have to discuss very urgent bussiness. This is going to determine the fate of SHINee!" Manager said with his fast talking, sly voice. He was a man with a slack jaw. Onew gulped and started to feel uneasy. The way the man over the phone said it, the disscussionw as over something bad.

"I'll be there in a moment, hyung!" He said quickly before hanging up. He told the others that he would meet them at SM building in an hour or so. THey all just continued their zombie filled gazes and food picking. He excited the dorm quickly and into the Seoul city air hit him like a bus, thick and musky.

While he bega his voyage, he couldn't help but to worry.

"I hope I didn't do anything wrong." He thought to himself.

(A/N): Aloha braduh!

howzit? Its choke late naw. wanna Knock out right now, but i put out this tiny update for yous! I hope you enjoy this one! I listened fo Bab Marley the whole time!

Inspirational, I swear. That man,.... he was just too much.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CHekNnySAfM

^^ So take a listen? Helps set the mood~~

Either way, I'm bout to pass out! Good night.... or good morning! Depends where yous are and all that!

I love you and appreciate your comments, subs, and the time yous takin to read this!

I hope yous have a good day!

Thank you! Gracias!♥

Ultimately, we wish the joy of perfect union with the person we love.
Mortimer Adler