What you wanted, what you get.       CHAPTER 1 : Because I'm  A Girl!!!     "They say life ain't fair... I'm not looking for fair... I'm just looking for..."    "HUSBAND?!" "HUSBAND?! What about him?" Her voice raised a notch.  'Sure enough everyone in the cafe shop stopped to look at our table and mother had on a pissed look. Isn't it I who's supposed to be the angry one.' She thought. "Oh, Sora you are not getting any younger. And more, your husband. As my daughter, do as your told. I want grandchildren to hold and to love before I die. It's been six months since you've married. Haven't you two tried- I mean went to the doctor for a checkup."  "You look fine and healthy to me. Like I said, I'm- We're not ready yet." Sora shrug trying to hide her embarrassment. This subject seem to always come around every time they meet up for lunch. She gulps down all of the ice water to help with her dry throat. "You promised." Mrs Kang's brows crease. "Mother if you keep this up, your wrinkles will worsen." She silently laughed watching as her mother hurriedly brought out her compact and study her face in the mirror. "You're right. We must go to the spa now. Let's go. I'm sure we don't have to wait since I'm a VIP." Mrs Kang stood and forgot about why the reason she was here in the first place. "I don't what to go again. This whole pampering and waste money thing is not for me. Oh, why don't we go shopping instead. There are sales." Sora said. She hate shopping, but it was much more better then sitting around letting people put weird smelly stuff on our face and body. She had learned her lesson from the waxing indeed. "That is a very good idea. We should consult with my stylist and see if he could help with your- Well, your fashion sense." Mrs Kang looked up and down at what her daughter is wearing. "Don't you have anything else but jeans in that closet of yours? You have beautiful legs, sweety. Let's buy you plenty of dresses and skirts. Shorter ones the better. Lingries! Of, course. Have the old ones worn-out? Your husband will surely can't keep his hands-" Mrs Kang blinked at her daughter's outburst today. "Mother! Stop right there. NO MORE." Sora couldn't be more uncomfortable hearing her mother talk of such very private matters in public. Especially advising with her own daughter. "You are just- Because you are a girl, my daughter. I need a reason to bud into your love life? I care. I want a grandchild." Mrs Kang pout and sighs. "You're not looking too pretty latey and a mess you are." "I've been a mess since I was born. Don't judge a person by their appearance. Beauty is only skin deep. Isn't that right mother." Sora fake a smile and followed her mother out the cafe shop. "Besides. My job doesn't call for fashion or putting on makeup. Which you know, I don't know how to use or care to waste money on. "Too tired to put up with you today. I'm worn from you defying me. A daughter you are. Since we are here at the mall, mind as well shop. I believe Jackie is in today." Her mother looks around for the elevator to the second floor. "I'm the luckiest daughter ever." Sora roll her eyes and sullen as she follow behind.    ****   Sora slid off the chair in the kitchen as her husband stepped into the house. "Eaten yet?" she asked as usual.  "I'm good. Had dinner with your father and mines." He places his jacket over the chair and walked around the kitchen island. Not saying a word, he placed the bottle of beer on the counter. Realizing she went grocery shopping to refill his list of foods and beverages.  Sora knew they had the very same discussion as she and her mother. "Teuk... about what they have been asking. Are you considering it. I mean telling them." She watch as he takes another sip and continues, "I don't want them to get their hopes up." "They should of thought of the consequences aimed back at them... The moment they decided on our faith and forcefully arranged this. We don't even know each other and they expect-" Leeteuk stop and finsh his beer and toss it in the waste basket. "They expect a heir, too soon." "My mother invited us to a get-together this Saturday at the beach. Should we decline again?" Sora nervously asked him and pretend to look busy by putting away the washed dishes into the cabinet. "I already agreed to it. They wouldn't let it go, unless I said yes." Leeteuk remove his tie. She looked up to see him staring at her. "How was work?" She tried to make some small conversation. Not everyday you marry a stranger you never met before. And everyday wake up to know it wasn't a dream.  "The usual. How was yours?" He asked back and went to sit on the couch and turn the tv on. "Same." She answer. And to her it's like a repeat of the same episode of a soap opera. Do the same thing and say the same lines as if it was scripted. "I'm going to sleep early. Goodnight, Teuk." Sora said and watch him nod. At least he let her call him by his nickname. Leeteuk could hear the door close to her bedroom as he took a side glance.   ****   Looking to the bags of clothes she bought at the mall, Sora place them on the floor and sat down on the bed. "Maybe I should sell these online." She said and grabbed one of the bags. "Bikini... green. Is it even my color. Not my thing. Jackie can sure pick." She mutters.   ****   "Are you forcing me to wear this god offal thing. The answer is, NO!" Sora threw it on the bed. "That costed $480 worth of spending and Jackie said it would look good on you. I trust he might be right." Mrs Kang said. "And a waste of money to spend on two pieces of small fabric." Sora open the doors to the balcony and look out towards the sea. "Just for once. Please, sweety. A favor for what I did for you. You didn't even have to wear a wedding