VIII
You, Whom I Love- Promises were meant to be broken.
He left the house, Tears still running down his dry cheeks. Eyes sore, red and puffy. He could barely make out the numbers that were on the lift but trusted his routine to click on the buttons to the first floor. He was gasping for air from time to time at how hard he was sobbing. He walked out of the elevator, thinking that it might go back up to the floor that he lived in, maybe donghae was coming to stop him from leaving. Maybe, Donghae actually cared but the elevator remaining at the lobby said otherwise. He crashed on the floor, too weak to move. too tired to even walk. He didn't care about himself, but he still cared about the man at his house, the man that broke his heart.
"Hyukjae?" A familiar voice called out to his name. Hyukjae didn't care because it wasn't donghae.
"Hyukjae? Please Don't cry. Everything will be okay." It was kyuhyun. Hyukjae lifted his face up to see the man's concerned orbs looking back at him, occasionally wiping his tears off. Hyukjae hugged him. He needed it. After all the one sided love from donghae, he needed warmth.
"Nothing is okay, my heart hurts so much."
"It will be better soon, trust me"
" I can no longer trust anyone." Kyuhyun glanced at hyukjae, observing how miserable the boy looked
"Okay, lets get you up and we can go to my car alright?" Hyukjae nodded, his sobs now turned into sniffles.
Kyuhyun opened the door for hyukjae, letting him go in and shutting the door close before he entered the car himself. He handed hyukjae a few tissues and watched hyukjae wiping his cheeks off.
" Do you wanna wash up? You look a little, Dry." hyukjae shook his head.
" Okay then. Do you want to go somewhere to clear your mind from whatever that is making you sad?" Kyuhyun asked, leaning in so that he will be eye level with hyukjae. Hyukjae nodded.
"How did you find me?"
" I realise how you were staying in the same apartment as a old friend of mine and just at that time, i found you." Kyuhyun stated.
" Why aren't you asking me what's wrong?" Kyuhyun smiled as he reached out and brushed off the tissue that was stuck on his cheeks.
" I don't think its right for me to know. You can tell me if you want to, i won't pester you." Kyuhyun said, as he started off the engine.
"People usually come here to vent their frustrations off, you can scream or do whatever you want here." Kyuhyun walked by hyukjae's side, holding his back as hyukjae seemed a little weak. They were at the Han river. A place where everyone goes. Lovers, Heart broken people. Everyone. However, this was also a place that donghae used to love. Donghae loves the night breeze as they used to go cycling here, buying the rice cake at the stall before going back home. Everything reminded him of donghae.
" I got my heart broken." Hyukjae said, as they sat on a bench.
" I can tell."
" Its donghae."
"hmm."
" He cheated on me with a woman. Her name was miyeon. She was this beautiful lady. So beautiful that i feel as though it was okay for him to go after her. She can give him happiness, give him so many things i couldn't. Especially a mini him. He can have a child with her, something that he couldn't do with me. I never belonged to him, Kyuhyun. He deserves much better. Som
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